Chapter Six
Okay once as a girl you realize that you don't want a boyfriend you generally don't like guys hitting on you to much, because then you start to want a boyfriend even though you don't like anyone enough to date them. That is how I feel right now! I like guys there cute and everything but there not my type well they are they're just them there for I cant date them! There like my brothers and or friends whom I have known forever! So I cant date them without fear of loosing that friendship if it doesn't work out. Like okay my ex boyfriend from like 7th grade asked me out and stupid me said yes then broke up with him the next day because I barely no the kid anymore! So he understood and then like 5 days later asked this other girl out I'm like okay whatever because I liked him but still didn't no if I wanted to date him or anything. Well he heard I found out then starting telling his girlfriend all this stuff that I have yet to find out. Now she wants to beat me up because I dated the kid! I dated him in 7th grade! And when he asked me out this year we weren't even dating! We didn't even go on a date so technically we weren't dating!
Girls bother me I no we are mean because I am one for heavens sake! I no I can be mean but I try so hard not to be. Like when this chick was saying stuff about me I wasn't saying stuff about her because I don't want to sink to that level! Plus I don't know the girl so way would I say anything about her? I don't know what to say because I don't know her and I don't have anything against her. Except she should get a live if she wants to beat me up for dating her boyfriend like 3 years ago? Honestly does that make sense?
Okay change of subject back to the no boyfriend thing. Okay boyfriends waste of my time right? Guys don't get that because there are like 10 guys who like me! Well ok I exaggerated theirs like three and there all nice guys and all but one has a girlfriend thank goodness and the other I met at a fair and the third I met at my youth group! So he's a nice guy well they all are but you no how it is? Well maybe you don't but sooner or later you will!