Chapter Eight
When will mothers realize that there baby girl isn't a baby anymore? I mean honestly! My mother let me out till 10:30 last night, and all of s sudden tonight I had to come in at ten. The day was the same as yester day I have to wake up at eight for work but know I had to come in at ten. Its not just that either its like come on mom in less then 3 months I am turning 17 and there is nothing you can do about it and no matter how much she try treating me like a baby isn't going to make me grow closer to her its making me hate her even more than I already do!
She is so… err… like there are times when I understand her reason but I think she is just afraid I am going to do something. I mean I was right outside the house in my guy friends' car. She knows I won't do anything so I don't know what she's freaking about and she knows he won't try anything on me! We were talking for crying out loud. Heaven forbid I should ever talk to one of my guy friends in his car for over a half an hour? She makes no fucking sense! I don't understand her! She's all like "I do these things for a reason." Or " I don't need to give you a reason". Well guess what if I have to give you a reason you have to give me one too! So what now!
She doesn't get anything she doesn't understand and I don't think she cares either. Well at least she never acts like it. There are days where every thing is good but lately its like " Grr bitch leave me alone!" and she's really getting to me its not even funny! I am like wanting to strangle her! I just wish for one day she could live my life and see the shit I go through then maybe for once she'll under stand why I do the things that I do! For now I want her to leave me the fuck alone and stay away form me before I rip her to shreds!