Ch.3

It has been two years since mother up and left or thats how I put it.She was gone and now I am the lady of the house. Over the past two years I have yet to kiss Sesshomaru though my crush for him has grown like wild fire. There's something bothering him and Koinu its been obvious for a month or so now, they have been acting wierd but so far they haven't said anything to me or Sota. Oh yeah that reminds me I'm no longer Kagome that bubbly 10-year-old heart throb I now answer to Gome and Gome only. I cut my hair it was over 3 feet when I cut it now its up to my ears in a bob style cut, I streaked it red last night and now most of the guys that liked me before ignore me now.I am considered emo and punk but I'm really not. I just stoped caring...I'm not a poser..I just have no one to impress well there is someone but he is more into my bestfriend Sango. (Ironic since she only has eyes for Miroku)

It seems that love is just one big slap in the face...Miroku knows this literally. His new nick name is monk because of all the recent molestation cases charged against the once saw as holy men of wax. Anyways Miroku was cool as long as he was wearing handcuffs, hopefully he'll never find out I actually said that he will take it the wrong way, the perverse way like always. Then there is Sango, Kirara and Kohaku. Sango and Kirara are twin two tailed cat demons and Kohaku is there three tailed brother,very cute older brother If I say so myself but not as cute as Sesshomaru but I won't get into that.

Anyways big brother has gotten quite big...note to self...stop calling big brother big brother. He is now 14 and has sky rocketed from his 5'1 frame to 6'2. I'm sadly only 5'11...which isn't short thats why its sad I'm taller than almost all the guys at my school besides Sesshomaru and my brother. Some say being tall is attractive I think its a curse.

Hmm enough rambling what else is there to say. He hit me. He as in my father and me as in Kagome Higurashi. I was once his baby girl and now I am only a girl to him it was a year ago the first time I have ever been slapped without just cause or it being in a fight. All I had done was ask to go out with Sesshomaru to some stupid homecoming dance because at my school you have to have a date. (really gay rule I know) And all of a sudden his scent reeked of jealously and slapped me, I didn't tell Sota untill the bruise appeared, he left right after he slapped me I was left crying, shocked and crushed.

Todays Friday..after school of course and I'm worried. Sesshomaru and Koinu has invited us (me and Sota) out to a movie their treat. Of course normal people would jump at the chance for free entertainment but me and my friends are not normal. Its only are treat when something horrible happens...like when they have heard a rumor about you or your crush has been spotted kissing someone.(this news is usually for me and Koinu) Well anyways we meet the twins (they hate it when I call them 'the twins') at 6 on the corner like always, its now 5:30. I'm wearing a polka-dotted black and white tube dress (and at the moment I feel like the polka-dots are suffocating me) with black flip flops. (I hate my feet) I put in two red bow tie clips and grabbed my wallet. (even though it was their treat...the persons that were being treated bought the snackage) I headed down stairs where I met a fidgeting Sota. He like my self still crushed on one of the Taisho twins.

"I hope its not as bad as the time Hojo was caught kissing Eri" I said as we left.

It wasn' as bad as when Hojo was caught...it was worse.

"Your moving" I screamed as they told the horrible news. "How why?" Why wasn't Sota screaming...why was he so silent.

"We have to move...father he...he cheated on mother with some human girl...mom found out we have to move...we have a brother there...he is 12...all this time...wasted..years we'll never get back" Koinu said. It seems that silence at times like this ran in men for sesshomaru and sota sat in utter silence.

"No I can't loose you Koi" I said "Your my bestfriend"

"Bracelets never lie" Koinu said, as she lifted her right arm where her charm bracelet was for are birthdays this year we gave each other bestfriend charm bracelets. (kirara and sango have one too)

We hugged for what seemed like the 100th time..we both had tears in are eyes. "Okay Gome don't make my last day teary eyed" Koinu said.

I just laughed a dry laugh as we left the movies...we couldn't waste anymore time we had to round up the rest of the gang and have a going away party for my twins.

Today was the worst day of my life. Saturday. Moving day. Doomsday. Last night was a memory that not even old age could make me forget. His lips...so soft..such a brief encounter...not even a good first kiss...but it was my Sesshomaru kiss something I have wanted since that day of spin the pencil. Even though other girls would have laughed at how bad the kiss was...it was my first...and I could still taste the stale doritos on my lips. His lips were ice cold but it didn't matter to me much. But now the moment was over and they would be in Kyoto soon. My crush was miles away...and I was here...alone...cold and crushed.

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