well hope you enjoy and sorry it took so long for me to write.
CHAPTER 9
Mawata closed her eyes and held onto his hand for comfort...
what was she going to do now? she couldn't leave Go behind...but what if the storm got worse?
"arrgh" She said pulling at her hair "Damn"
Go chuckled beneath her.
"Huh, Go i thought you were unconscious"
"I never heard you swear before Mawata..."
"Damn, she said tartly, is not techincally a swear" her manner broke as she looked at his face and she giggled instead. He laughed with her, his voice blending with her own, deep and rumbling until he stopped to wheeze in some air
"Don't worry, he reassured her, in a few moments i'll haved gathered all my strength..."
Mawata's eyes misted over
Oh Go look what i've done to you...i'm sorry...i feel so guilty...this is all my fault we're in this mess in the first way...
Lost in her own thoughts she didn't come to untill she felt Go struggling from her lap and finally sit up next to her. She put her hand on his back for something to lean on.
"thankyou Mawata"
Mawata smiled " no thankyou"
To her suprise his face turned bright red and he started fumbling with his words and knotting his hands
"er--Mawata, his voice was uncertain, there--there was something i always wanted to tell you...but the time, it never seemed right or i-i lost my courage"
He looked into her eyes.
"What question could bother you that much Go? I'll try and help really"
Her voice was genuine, she would do anything to help him after today...she felt closer to him...
Does she really not know? or does she not know what to do with my love and thinks it best to ignore it...is she that oblivious? or is her eyes and soul locked only on sasame that she doesn't notice the people around her...
He sighed
He was jumping off a cliff that he didn't know the answer to and could get hurt on the sharp rocks below...but he didn't care...he had to try...he had to tell her...
"Mawata I love you"
A sudden flash illuminated the forest, but it wasn't the thunder---she couldn't respond and he wondered if she was grateful, he couldn't even see her expression but at least it was off his chest.
He looked up, irrataited and still weak, at the disturbance. His and Mawata's eyes widened:
Sasame...
His eyes had a hint of anger in them as well as shock, Go could tell.
but what the hell? he has takako? why does it bother him so much that i'm with mawata? he thought.
He didn't voice his opinion though, he was to weak to fight and be taken seriously beside...Sasame might decide to attack anyway...he had only seen the knight of sound mad at one occasion and the ending wasn't pleasant...
In a millasecond though Sasame's expression became a blank and expressionless one...but Go knew the anger was still their, hidden.
Go wished at that moment he knew exactly what the knight of sound was thinking...
Mawata sat frozen solid by what Go had told her and by Sasame...
He must have heard, he had have to heard, he was the knight of sound after all..
Her feelings were twisted going towards Go and then sasame
She had never known, ever that he had those feelings locked inside of him, but all the blushing and knowing looks exchanged between mannen and himeno suddenly made sense...how could she not have known? how? how?how?
Mawata had though been glad of the disturbance from sasame she hadn't known how to respond, she didn't even know how she felt about him yet...
She looked into Sasame's eyes,anxious for his reaction, they were dull as though he had a lack of caring, but...her eyes searched his--even though he refused to look at her, what was he really hiding? did he hate her? was he hiding his resentment? his worry?
Mawata didn't know what he was feeling but she knew it definately wasn't what she was seeing in his eyes at the moment...it was much much more then that.
Sasame's voice sounded strange to himself as he uttered the words
"Go's hurt is he not? he has a lack of leafe and probably cannot transport himself..., sasame looked at Go, can you?"
"No"
He placed a hand on Go's shoulder and sensed the panic and the fear in his aura
did i look that scary?
Sasame shrugged and spoke to Mawata,though not looking at her
"give me your hand"
She placed hers in his trustingly.
A swooning feeling went through his blood and he shook it off.
What was wrong with him?
In anothor second the woods where the three had once been was empty and they were back and outside the trailer.
When they entered, Sasame slinging Go's hand over his shoulder, it appeared empty.
Everyone still appeared to be searching for the other two
Mawata seemed to realize this for she muttered to herself, forgetting that Sasame had acutatly hearing
"everyone's looking for me and go...i always create problems...i hate this!"
Sasame placed Go on one of the velvet chairs, he had fainted--his breathing labored even after the leafe sasame had given him...but he would be better within the hour or two.
An evil feeling inside sasame stirred and he hated himself for thinking it, not to give Go the leafe...let him suffer...
how could he have such sick nature to even think that?
Sasame didn't know what was changing him into this but he hated it...
without turning around, still steaming at what he had seen he spoke softly to mawata
"your not a problem we just worried about you...that you were hurt...in danger"
He himself had felt that...
HE didn't know what was wrong with him, he sat on a chair and faced window but he could sense mawata's gaze toward's him. Sasame closed his eyes.
He realized suddenly that he and Mawata were alone in the trailer.
A jolt and shiver ran through his bones though he tried to forbid it.
damn.
They were alone...which was the least thing he wanted at the moment...though at the same time wanted it...
the next chapter will be from sasame's point of veiw and express what he was feeling when he saw go and mawata,
also it will be a moment of sharing and some romance between the two of them in the trailer...
tell me what you think of this chapter though