Disclaimer: Nirvana owns the lyrics and the rest aint mine either.

A/N: I know you're all curious about it.

Nirvana Smells like teen spirit

Load up on guns and bring your friends

It's fun to lose and to pretend

She's over bored and self assured

Oh no, I know a dirty word

Chapter seventeen Ray's of white sunshine

Malfoy manners grounds, summer 11 years previously

He had been her only child her pride and joy he was a treasure, now she had two, little Draco was four years younger than Ray who was nine. Narcissa watched her two boys play in the flower beds eagerly.

The sun made Ray's white blond hair seem honey coloured and Draco's an even paler shade of silver. Narcissa herself had a brighter blond hair and brighter eyes, the two boys looked a lot like their father except for their faces bone structure both of them took after her prominent cheek bones and pointed chin.

They seemed happy and they were, they had every thing they could possibly want so what went so wrong that Ray turned the way he did that one fateful day in his third year of Hogwarts.

Ray left the Hufflepuffs girls dormitory silently as he had come, he crept through the corridors like a ghost pale and translucent in the moon light. He thought happily about how next year his little brother would be joining him in these musty halls.

So busy in his fantasy of tormenting the other students with his almost twin Ray didn't hear the gliding footsteps of Professor Snape.

"Out late again are we Malfoy?" Snape chided.

"Oh uh sorry professor I had to use the bathroom the ones in our dormitory are broken…" he trailed of pitifully.

"Don't be such and idiot stop lying. I know what you were doing and I don't approve of it. You're putting you're families name to shame a self respecting Slytherin such as your self should not be muddling with such filth!"

"I'm sorry professor it won't happen again," Ray said stiffly.

"Now of to bed with you!" Snape swept round a corner leaving Ray standing still seething, how anyone dares say how I should be! He thought angrily from now on things were going his way.

And so they did Ray was not you're typical stuck up Slytherin he disobeyed all rules the unspoken Slytherin code he ignored, he was putting his family to shame and he was proud of himself. The last straw came over the summer holidays at Draco's party for getting into Hogwarts.

A group of well respected Death Eater families sat round the Malfoy's dining room table happily talking about the good old Death Eater days. Ray was sitting slouched his expensive black cashmere cloak rapped round him although it was pleasantly warm.

Pansy Parkinson's pompous father was loudly stating how much better it was to follow the dark lord and be one of them than it was to be anyone else, he happily said other people were scum even the Slytherins that weren't death eaters were below them, and he believed they were much better of.

"I disagree," Ray said it so silently that it was a miracle anyone heard him but everyone went silent.

"What was that boy?" Parkinson said.

"I said I disagree!" Ray defiantly crossed his arms shouting the last word out like had made some huge triumph.

"What do you mean you disagree?" His father hissed angrily.

"I think that we would be much better of if we hadn't followed Voldemort at all," Ray shrugged his shoulders as if it was no big deal but it clearly was Narcissa's sister Bella shrieked how dare you say his name like that! The table went into complete up roar as everyone reprimanded Ray for his insolence.

"You can expect a strap from my belt if you carry on like this Ray!" Lucious screamed standing up threateningly.

"ENOUGH!" Narcissa screamed and she took Ray by the wrist dragging him out the room.

"HOW DARE YOU RAY HOW DARE YOU BE SO STUPID! SAYING THOSE TERRIBLE THINGS! IT'S JUST THE LAST STRAW YOU BETTER TAKE THEM BACK OR DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT STEPPING FOOT IN THIS HOUSE AGAIN!"

"I refuse. I will not take back my beliefs, you're all so ignorant you don't understand real power and you never will Voldemort himself will never know real power but I will. I am above all this I am above him!" Ray replied snappily.

"GET OUT, GET OUT!" Narcissa shrieked her voice going hoarse.

"What mother are you going to throw out your first born your first son?"

"I only have one son!" as she uttered these words in the lonely garden filled with fairy lights and shimmering moon beams, Ray seemed to disconnect from existence the only people who had any memory of him being her son were herself, Ray and Draco.

Ray turned from the garden a smile on his face as he walked out of the clutches of his family he felt elated. It was the start to a life of corrupt treachery and crime.

For the next five years Ray seemed to vanish from existence until one day a letter came for Draco, and that was how Draco met his brother. Ray had changed an unearthly change Draco only vaguely remembered Ray from his child hood but he could still see it.

Draco had spent the summer going out to see Ray, crashing parties with him and doing other fun things Draco had pathetically hoped maybe Ray would be allowed back on the family tree but instead he was roped into the worst and most dangerous plan he had ever heard. Ray soon became a cold bastard and forced Draco to do some dangerous things.

Before he new it he was a key player in this war and he hadn't even asked to be, he was double siding with Ray and then with Voldemort. Draco was in more danger than Harry Potter and Kaiya put together.


A/N: Ok I am really sorry this chapter was so short but I just had to leave it there or it would kinda ruin the suspense-lee-ness!