I'm In Love
Elizabeth's views on Jack and Will.
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Guilt. God- I'm swimming in it. I can feel it even when I tried to clear my head. It almost hurts. To think, to even breathe. All of it. It makes my chest hurt, it makes me ache. And all I want to do is cry.
I swore to him I didn't regret it. That was a lie. But not for the reason people think. Gibbs thinks. I locked him there. With no hope for escape. A pirate. That's a glamorous way to say coward.
In love with Jack Sparrow? I would never play the fool. He is the kind of man I admire- the kind I want, like any woman does. So, yes, I suppose I am, the same way his crew is in love. I love him like I love God. He's more than I can ever attempt to capture. More than anyone can. His love is the sea, not any one woman. He's safe like that. No like us mortals, who fall for men.
But Will. He must have seen. He must think what he would think. What I would think. That's the thing. I can live without Jack- without the Pearl, without the sea. But I cannot live without him. Without Will, my life would fall out of control. I need him to keep me afloat. I pray to God he knows that. And I'll have to show him. Once my guilt dies.
So, captain Jack Sparrow, I'll search the seven seas to find you and bring you back home. Do I love you? More than I ever thought I could a living person. But it's not the kind of love I could ever express. So to the ends of the earth! Let's revive you, Captain Jack, and put you back aboard your ship! I'll do anything just to see you stand behind that wheel again. And then... I'll love Will. But first- Bring me that horizon!
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May I say, I do not condone nor appreciate Orlando Bloom's acting skills. They suck.
Review? Unsigned welcome.