4 April xxx
Dear Diary,
I'm so glad I'd decided that it's past time to throw you in the incinerator, that gives me the freedom to write anything I wish. Like, I pranked dad last New Year, Akane talked me into buying some lacy, see-through lingerie, and that I am in love with Shinogu.
Oh God, I can't believe I actually wrote it. I know, sick, isn't it? Having a "crush" on my own brother... Except that it feels like so much more than what I'd felt for Suoh-kun last year. Maybe even more than what thinking of Azusa does to me..
I miss Azusa, he could always make things better when I couldn't go to Shinogu. Maybe he'd even manage to find a way to make it okay.
But, I'm just Hatsumi, and all I can think to do is forget about this. Forget about my feelings, explain my red eyes with those damn (lucky) entrance exams, and then become the perfect little sister.
If I forget, it'll all be okay, right?
Hatsumi.
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