Ever felt like I have?
Pretended that your ok when really your not?
You're crying inside, dying inside
But on the outside you look like you're happy
Jolly, joyful, life is awesome for you
Nothing could bring you down
But inside thoughts are tearing at your mind
Breaking you apart
Its killing you to be so fake all the time
But you have to. You can't let them worry about you
So fake so false so untrue
When you're in your room your crying, dying
Wondering why your lying, sighing
Wishing you could feel fine just for a few minutes
Is that too much to ask?
You don't ask for riches or a big house
You just want to be happy for one day in your life
On hour, one minute, its all you ask for
But fate treats you badly, tearing your life apart
Being two people at once, one happy one sad
Is killing you, ripping you making you want to die
So soon your true self begins to show
You try to hide it but you can't. You can't.
People are seeing you now, seeing how you feel
See your fears, think you're a freak for being two people
But you were two people for their benifit
So they wouldn't have the burden of your worries
Wouldn't feel your pain.
But even now they know you they don't feel your pain
They think your wierd, an idiot
Why didn't you tell us? A true friend tells everything
But you had to keep it secret. Had to be two people
So you wouldn't bother them.
Now you're torn, broken, got not friends
Sadness takes over, darkness consmes
Worries, like fire spread in your mind
Ruining your life