I Wish

Sometimes I wish

I can show my emotions

Not to them

But to him

Just to say

Those three words

Thats all I need to do

Its a burdon I carry

On my shoulders forever

I have no god damn choice

I wish

I could feel

Love

Joy

Happiness

Sadness if it's needed

Anger

Why can't I?

Why must I be the only one?

I don't understand

All I wish is

That I could say

Those three words

Not the them

But to him

Everyone else can do it

Everyone else can feel

Thats all I want

All I want

Is one wish, one want

Not riches, health

Good looks, wealth

Just one wish

Is it too much to ask?

I just want to have emotions for once

I want to feel

I need to feel

I need to say

What I have to say

I want

I want

I need

I wish.