I promised
You have no idea how it feels
To be lost in your own depression
Thoughts say you don't deserve to live
That your making a bad impression
The world would be better without you
But you promised a friend you wouldn't end your life
So you have to go on living, keep on hurting
Take no notice of the silver knife
You carry on knowing your pain will only end
When you die, fall to the grave, stop living
People try and get you to hurt yourself but you promised
To continue, to keep on giving
No matter what anyone says you keep on going
Wandering aimlessly through crowds of happy people
People with friends, smiles, warm skin, knowing
That people brush past you, your not real
And just feel a cold breeze, a shadow round a corner
All they think is that was cold they don't know
Your just some loner they will ignore
But they have no idea how much it hurts
The pain you've been through the countless sleepless night
The fact no purpose is for you
Constent fights against your mind to try and stay right
If I say I promise I mean it and I'll hurt just to keep it
So if you think I'll kill myself for you
You've got another thing coming...