The Unbearable Pain
"WHAT THE HELL!" was all Nathan could say because after he got that out, he realized he was having a hard time at breathing at all. All he could do was stare. Stare at the back of that Son of Bitch's head. Stare at his hand go up her leg as he kissed her. Stare at Haley, his Haley, well.. not anymore.
Haley jumped back both at the surprise kiss and the sound of Nathan's voice hurt and angry digging into her head. She saw him standing there, she'd never seen him this way, even at his worst, it was like she had hurt him, hurt him worse than Dan ever could of and that fell on her like a ton of bricks!
Everything in Nathan's mind was running a hundred miles per hour, he just wanted to believe this was all a dream, no a nightmare, it couldn't be real, but the pain he was feeling was real, and it hurt more than anything he'd ever felt. It actually felt like she had gotten a knife and stuck it straight through is heart. He felt nauseous and sick. He couldn't look at her anymore, for the very first time, he actually couldn't stand the site of her, it made him want to throw up! And that Jerk! That Fing jerk, what the hell was his problem. Normally Nathan would of just beat the shit out of him but, he couldn't, he felt paralyzed! He couldn't even see his face, but he didn't want to, he was already replaying it over and over in his head. He had to get out of there!
"Nathan…" Haley said starting to get up, but the way Nathan was staring at her, made her heart stop and not in a good way this time! She froze! He had never looked at her like that. She couldn't handle that, not from him, she loved him! That look, it scared her! She wanted to burst out in tears and beg him to listen! She'd rather crawl in a hole and die, then see that look on his face! She just wanted to run up to him and hug him and hold him till she couldn't anymore, and part of her even wished Nathan would beat Jason up! She knew that wasn't going to happen, he was mad yeah, and at Jason definitely, but more than anything he was hurt… hurt by her. Before she could even say anything more, Nathan was out the door faster then she'd ever seen him run! She was left standing there, a tear rolled down her cheek and it was as if he had taken a part of her with him. She felt an emptiness, and loneliness' she'd never felt before.
He didn't know how, and there was no way of explaining it, but he went from a paralyzed state to sprinting down the stairs to his car. He didn't even know what to do. What was he supposed to do? He just kept driving, he didn't know where he was going, but he didn't care.
"Who was that? Hmm…Asshole! Jason said as he turned around. But don't worry, I think I remember where we were.." Jason said a smile on his face as he was leaning in towards Haley.
Haley slapped him, yep as hard as she could, with all her might, with all her anger, she slapped his sorry ass face!
"You son of a bitch," Haley said, tears streaming down her face now, as fast as they could, as if they were trying to run away from her too! "What the hell is your problem? I want you out of here NOW!" Haley screamed! "Get the Hell out"
"Hey, hey, easy baby, ease.." Jason said motioning his hands downwards to emphasize. "Look, I have to stay here, I've got nowhere else to go and what would you tell Lucas? Huh? Besides someone's gotta stay here with you, I'm not going to leave you like this."
"Like hell you won't, you're the one that caused this in the first place, don't even try to pull that bullshit on me! Where you'll stay, frankly I don't give a shit, stay on the street get bitten by a rat with aids, for all I care. As for Lucas, I dunno, I was thinking maybe, 'sorry Lucas, I'm sorry that your so called "friend" is a son of a bitch whose clearly only purpose on Earth is to serve the devil and ruin lives, but yeah he can't stay with me anymore! How's that sound?" Haley said becoming furious! "Do you honestly think Lucas would even still want you here? Your just some guy he met for a day. I've been his best friend since kindergarten! So wipe that smug look off you face, and get your smart ass attitude and jerk of a personality the hell out of my house"
"Yeah, I think Lucas would be more thrilled than you think to have me stay here." Jason whispered too low for Haley to hear. "So does this mean no ice cream?" Jason said before he quickly left, shutting the door, luckily just in time to block the vase being thrown towards him!
That night Haley tried to call Nathan, a million times, and left a thousand voice mails till his mailbox was filled. She sat in bed crying, but trying to reassure herself that once Nathan knew what really happened everything would be ok! She decided maybe she should just give him a little time to cool down, and then once he was in a better state she would calmly tell him, and he would tell her he understood and everything was going to be okay! She turned out her lamp, even with those thoughts in her head, she still couldn't contain herself from crying, and just as she shut her eyes, she saw Nathan's face, the way it looked when he had walked in, and the song, What Hurts The Most, by Rascal Flatts filled her room!
Coming Up- The Party, the incident, the mistake…have they gone too far this time?
A/N-Yeah when I wrote this my like favoritist song was What Hurts The Most., which if you haven't heard it YOU NEED TO! Its country but even if you don't like country you've gotta love it! And I balled like a baby at the music video! Soo sad! But anywho, OH GREAT NEWS about the new CW taking One Tree Hill on its new network! WAHOOO! I would have died if they didn't! So if ya read this and you still like me..even though I took so long to update…REVIEW PLEASE! And as always I love my readers, but LOVE my reviewers MORE! (keep that in mind)