Chapter Two- Perfect

My knees hurt from my assault last night, with Lucius. But the pain that I felt in my ass was even worst when Black came out of me. I couldn't move, my hands were tired behind my back and my head was tied down to the sink that I was leaning over. They all laughed, Potter, Black and Pettigrew; Lupin was outside watching the door.

"Hey, James want a go?" Black laughed as he said it. Potter moved close to me.

"Yes, but I want to be alone with him." The other two shrugged and walked out. I looked behind me. As much as I wanted him, I didn't want pain. I closes my eyes but I felt his hands on my binds, then on the rope around my neck. My hands free. I looked at him, his eyes were on mine. "I want to put this in to help." I looked at the bottles he was holding. One was a soothing balm and the other was a healing ointment. I looked at him.

"What? Why are you not fucking me?"

"I want to but not until you are heeled. And then I want to make love to you, not fuck you." My mouth fell open. "What?" He smiled. "Just let me." I turned my back to him. I felt one finger in me and I let out a gasp. "Sorry." I felt the soothing working almost at once, then he put the heeling balm in.

"Thank you James. I really appreciate that." I turned to see him with my clothes and I begin to put them on.

"I know it does. I know what Malfoy did to you last night. Didn't he?" I nodded. "I knew it would help. Now," He put a hand on my shoulder. "When you open that door, run. Run as fast as you can." I nodded and move toward the door. "Severus," I turn back. "Come to my room, the head boy and girls, common room. The password is Gurdyroot." I nodded, then took out running. I could hear them laughing behind me. But I was thankful that James had not raped me.

I moved thru the castle. I had to wait for Malfoy to fall sleep, my mouth still held his taste. I walked up the stairs to the head girl and boys room. "Gurdyroot." It opened to show me Lily and James setting on the long couch. Lily looked up at me, then to James then walked out. I stepped inside as the door closed.

"Thank you for coming." I nodded. He tried to kiss me but I pulled back. "What's wrong?"

"Lucius made me take his…into my mouth. I don't want you to tasted him." He smiled at me them walked to a little fridge and came back with a bottle of pumpkin juice and gave it to me. I took it and drank some. "Tha…" I didn't even get it out before he kissed me. He leaned back and took the bottle and set it on the table and pulled me to the couch. He sat down and had me straddle his legs. I could feel his bulge on my ass. He kissed me again. My hands went around his neck and his hands cupped my face. I heard the door open and James pulled back.

"Sirius, Peter, Remus?" Black laughed.

"I see you could get enough of him today. Let me have a go." Sirius moved closer, but James got up and whispered into my ear.

"Go to Lily's room. I will be there soon." I ran to her room, guessing it was the one with the pink door and knocked. She opened the door and smiled.

"Severus, what do I own this pleasure?" An argument irrupted down the hall in common room.

"I wanted a piece! Don't be so selfish!" "Get the hell out of here!" "Go to hell!" The door slammed. James so came up the hall way, his eyes were a blaze.

"Severus in my room." His voice was soft and made my knees shake. I walked into his awaiting room.

"Sorry." He looked at me.

"Why should you be sorry?"

"The fight between you and your friends."

"Don't worry." He looked me up and down. "Now where were we? Oh yes." James moved toward me.

"No I don't want to be reason you and your friends are fighting." James held me, and looked stunned.

"I thought you hated them."

"Not all. Lupin is ok." His lips crossed mine.

"I don't care, I want you." I pushed him away.

"But you have always picked on me, made fun of me. Why now?" I wanted his to explain why he was so mean to me. He just sighed and sat on his bed.

"You now when you are little and you like someone, you pick on them. Well that is me. But I took it to far sometimes and I had to let everyone think my and Lily were going to get married." I had forgotten that detail. He and Lily were to be married.

"And you want me on the side." I felt used, a whore. I guess Lucius was right, that is all I will ever be. He came to me.

"No, we thought that it would work out that way. The man I love, I can't marry and the man she loves won't marry her." I wanted to believe him. I should but still I didn't like being someone's whore, while they also fucked their wife.

"I can't do this." I made to walk out.

"Please, don't leave." I turned. "I love you. Didn't you tell me that yesterday. Now I say it. I don't love Lily and she doesn't care for me too. But Remus won't marry her." My mouth went open again. This day just kept getting weirder and weirder. I sat on his bed with my hand in my hair.

"I don't want to be someone's whore. I want to feel loved by them." I looked up into his blue eyes. He began unbuttoning his shirt. His chest was smooth, I guess he never had grown hair there. My hands raked his sleek chest. My shield that I had around me shattered. I wanted him, badly. I was willing to give myself to him even if it meant that he could hurt me. I was not afraid of pain, just of love. I had never felt it in my life. My mother never did. My father thought love was in the way you beat and rape your loved ones. And Lucius never showed love.

His hands when to my buttons on my robe. I didn't want him to see my body. The shallow groves in my ribs, the gaunt of my stomach. I ate only when Lucius was busy. His taste was so vile that I threw up after it. I didn't want that from James. He slid the shirt down my shoulders then down my arms. His breath caught in his mouth as he saw the terribleness of my body. He traced a line between my ribs.

"Does it hurt?" He looked at me, his eyes were glistening with tears. "What…"

"Lucius. I hate his tasted so I rarely eat."

"Undress." He continued to undress as I did too. He pulled back the covers on his bed. The bed looked wonderful. Lucius usually did me on the floor, like a dog, never in a bed. I slipped in, and James did too, on top. "I want to make love to you, like I said this morning."

"I can't help but ask why?"

"Oh do shut up, Severus." He sealed his lips over mine. His hands was were in my hair and on my body, caressing me. He bit my ear, finding my spot on my ear. The spot that made me moan and ache against him. I wanted him so badly. He groped for his wand, but he could not find it. "Severus I need a wand." I found mine and gave it to him. "Aparecium lubrication." And the lubrication appeared into his hand. He spread it all over himself. Then he moved to and pushed in. The pain melted into pleasure, the pleasure of having him inside me. I bit his lip and dug my nails into his back. He smiled, relishing the thought of my nails in his back, making marks. He pushed all the way in, I screamed out loud, the feeling was magic. He laughed. "You feeling good." It was not a question but a statement.

"I need…you." I was in so much pleasure that I could not make a sentence. He pumped in to me again and again, harder and faster each time, till I was screaming, moaning, and writhing beneath him. He came with a yell of my name. He rolled off, panting.

"That was…"

"Perfect." I finished.

I got board and had to do this one. See you after two weeks.