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Note: The Ed counterpart to Monologue of Death.
Monologue of Fools
We know
it. It'll work. Everything is perfectly thought out, calculated to
the last millimetre of information. There's no way it could go wrong.
We can see her again, we can be found.
Light filling the air as it
whirs past us. I feel myself grinning-I'm going to accomplish what
even 'he' couldn't. I'll prove them wrong. I'll prove them all wrong.
I can bring back what's dead.
It's getting darker...that means
it's drawing to a close, right?
"Brother?" I look to the
side-Al looks uncertain. He's just afraid to try what others say you
should not...right?
But no. He just happened to be the first to
notice. I follow his gaze gradually to my left leg...slowly, ever so
slowly disintegrating into the light. Darkness, huh?
My gaze snaps
up to my little brother. He sees where my gaze stops. His right arm,
the same as my leg. My dear little brother...he was all I had
left...but...if this was supposed to work so perfectly, I'd have
mother and him, right?
Bu...if that's true...where are our bodies
going! I feel so horrified before the thought comes to me; taking us
to mom.
A look of hope crosses my face, it calms Al down a bit. My
leg's slowed in disappearing into nothingness, so it's almost over,
right?
But Al...it's taken his arm, he's screaming now, terrified.
He sees what I do not, it seems. He sees failure.
"Al."
His leg disappearing now, he's being pulled back, away. Towards what?
A dark shape in the room. What-I cannot see.
I notice now that I,
too, am being pulled towards it. But what is 'it'?
Doors. A crack
in them...Opening?...Yes...the doors are opening. A light pouring
through the crack.
"AL!" I call. Even if it takes us to
mother, I should go first, make sure it's safe. I don't want to know
the feeling of my brother being hurt. He's almost entirely in now, as
am I.
It's so dark...then...light? Images. Things on all
sides. I'm being pulled forwards still. I see lands, flags,
explosions, life. Everything from birth to the uneasy silence known
as death. What are these things? Unfamiliar things, faces,
places...
I see familiar things, too. Brother, mother...'him'. So
many things. Childhood memories of Winry and the others. Auntie
Pinako scolding us for talking of 'human alchemy'. She tells us again
how it's forbidden, deadly. Like déjà vu. I see things
I'd never seen before of the others, and things through the eyes of
people I've never heard of before, it seems.
Quite simply: I see
everything. I see the world. I see the truth.
A figure in the
distance? Who? A woman...
Mother! I want to reach to her so
desperately but she's so far off. Why won't she come for
me?
Darkness again, then the uneasy feeling of hitting the
floor. I feel the pain in my leg, so sudden and eerie, creeping up my
body. That is the pain where my leg should be.
Flinching I
suddenly remember our plight. Did it work?
I look up, only to be
disappointed, to be horrified. To realize how wrong we were. It
wasn't mom...it wasn't human.
Al! I look around, desperately. He's
gone. Nothing left. And then...
I know where he is. "He got
taken away..." I plead. I won't let him have my brother!
How
did I know how to get him? How could I accomplish such a thing?
Strange…yet so familiar.
I see my brother's figure in the
distance, as I had mothers. My right arm is being pulled away, as my
leg had been. "Al!" I call, "I'm here!"
He
looks to me, I can sense his fear. I reach out my left hand, and he
grasps it. I just need to get us out now...
...I know now that even what I did for my brother was wrong. I was desperate; I hated that feeling of being so alone.
We thought we knew it. We thought it'd work. Everything was perfectly thought out, calculated to the last millimetre of information. There was no way it could go wrong. We could see her again, we could be found. It did go wrong. WE were wrong. We were fools.
Fin
