A/N: Hey everyone, here's chapter 20. It's not dark like i said it could be, but James tells Lily some important stuff. I have a plan as to where im going for the next chapter so bear with me. Also, this chapter has slightly more romance because i didnt have much in my story before and these are 17 year olds.

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It was mid November and the weather was becoming so cold that people were having trouble leaving the fire in the common room. Quidditch practices were taking place more and more often, in preparation for their next game against Slytherin.

As the third week of November came into play, Gryffindor quidditch team was finishing up their last practice before their game.

"Okay," Sara said to the team that was huddled in the changing rooms, "Game against Slytherin tomorrow. Get a good night sleep, eat well, and concentrate. Don't get sidetracked by anything, keep your mind focused…just for a day, that's all I ask…to stay focused on the game ahead."

They grumbled their agreement, and had to bite their tongues from telling Sara that she had been telling them to concentrate on nothing but quidditch for the past month. When she finally dismissed them, they pulled their scarves higher up their faces and departed the changing rooms.

When James scrambled through the portrait hole he saw Katherine and Remus talking by the fire; they had been working on their relationship for over a month now, and James new it was only a matter of time before they resumed their snogging. There was too much tension between them, and he knew it would soon be released.

James looked up at the sound of his name being called to see Lily bustling towards him. He bid good-bye to Katherine and Sara and smiled at Lily. They exited the common room and began their patrol.

James couldn't help but notice how Lily's hair shimmered in the dim light of the corridors, and how her smile could contort his stomach into a tight knot.

Stay focused, James…He pleaded with himself, Don't get sidetracked or you'll be thinking about her all night...

"How did quidditch practice go?" Lily asked conversationally.

"Good…" James muttered.

Lily gave him an odd look but continued walking. She could sense James was getting fidgety. "What's the matter?" She asked, "What's wrong?"

He finally tipped his head up to look at her, "We've only been a couple for a little over a month, I know…but, I've never really felt for someone the way I feel for you."

Lily's breath caught in her throat, there was silence so Lily decided to break it lightly, "I like you too, James, but I don't know if I'm ready for marriage quite yet."

James grinned, "Well then, if not marriage, would you consider meeting my parents over break?"

Lily stopped in her tracks abruptly. James never asked girls to come and visit his parents, so that in itself was startling. They had only been going out for a month, they hadn't even kissed, the closest they've been is kissing each other on the cheek, but that wasn't what was scaring Lily. What frightened her is the fact that she wanted to go, more than anything, and she felt so special that James would ask that of her. It scared her that she could feel so much for someone in so little time.

"Do you mean it?" She asked quietly.

"Of course I do," James said sincerely, stopping with her. "Would you like to?"

"I would," Lily beamed, "I'd need to ask my parents, but I really would, James."

James smiled, "Are you going to your parents?"

Lily nodded, "I do every year for Christmas," She informed him. "I barely ever see them."

James nodded, "Well, you should stay there for Christmas, but either before or after, I would really like it if you came to my house to stay for a while."

Lily nodded and smiled even wider. Suddenly an idea struck her and she spoke, "James…" She said, "Would you like to meet my parents?"

James widened his eyes disbelievingly, "I'd love to, but…are you sure you want me to?"

Lily took a step nearer to him, "I wouldn't want you to, but since you're so handsome, I figure I should show you off to everyone." She said with a smile.

"Ha ha," James said sarcastically, but a smile broke out on his face nonetheless, "Well, even if you weren't as beautiful as you are, I would still show you off."

Lily blushed but took a step nearer to touch his chest lightly, "You think I'm beautiful?" She asked as her hand trailed across the front of his shirt.

"Gorgeous," James said with a grin, "Absolutely spiffy."

Lily laughed and took her hand from his shirt as she rested her forehead against his toned chest, "Way to ruin a moment, James."

"A moment?" James asked slyly, "And what, may I ask, was going to happen in that moment?"

Lily raised her head to look at him before she stepped back, "I guess you'll never know." She said mischeviously.

James' face fell, "What?" He asked as she resumed her walking down the hall, "You can't do that. Bring the moment back! I'll take the spiffiness away when I talk about you!"

Lily just laughed and shook her head. James hustled to catch up with her. He put his hand on her shoulder but she just rolled her eyes.

"The moment is gone, James," She laughed.

James heaved an exaggerated sigh and they continued walking. "Are you comfortable about meeting my parents?"

Lily shrugged, "As long as they don't bite, I'm fine with it."

James chuckled softly, "Well, if they like you, you're safe. If they don't…"

"Anyways," Lily interrupted with a grin, "Are you sure you want to meet mine?"

James nodded, "I'd really love to. So, is this kind of like a next step in our relationship?"

Lily nodded and gulped, "It's kind of…oh, for lack of better word, scary."

"What do you mean?" James asked.

"I've known you since first year. I've hated you since first year. And now…now I'm just confused. You've changed so much this year and I can't help but realize how much I-"

"Want me?" James asked, wiggling his eyebrows.

Lily rolled her eyes and hit James' arm, "Be quiet." She ordered. "Don't you think it's kind of odd? So much can change in so little time."

"I'm glad," James said sincerely, "I can't believe you're willing to have a civilized conversation this year. We haven't been hexing each other, or anything of the sort. You're kissed me on the cheek…out of your own free will."

Lily laughed as she felt her cheeks flushed. This was one of the deepest conversations she'd had with James. They'd never really come out and talked about their relationship before. They'd talked about moving foreword, but never about their past. The fact that she could be so open with someone seemed to scare her. Especially since this someone was the one whom she'd sworn she would never fall for. She had always considered herself strong, to be able to resist James for so long. But now she could see why so many girls had fallen for him. He had a way with words, not to mention a way with looks. Suddenly, she began feeling something deep within her gut. She didn't want James to leave her, not after everything they'd been through. He had seemed so sincere about his feelings for her, she only hoped he really had meant them. When the feeling in her gut made her feel even more unsure, she turned to look at James.

One look in his eyes seemed to wash all her uneasiness away. They were deep, full of caring and desire. She smiled as he looked at her with concern.

"Are you alright?" He asked, his brow furrowed.

She nodded, "You're really serious about this, right? About me meeting your parents?"

James nodded, "Never been more certain in my life."

Lily nodded and flung her arms around him, inhaling his scent. He widened his eyes in surprise but pulled her closer and buried his face in his hair. She smelled fresh and he smiled against her. He smiled a blissful smile as he pulled her even closer to him.

"James."

James grinned as he buried his face deeper in her hair, "Yes?"

"I…can't breath all that well."

He cleared his throat and broke apart, "Oh…I'm sorry Lily."

"I didn't mind." Lily said with a smile, "Only my lungs did. But if it were up to me, I'd stay like that forever."

James eyebrows shot up so high they were lost in his hairline, and Lily even looked a bit surprised that she had spoken her thoughts aloud.

"We can't stay like that forever," James said, "But we can tonight."

"I'd ask what you meant by that but I wont for fear that you'll call me a dirty little girl." Lily laughed.

"I meant the furthest thing from dirty." James said with a smile, "You mean too much to me."

The next morning the quidditch team awoke with their nerves in high gear. Yet again they ate nothing at breakfast, and yet again they arrived in the changing rooms early for a pep talk.

"Okay," Sara said, squeezing her broom so tightly her knuckles were turning white, "Here's our second game of the season. Let's do what we did last time, shall we?"

The team nodded and James swallowed the lump that was evolving in his throat. Together they trudged out of the changing rooms to the icy weather outside. The snow was coming down as it had been for the past week, but this time the team paid no attention. Their minds were set on the game ahead of them.

"HERE COMES GRYFFINDOR!" Sang the announcer who James recognized as a Gryffindor, but he couldn't place his name, "In the lead we have captain Sara Brookfield, followed by Lutine, Polkin, Potter, Nelson, Loffburg and Martin!"

James inclined his head to see the Slytherin team already situated by Madam Hooch.

"Captains, shake hands!" She ordered.

Sara marched over to the Slytherin captain and when they shook, it looked as if they were trying to kill their hands, judging by the blue color of their fingers. But their faces were steady, and they didn't flinch once.

"Mount your brooms!" Madam Hooch continued, "You may begin at the sound of my whistle."

She slowly brought the whistle to her mouth and then she blew. The players kicked off from the ground and shot into the air.

Once James was in the air he crossed over by Katherine and Ben, his fellow chasers. Katherine bolted in the air and intercepted a through, she tossed it to James and he dodged a bludger as he pelted foreword towards the goal. He tossed it to Ben who was nearest to the goal and he caught it firmly between his two palms. He pretended to pass it back to James, causing the keeper to pelt over left. Ben quickly chucked it in one of the hoops.

"TEN POINTS TO GRYFFINDOR!" The commentator bellowed, "WELL DONE! BRILLIANT! AMAZING! GREAT JOB! YOU CHASERS REALLY KNOW HOW TO WORK TOGETHER! I MEAN WOAH- oh, yes, sorry Professor."

James ran a hand through his hair as he glanced around for Kendra. She was squinting in concentration and she was pivoting her head side to side. Obviously she had yet to see the snitch.

James dodged yet another bludger and caught the quaffle, he swept pass a Slytherin chaser towards his destination on the other side of the pitch. He tossed it to Ben who wheeled pass a beater to toss it to Katherine. Just as he raised his hand to throw it, a Slytherin beater flew over to him and knocked into him forcefully. Ben tried to regain himself but before he could the beater had swung back his bat and hit his hand, causing the quaffle to fly out of his grip and into the hands of one of the opposing teams chasers.

Angry cries arose from the stands.

"FOUL!" James bellowed, staring incredulously at Madam Hooch. "THAT WAS INSANE!"

"Quiet Potter!" Madam Hooch snapped. She blew her whistle and held up a hand, "FOUL."

James rolled his eyes but let out a breath of gratitude. The game raged on, and it was steadily becoming more dirty. Ben's hand seemed fractured, Paul gained a bloody nose, and Katherine was almost knocked sideways off her broom.

James tried frantically to get the score up, but whenever they scored, it always seemed as if the Slytherin team scored moments later. It was 70-50, with Gryffindor in the lead, when Kendra went pelting downwards with such speed she became a blur.

"GO KENDRA!" Sara bellowed, cupping her hands around her mouth. The Slytherin seeker appeared beside her and they were almost nose to nose.

James felt his heart begin to thump loudly in his chest. Kendra and the other seeker were almost to the ground when both of their hands stretched foreword. One of them closed around a small, fluttering, gold object, but James had trouble seeing whose hand it was.

Kendra pelted up from the ground, her hand high in the air, a beaming smile on her face.

"SHE'S GOT IT!" The commentator screeched, "KENDRA POLKIN'S CAUGHT THE SNITCH! GRYFFINDOR WINS!"

The team lowered themselves to the ground and huddled together. "You all did so great!" Sara said, her smile stretching across her whole face, "We beat Slytherin, can you believe it?" But before anyone could answer she continued, "I sure can! Because we did it! I knew we had it in us!"

James laughed and hugged Katherine who had flung herself at him, "Great job, Kath!"

"You too," She grinned, moving to hug Ben.

Back in the common room a few hours later, everyone was still up, talking excitedly about the game.

Remus was talking to Katherine by the fire. "You were amazing."

She blushed, "Thanks, Remus."

He nodded and grabbed her hand, "Would you like to go for a walk?"

She smiled, "Sounds great."

The exited the room and emerged in the empty hallway.

"Curfew is in an hour or so, right?" She asked him, and when he nodded she continued, "So…where are we going to go?"

"Would you like to go to the kitchens for a cup of tea?" He offered, still holding her hand. She agreed and they set off for their destination, "Have you ever been here before?" He asked as they reached the portrait of a bowl of fruit.

"No," She admitted, and watching with amusement mingled with amazement as Remus tickled a pear and the door swung open.

"Come on," He said, and together they scrambled through.

"Hellos good sir!" Squeaked a little elf, "What mays I gets you?"

"Two cups of tea, thanks." Remus grinned.

The elf bowed so low its nose touched the floor, before it departed. They sat down at a small, circular table, across from each other.

Katherine smiled as she looked into Remus' eyes. He took a deep breath and thanked the elf as it brought the tea to their table. Katherine took a sip and let out a content sigh.

"Is it coming soon, then?" She asked Remus.

"Is what coming soon?" He asked her, although he had a pretty good idea of what she was talking about.

She leaned closer, "The full moon."

He nodded, "How'd you know?"

"You're looking a bit…oh I don't know…peaky, I guess," She informed him as she took another sip of tea.

Remus nodded in understanding, and took another sip of his own tea. "I've missed you." He blurted out before he could stop himself. The couple had been talking about things for about a month, it hadn't been about their relationship, but more about distant things. Remus knew that they were talking about things that didn't really matter, in order to avoid becoming closer. Both of them seemed a bit frightened to be hurt again.

"What do you mean?" She asked, resting her chin in her palm, "We've been talking a lot lately."

"Have we?" Remus asked her, "Because it doesn't feel like it to me."

She nodded in defeat, "We agreed to work on our relationship, but it seems as if we're getting no where."

"Do you have anymore questions about me?" Remus asked her.

"No," She admitted, "We've already been over it all…we've talked about everything important…and now we're just stuck…we're not moving anywhere."

Remus nodded and leaned back in his chair, "What should we do about it?"

Katherine leaned foreword slightly just as Remus did, he reached out and grabbed her hands as they leaned foreword even more. They paused as their noses were almost touching, after a few moments Katherine lurched foreword and met his lips with hers. Remus grinned against her and leaned in more.

They broke apart after a moment. Katherine leaned her forehead against his and let out a soft moan, "I've missed you so much, Remus."

He smiled and kissed her lips softly, "I've missed you, too Kath."

She stood up abruptly, almost knocking over her tea, "Come on."

"Where are we going?" Remus asked, standing up with her and allowing her to lead him out of the kitchens.

"I felt awkward in the kitchens," She admitted once they began walking along the corridors, "Who knows how many house elves were watching."

Remus laughed, "No one's watching now."

She stopped and they both looked into each others eyes. They both mirrored the others, both of them were full of desire and passion. He cupped her face in her hands and leaned foreword to kiss her lips lightly. She kissed him back and he moved his hands down to wrap them around her waist. She broke apart and smiled.

"It's getting late," She noted, "We should go back."

Remus took a deep breath and ran his hand through her dirty blonde hair, he put a hand on her cheek and leaned back so they could both look at each other evenly.

"You've stayed with me through all of this," He said softly. "I don't know why, but you're still with me." She opened her mouth to say something when he put his finger on her lips softly. He leaned foreword and kissed her forehead, "I love you Katherine."

She swallowed and looked at him in the eye, "You have no idea how long I've wanted to here you say that," She mumbled in disbelief.

"You have no idea how long I've felt it," Remus muttered, leaning foreword, "And I mean it, I've never felt for anyone the way I feel for you."

She slipped his arms around his neck and pulled him in a warm hug, "I love you, too, Remus."

He smiled against her hair and kissed the top of her head lightly. He was so overcome with emotion that all he could do was hold her close. He didn't want to let her go, he knew that somewhere, deep inside of him, he couldn't live without her.

It was the last week of November and James and Lily were patrolling down deserted hallways. James tugged at his collar uncomfortably as he glanced out the window. He had no idea how the full moon had crept up on him so fast. He wiped a hand across his forehead. Patrolhad only just begun, but he was becoming nervous about his excuses.

"Why are you so fidgeting?" Lily asked, looking at him with her brow furrowed, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing," James said as he swallowed a lump in his throat, "Why?"

"Don't lie to me," Lily said sternly, "I know something is bothering you, so tell me."

James just shook his head slightly and continued walking. Lily threw up her hands in exasperation and rounded on him. She pointed a finger aggressively into his chest, "Tell me."

"Nothing," James said again, trying to get around her.

"Why are you lying to me?" She cried, "You claim you're so honest with me…and here you are, keeping a secret from me."

"You don't know that I'm keeping a secret," James said harshly, "Don't put words in my mouth."

"JAMES POTTER!" Lily shrieked, "When you feel so much for someone you begin to know them more than you'd like to, and I know for a fact you're lying to me!"

James stopped trying to get around her and he ran a hand through his hair, "I guess I'm just worried about Remus…that's all."

Lily paled considerably, "The full moon's tonight?" She whispered, and when James nodded she looked miserable, "How could I have forgotten?"

"Don't worry about it," James said, breathing a sigh of relief that Lily had stopped badgering him.

Obviously he breathed a sigh of relief too soon.

"That still doesn't explain why you're keeping a secret," Lily said, "I already knew about Remus, so why are you becoming so nervous?"

James said nothing for a while, "I can't tell you."

"What?" She cried incredulously, "You can't tell me?"

"Yes…I can't tell you," James repeated.

"You're making me think that you're up to no good, like you're doing something against school rules or some-" She broke off abruptly, "Are you breaking school rules?"

James stayed silent, after a while he spoke, "No."

"Don't lie to me." She hissed.

"It seems like you want me to be up to no good," James said angrily, "You keep putting words in my mouth! You're accusing me of things you know nothing about."

"I'd know more about them if you'd just tell me!" Lily cried, "If you'd just stop keeping these secrets from me…"

"See?" James cried, pointing a finger at Lily accusingly, "You think I'm keeping secrets when I've never said anything of the sort, you say I'm breaking school rules when I've never even mentioned that…"

"Can you blame me for asking?" Lily cried, "If you aren't telling me something, I'm bound to jump to conclusions."

"That's your problem!" James yelled, "Always jumping to conclusions when you don't know the story."

"My problem?" She repeated, "Well you're problem is telling me you feel so much for me, and then going right along and not telling me something!"

"How do you know I'm not telling you something?" James repeated angrily.

Lily took a deep breath, "Fine then…are you not telling me something?"

James stayed silent for a while, before he knew he needed to be honest with her, "Yes." He mumbled like a little boy who had justbeenjust been caught stealing cookies by his mother.

She shook her head disbelievingly, "Then tell me!"

"I can't!" He cried, "I want to, I really do…I just can't!"

"You're scaring me, James!" She cried, "You leave every night on a full moon to who knows where, and you come back all scarred and tired…" She broke off, "I'm so worried about you."

"Don't be," James said quickly, "I'm fine…I'm safe…like I said, I'm just worried about Remus."

"Is that really all?" Lily asked, "Because that doesn't explain the scars or the tiredness. You know what that does explain though?"

James shrugged and looked at her impatiently.

"That you can't trust me!" She shrieked.

"I can trust you, Lil…" James began.

"Then why can't you tell me?" She pleaded. "Will you at least tell me if you're doing something dangerous?"

James stopped trying to look annoyed and instead he looked shocked, "Well, er…from a certain point of view, I suppose."

"A CERTAIN POINT OF VIEW?" She screamed. "You're scaring me!"

"Why?" James cried, "What's scaring you?"

"The fact that you're not telling me something," She wailed, "And it could be dangerous…and it's with a werewolf."

"It's not-" James started.

"Don't bother trying to tell me it isn't," She snapped. "Just tell me the truth."

James stayed silent for a while, "I can't."

She just shook her head, "Fine, James, fine…but if Remus could tell Katherine and she still stayed with him, then of course you could tell me. I'd never leave you, and it couldn't be as bad as a werewolf."

James stayed silent and Lily paled once more, "Is it?" She asked.

He gulped, "Er…from a certain point of view."

"JAMES!" She shrieked, taking a step back, "Why won't you just tell me? What's going on?"

"I can't tell you," James repeated, "I promised Remus."

"WHAT ABOUT THE PROMISE YOU MADE ME JAMES?" Lily screamed, "THE PROMISE TO ALWAYS BE HONEST WITH ME!"

"Lily, you've got to understand." James said calmly.

"Tell me," Lily said desperately, her voice cracking. "Please…"

"You want me to tell you?" James snapped.

"Yes…" Lily said.

"Fine," James cried angrily, he grabbed her arm and pulled her into the nearest empty classroom. He took a deep breath, "I'm an animagous, Lily, okay?"

Lily gasped and stumbled backwards, she looked at him incredulously before her face broke out into a smile. She was sent into a fit of giggles as she looked at James' confused face. "You're…an…animagous…" She laughed, "Yeah right."

"Shit," James cried, running a hang through his hair. He shouldn't have told her that, he had made a promise to his friends. When she continued laughing he asked her, "You don't believe me?"

"Of course I don't," Lily said, regaining her composure to look at him. "Do you even realize how much work that'd be? Plus, it's illegal unless you register."

"I know more about it than you, Lily," James cried, "I am one."

Lily looked as if she were about to laugh again, but her eyes became full of fear, "It's not funny anymore, James…stop it."

"You wanted the truth," James cried, "So I gave it to you."

"Don't even say that!" Lily screamed.

James just shook his head, "This is why I didn't want to tell you."

"Why?" Lily asked.

"For Remus," James said, beginning to calm down, "Werewolves don't attack animals, only humans."

Lily's breathing was becoming rapid, "It's incredibly difficult to become one," She said, although her eyes were beginning to water in defeat.

"I know," James said, "It took us years."

"Us?" She repeated blankly.

"Sirius and Peter," James said, he walked towards the nearest window in the classroom. It was still light, so he figured he still had time, "Lily," He said, turning his attention back to her, "Swear to me, you won't tell a soul."

"You aren't one…you can't be…" She was mumbling things over and over again before she turned to look at him, "It's illegal."

"Remus needed us," James said, "Please…please understand."

"How can I?" She cried, a single tear slipping down her cheek, "You shouldn't have done this! Sure, a prank here and there…but James, this isn't detention we're talking about. We're talking about Askaban!"

"You don't think I've thought about it?" James asked, "I know the consequences."

"Obviously you don't!" Lily shrieked, "If you did, you wouldn't have become one."

"Are you even listening to yourself?" James asked, "We needed to do this for Remus…it's so hard for him to transform on his own."

"You…you did this for him?" She asked, wiping the tear away.

"Yes," James said quietly, "I did."

"What do you turn into?" She asked him suddenly.

James looked completely taken aback, "Well…a stag."

Lily's face changed from fear and disbelief to mild amazement, "I can't believe it…you're an animagous, James."

James laughed, "You don't say?"

She suddenly punched his arm with much more force that required.

"What was that for?" He yelped, rubbing his arm sorely.

"For not telling me." She said, "It's completely dangerous, but I still understand."

"Wow…" James mumbled softly, "Lily Evans thinks it's okay to break the law."

"I don't think it's okay," She said, "I just…I understand. Why didn't you tell me?"

"I made a promise to the guys," James said, "Remus told us not to let anyone know…he didn't even want us to do it in the first place."

"Then why did you?" Lily asked.

"Like I said…we had to," James said softly, "Sure, no one was making us, but it was something we needed to do. We had to help our friend. He'd do the same for us."

"That's true loyalty, James," Lily said softly.

"Are you mad?" He asked.

"I'm surprised, shocked, and upset. But no, I'm not angry. If anything I'm…amazed." Lily said, sitting down on at a desk.

James breathed a sigh of relief. This really was the most amazing girl he had ever met. She accepted and understood everything about him. He grinned and stepped foreword to kiss her cheek lightly, "I've got to go, Lil."

She nodded, "Bye…be careful." James nodded and headed towards the door, "James?" She asked suddenly.

"Yeah?" He asked, turning around to look at her.

"Would you…do something for me?" She asked, almost shyly.

"Anything," James grinned, "What is it?"

"Will you…transform for me?" She asked.

James widened his eyes and looked at her in disbelief, "Are you serious?"

"Yes," She said, a slow smile appearing on her lips, "I need to know if you're…you know? Making all this up to seem macho." She teased.

James raised an eyebrow before he screwed up his face in concentration. His body slowly transformed into the beautiful body of a white stag.

Lily gasped in amazement and got up from the desk to step timidly towards him, "James?" The stag nodded and stepped towards her slowly as she put her hand up on its smooth back.

He transformed back and looked at her. He bit his lip in anticipation.

"That was amazing."

"Thank you," James said softly, "For everything…for understanding."

She nodded and stood on tip toe to kiss his cheek. "Bye, James."

He turned around and ran out the door, and Lily plopped back down on the chair, her mind a blur. It all happened so quickly, she had so many feelings flowing through her. She felt bewildered, amazed, upset, and astounded. Though she was confused about all of her feelings, she felt one the strongest.

She felt so proud.

A/N: Weeeell, there was chapter 20. i hope you liked it. i know lily was starting to get all upset and angry and then she became amazed...but i wanted to portray her as an understanding person. she had a right to get angry, but she knew that what he was doing was loyal to his friend. Haha, okayy now a few facts people have been asking.
1. how long will this story be? I know ive been jumping back and forth, but i'm thinking 25. It doesn't seem like alot, but this story has been moving slowly, so, like in this chapter, it went through over a month. so that's what the other chapters will be like.
2. what about my other story? I wrote another oneshot about what would have happened if james and lily never died. i hope you like it.
3. i'll be updating about one chapter a week like i used to do.
and i think that's it?

pleaseee review. they make me happy.
alrighty, thanks and love you all-Lilly