We all slowly one by one got down on the floor first was Sango then Kirara got lower to the floor then me then Inuyasha. I looked over to check up of Shippo who was just watching that window. I felt the front door slightly opened and the fear in my eyes got everyone's attention and Inuyasha sled over to me as quickly as possible but it was too late the door slowly opened and by that time the only person in sight was the dark shadowy figure I saw Kirara behind the door with me and Sango was under the coffee table but it took me a while to figure out that it was her and Shippo had shut the door of the bathroom but I could see his head stick out and then slowly go back in. I didn't see Inuyasha anywhere, but the dark figure I could tell looked familiar and it wasn't Miroku back Miroku had worn his bracelet that would shine even in the moon light. The dark figure slowly looked around and me and Kirara held our breathe because all he had to do was shut the door and there we were but the dark figure didn't he went on into my room and turned on the light and I could only see brown hair and then shut the door. I felt someone touch my back and I jump and so did Kirara but we didn't make a sound and found that it was Inuyasha he took us both as Shippo took Sango and we headed out the door then Shippo and Inuyasha went back inside as Sango looked for a phone and me and Kirara stayed low in the bushes just outside watching the figure go in my room and I could see him take something and put in down and then take another and put it down and another.

Sango got low to the ground with us: Ok the cops are on there way put where is Miroku?

Just then we saw Miroku and Inuyasha walk out and I could see the relief in Sango's eyes as Miroku and Inuyasha took the windows. Inuyasha took the one in the front house and Miroku took the bathroom.

Me: o0o I get it now the locked him in there so Shippo must have the entrance to the door.

Just then we could see and hear the flashing and sounding of cop lights and then we turned back to the figure who was gone and then the cops surrounded the house as Shippo, Miroku, and Inuyasha stand in there positions.

Cop: Ok son come out with your Hands up!

We heard the breaking of glass as the bathroom window busted open and there before my eyes was Sesshomaru! The cops cuffed him and Shippo came up to Kirara, Sango ran over to Miroku and Inuyasha ran over to me. One of the police men walked over to us and tapped me on my shoulder.

Me: Yes officer?

Officer: Ma'am this man clams to be your husband is that true?

Me: We have separated and there was no reason why he had to come back to this house.

Officer: Yes Ma'am, also he is completely drunk……

Me: He always drinks sir that all he does is smoke and drink.

Officer: Well he will pay for the damages and will be in court.

Me: Thank you officer.

Officer: Yes Ma'am that's our job.

The officers stayed for about 4 hours afterward and then when they left we ordered pizza and then laid out the couch bed and we all bailed up on it pushing the love sit and lounge chair together with it. It seemed like for ever we just sat and talked about the future about the past about everything we tried to stay up as much as possible but all I remember is falling asleep with me on Inuyasha's chest as he was holding me in his arms so I wouldn't go anywhere.

A few hours later…………

There was a knock on the door and I tumbled to the floor trying to stand up and I peeked between the curtains and saw cops. I unlocked the door and there was the cop I talk to earlier and than another one.

Officer: I'm sorry to disturb you so early in the morning but we have to have you sign this we would have called you but we need to do this now can you please step outside. I walked outside and I could see that it was divorce papers.

Me: Officers…………who?

Officer: He wanted it done and his parents did too.

I chuckled: What do they want if I sign this?

Officer: They want him back.

Me: Because they don't get any money or anything because that's my parents will and they assigned that money to me along with this paid off house. And the only other person that can touch it is my brother which I havn't seen in eight years.

Officer: They tried to but there internee said they couldn't touch it you're cleared as soon as you sign this.

I looked over it right quick and then signed it.

Me: There you go officers.

Officers: ok now we need a guardian? Because you're 17 and all….

Me: Officer…..when my parents died I went to court to become an adult I done that year and I'm an adult.

Officer: Yes Ma'am tKagomek you

Me: You're welcome.

I walked back into the house and I could feel the heavy weight that has been on me for so long gone off of me and as I walked back into the house I felt that I could do anything in this world and I could accomplish it. I came back in and went back into Inuyasha's arms in smiles and as everyone looked at me smiling they feel back asleep along with me.

A lot of hours later……….

I woke up around noon and then I went and made some coffee then went into my room where I could see that Sesshomaru was taking every picture we had along with his cloths all in a trash bag I decided to help him out a little and put them all in the bag. I put the rest of his cloths and every memory and picture and stuffed animal and marriage gift we got. (This wasn't really a lot at all) I went back into the living room and everyone was still asleep and I went to pour a cup of coffee and then I went outside to get the mail and paper, I came back in put the mail on the table and then began to read the mail. Light bill, water bill, crap, crap, crap. Then I came across something in the mail that said Sis on it I opened it and there I found my brothers letter since five years.

Sis,

Ok I have like 30 minutes to right this but I'm in Australia on my way to Greece and I'm coming home at the end of the month so I can see you and stuff since you know and I wanted to see there graves. I still hurt because of that. Why didn't anyone tell me till after there funeral? Well see you at the end of the month!

You love Brother,

Myoga

I was so shocked I didn't know what to say. I put the letter on the refrigerator and then went back to my room and took off the sheets of my bed and then took down the curtains that Sesshomaru wanted and I put them in a trash bag along with the sheets on my bed. I went into the bathroom cleaned up the glass along with the ones outside and then came back in and threw away everything in the bathroom that belonged to him. I could finally see the drawers of the bathroom and then I put my stuff in the drawers (which only took three out of the seven that was there). I covered the window up with a cut out side of a box and duck taped it around the window until I could put a new one in. I went back into the living room where Kirara and Shippo were up in the kitchen eating.

Me: Well hello sleepy heads what's up?

Kirara: Just eating right now.

Shippo: So your brothers coming back huh?

Me: Yep…….

Shippo: Great we have one more person than ya'll girls!

Kirara: SHHHH Shippo or you'll wake them up.

Shippo: o0o sorry…..

Kirara: We're going out to get some stuff for my room………needs anything?
Me: Yeah a new rug, comforter, bed sheets, curtain, shower curtains, and a lighter.

Shippo: Ok……..um………..what are you looking for?

Me: Just bring back a shower curtain and lighter. I'll get everything else later.

Kirara: Ok…..well what kind of shower curtain?

Me: Umm get a dark blue one……

Kirara: ok………We are going to get dressed and head on out.

Me: Ok….

I walked out the room and then went to the storage closet in the main bathroom and pulled out some old sheets and comforter, and put them on my bed then went back into the living room and Inuyasha was sitting on the couch and the whole living room was back where it was. I jumped into his arms and kissed him.

Inuyasha: Someones happy today.

Me: Yes tKagomek you for noticing!

Inuyasha: well I haven't seen you this happy in for ever.

Me: Me too.

Inuyasha: So your brothers coming back?

Me: Gee does everyone read the fridge?

Inuyasha: Yes I did because it's right there in front of me.

I giggled: Yeah his coming back……..

Inuyasha: So where am I staying I mean I have no where to sleep…..

Me: Well…….

Inuyasha: Unless….

He looked at me and smiled and I smiled back at him because I knew where he was getting too.

Me: Yes you can sleep with me.

Inuyasha: Score! I get the comfortable bed!

I hit him with the pillow: Hey what else?

Inuyasha kissed me and then looked into my eyes: I get you to sleep with you….

I smiled close to him and we kissed again before we heard someone make an annoying noise.

Kirara: Sleeping together already?

Me: Yep…

Kirara laughed and then looked at Shippo who was laughing too.

Shippo: Hey wait we do that……

Kirara: Not what I was talking about Shippo.

Shippo: Oooo well stop being a dirty girl!

Shippo tickled her and they went on out the door.

Inuyasha: Ok well can I go see this bed that I'm going to be sleeping in with you in it?

Me: Yes

He picked me up and carried me to the bed and then softly put me down on the bed then threw himself onto the bed.

Inuyasha: New sheets, no curtain……..

Me: Sesshomaru made me take out my parents sheets he said he couldn't sleep in sheets that a died person has been in but knowing that it was my mom's and dad's makes me feel so much better.

Inuyasha: Well did you wash them?

Me: Of course!

Inuyasha: Ok then I is good…..

Me: Nasty…..

He faced me as I faced him and for the first time I saw him look up and down on me and then looked at my face.

Me: What?

Inuyasha: Nothing……..you?

Me: Nothing………….

He took his Hand and touched my face and then took my Hand and held it and I watched his every move. His Hand was cold as ever and then I looked into his eyes as he looked at mine.

Inuyasha: Kikyo…….I have a question but you don't have to answer if you don't want to ok?

At this point only one question came to my mind and it was "will you go out with me?"

Me: Ok what?

Inuyasha: Did you ever still love me when you went with Sesshomaru and married him? Did you ever think of me as I did you?

I smiled in relief: I thought of you everyday, I never stopped loving you and I was always waiting on you to come back to me and I was hoping that at the wedding you would say "I object!" and then carry me away, and then when we danced together I could feel something that I never did before and it felt so wonderful so……..I don't know how to explain it. You never left my heart, not even the slightest.

Inuyasha looked so relieved to hear that and he kissed me over and over and again I think that, that's the answer he was looking for. He held me close and kissed me one more time and then I looked at him smiling.

Me: I feel like that now, you holding me like this, feeling on top of this world.

Inuyasha: I'm glad, very glad.

He held me closer and then I kissed him on his cheek.

Me: I'm not going anywhere this time.

Inuyasha: I know and I hope not.

I looked at him: I'm not ever going anywhere no where else not anymore this feels to right.

Inuyasha: I know….

I knew that he felt it too when he said that. I was so happy when I was with him I knew that I couldn't feel this was toward anyone but him. And for a moment in my life I felt and knew that this was right, this is the one for me, this is who I needed to spend the rest of my life with.

Sango: Oops! SORRY! I keep doing that!

We rose up and looked at her laughing as her eyes were closed tightly.

Me: Come on in Sango its ok.

Sango hopped on the bed.

Me: Where's Miroku?

Sango: His going back to his place to get his cloths to stay here with me for the weekend and then his going to go to work to check on something and then coming back here to pick me up for our date!

We screamed and hugged together jumping up and down and screaming and then Inuyasha just sat and watched me.

Me: I'm so happy for you! So ya'll are officially going out?
Sango nodded her head: Yes and I'm so happy!

Me: We'll do you need help getting ready?

Sango: Well I have till 7 so…………PLEASE!

I giggled: Of course! What time is it now?

Inuyasha looked at the clock: Like 2:27

Me: Ok! So decide what you want to do and then I'll help!

Sango: ok!

She hopped from the bed and then ran out of the room.

I lay back down with Inuyasha only I was on his chest and he had his Hands going through my long brown hair. I think I drifted off for a minute until Sango came back with dresses. I didn't even have to get up because she was at a standing distance where I could see her.

Sango: ok this sexy black dress says?

Me: I'm the only damn good looking one in the room and I'm getting some tonight but also I want to get to know you and I look sexy doing it.

Sango held out another one but it was very stylish it was black but had a nice light but not too light purple lining going diagonal down the dress where it stopped about around her knees and then went into frails.

Me: Now that it the dress you want to where! It says hey I really like you very much and I feel right with you and also I know this feels right and you need to realize that too!

Inuyasha: They all look like dresses to me.

Sango: yeah to guys but to girls they say things to like a guy like if Kagome was to wear any of these dresses she would get some from you and would get your attention and make you realize that she is in love with you completely!

Me: Ok Sango go try it on and let's see if it's a match!

She ran out again and then I went and popped some popcorn and went into Sango's room and there she was in the bathroom looking at her hair.

Me: If Kirara gets back in time I'm sure she'll do your hair for you.

Sango smiled and snagged some popcorn from me.

Sango: Ok so how does it look?

Me: Perfect now you just need shoes, tights, necklaces, ear rings, hair done, make-up perfect, and your personality high and you have your dream date!
Sango: Ok now that the dress the most important thing is over shoe time!

She clapped as we went into the walk in closet and I sat down I knew this was going to take a while. I had to have sat on the floor for the longest time because Inuyasha came and joined us, and even Kirara and Shippo came back and sat outside of the door way as we judged and argued over the shoes she was going to wear.

Kirara: ok the next shoe she picks, she gets no agreements, ANYTHING!
Sango: Well that's not fair…

Kirara: Well it's almost like 4 so yea you still have to take a shower and all that as we line up everything and we still have a lot to do in such a short time and if you want me to do your hair before I leave to go out with Shippo then yeah, please hurry.

Sango: ok I'm picking this pair.

They were the perfect to match her dress they were black with not too high of heels but not to low either and Miroku was a tall guy so it works out perfectly.

Me: Ok let go every guy out the room and Sango get in that tub girly and scrub ya dabba.

Sango giggled as she ran to the bathroom. And Shippo and Inuyasha went out the room.

Me: Ok now what?

Kirara: I guess we could get everything ready for her and Hand it to her?

Me: Should you do her hair first so it don't mess up her dress?

Kirara: Yeah ok so I'm going to get dressed to go out with Shippo while she's take a shower.

Me: And I'll just wait.

She went into her room and I walked into the living room and sat beside Inuyasha.

Inuyasha: What are we doing tonight?

Me: What ever you want if you want to go out we'll go out if you want to stay here we'll stay here.

Inuyasha: Why not you pick?

Me: Why not you?

Inuyasha: Because I don't care as long as I'm with you that's all that matters to me.

Me: Ok then get dressed were going out to eat.

Inuyasha: Ok.

Inuyasha sat with me until Sango came out of the shower and yelled for me. I walked into her room and she had a tank top on with wet hair and shorts on.

Sango: Ok I'm going to do my make-up can you iron my dress and what time is it?

Me: 5:30 so we need to hurry.

Sango: What do I do?

Kirara: Blow dries your hair and can you do my make-up?

Sango: Yeah if you do my hair.

Ok now how they done it I don't know but it was like this after Sango's hair was dry Kirara did her hair and I ironed her dress and while doing Sango's hair Kirara's face had one eye done then another then soon it was complete and then a little later so was Sango's.

Me: Ok Dress all nice and ironed so all you need is the jewelry and your good to go so ready?

Sango: I'm nerves………gosh after this I and Miroku will be officially going out………..gosh.

Kirara: Ok my date is Later I and Shippo are just going out tonight but yea our date is all day long his taking me to the beach and everything!

Me: That's going to be big!

Kirara: Yep were coming back after we eat and o0o I got your curtain its on your bed in your room but yea after we eat were packing and then we are leaving early in the morning and then going to watch the sunrise then we are staying at a hotel alone and then his going to go meet me parents for lunch and then we dine alone and then on the way back I'm going to meet his parents.

Sango: Man that's romantic…….

Me: o0o yeah……

Kirara: Yep I'm so happy!

Sango: I know I can tell…….

Me: Me too, sound like someones in love!

Kirara: Ok ok enough with the picking on me thing.

Sango: ok now I just have to get dressed and I'm out of here.

I and Kirara left the room and I went to my bathroom to put up my shower curtain but it was already put up. I turned around and there was Inuyasha.

Inuyasha: Well I wanted to do it anyway so there.

Me: TKagomek you!

Inuyasha: yeah now get dressed ok hurry so we can go out to eat.

Me: Ok why the rush?

Inuyasha: I have a good idea after words.

Me: Ok…….

Inuyasha: But we have to be there at like 9 so hurry ok?

Me: what where we want to go or to eat?
Inuyasha: Where I'm taking you.

Me: ok.

I shut the door and took a quick shower done my hair put my make-up and then got dressed by then I opened the door to find that Inuyasha was sitting on my bed waiting on me.

Me: Did I take too long?
Inuyasha: Nope actually it's been like 5 minutes since everyone left. So…are you ready to go out to eat?

Me: Ok where?
Inuyasha: You pick…….

Me: Ok well how about something not to fancy and not to low either.

Inuyasha: Well I know just the place then don't I?
Me: Yep

In town there was always something to do when we were growing up. Our town was classic they done the candy shops the playgrounds, the drive in movies, the soda shops, all of those they kept them alive along with living at the beach, our town was always classy for the tourists and my parents loved that about it because they loved this town and everything in it so when me and Inuyasha would get together there was always one place not to fancy and not to low to go too.

Betty: What will it be you two I havn't seen ya'll in here since ya'll graduated how have you been?

Me: Great!

Inuyasha: Wonderful!

Betty knew us since we were two years old when she opened her 80's diner and the cash flow was always coming in and being so close to school, all 6 of us would Go here every time something bad or good or just for no reason at all just to be together, we left our names on the wall at the opening of the opening door after graduation along with others that grew up here and lived in this diner too but out of everyone we always had the same seats every time even one of us showed up and that was all the way at the end of the diner on the left where the table curved along the window, which is where me and Inuyasha sat for the first time since graduation night.

Betty: I'm guessing ya'll want ya'lls usual?
Me: I would love too!

Inuyasha: You remembered after all this time?
Betty: I can't forget you twos favorite meals it's been the same since both of you were six.

Inuyasha: Than yea but triple it this time!

Betty: Always going bigger.

Inuyasha: Like you say I'm a growing boy.

Betty walked off behind the counter yelling our orders and we turned our attention to each other.

Inuyasha: So is this ok?
Me: It's better than ok it's great….

Inuyasha: Wonderful………..

Me: Is this weird to you or is it just me?

Inuyasha: No it's weird to me too……

Me: I don't know why it's just so weird…….

Inuyasha: Me too…………….maybe it's too soon? Maybe we should just be friends for a while and then take it from there.

Me: Yeah ok then……….

Inuyasha: I mean if it's ok with you……..

Me: Yeah it's fine um………….hey so where is we going after this?

Inuyasha: No where now……

Me: WHAT?

Inuyasha: We aren't on a date no more so I can't take you…..

Me: No fair!

Inuyasha: Hey its dates or girlfriends only……….what can I say……

Me: Ok have you taken me there before?

Inuyasha: Yeah……

Me: Did we kiss there before?

Inuyasha: ………………actually that was the first place we made out at.

I thought back at every time we made out and thought hard and then it just hit me that place under the pier.

Me: I remember now………….that's where you take them then……

Inuyasha: No just you so far.

Me: Awww………….that's so sweet.

Inuyasha: We'll you were the only one that………

Betty: Ok eat up!

She sat down Inuyasha's triple cheese, bacon, lettuce, tomato, and extra cheese deluxe burger. And handed me my bacon, cheese, and extra ham sandwich.

Me: Thanks Betty!
Betty: Anytime just come around more ya'll two!

Inuyasha: Will do

She walked off taking other orders and such.

We ate without saying a word to each other he paid and we walked out to the car and drove home without a word. I didn't like how we were acting this left me confused in so many ways. Why did I have to say something, or would he have said something, why didn't I just keep my big mouth shut!

Inuyasha: Hey Sexy?

Me: Yeah Hottie…….

Inuyasha: I don't………..

Me: What Inuyasha? Just say it.

Inuyasha: I can't say it.

My cell rang and I picked it up.

Me: Hey…….

Sango: Hey! How's you date going?

Me: I'll tell you when we do go out………

Inuyasha looked at me in a sad way I knew he wanted to tell me something but didn't know how to tell me or how to even put it.

Sango: o0o I'm in the bathroom but imma talk to you in the morning but I just wanted to call you and say if you hear some bumping don't comma knocking!

Me: I won't thanks for the warning!

Sango: Talk you to you Later morning and cheer up girl you might not have him but he loves you a lot! Everyone knows and sees it!

Me: Yeah bye sis

Sango: Bye!

I hung up my cell just in time as we pulled up in the drive way.

Inuyasha: I'll sleep on the couch if you want me too.

Me: Inuyasha its not the first time we slept in a bed together so………I don't care just keep yourself on your side and well be ok……..

I unlocked the door and turned on the lights threw everything on the coffee table beside the door and took my shoes off and then went to my bed and threw myself on it.

Inuyasha: Are you ok?

Me: I'm fine why wouldn't I be?
Inuyasha: Was it that we are being friends?
Me: Inuyasha I would rather have you as a friend than not have you at all.

Inuyasha: Kikyo I have to…

Just then the phone rang; I ran off to the living room to the edge of the couch beside Sango's door and answered the phone.

Me: Hello?
Sesshomaru: Baby I need you back! PLEASE!

I hung up the phone and walked off to back to my bed room and there was Inuyasha on my bed watching me.

Me: What Inuyasha?

Inuyasha: Nothing……..

Me: You ok?

Inuyasha: Yeah……….who was that?

Me: Sesshomaru…

Inuyasha: Well let me answer the phone next time I'll give him a piece of my mind.

I turned on the radio and there was the wreakers "Leave the pieces" on, I turned it up and then lay down on Inuyasha's chest.

Inuyasha: I don't think you or me are ok right now……..

Me: I think so too……..

I don't think he saw me as I cried or if he knew but I'm glad he didn't say anything as I just cried on him. I cried knowing that my parents are dead and if they weren't everything would have been left the same and I would have left Sesshomaru before his drinking got started and I would have gotten a divorce and didn't have to worry about anything and my parents would pay the bills as I saved up my money for college and a new car. I cried because Inuyasha wouldn't tell me how he felt I cried because we couldn't be more than friends. I cried because everything I once had that was perfect that I thought was awful was now gone and hell came behind that. In fact the last thing I saw was the picture of my parents as I cried myself to sleep on Inuyasha.