The Fooled hearted

by Broken Heart Angel

After Kagome marries Sesshomaru she has to choose between old love and the marrage on top of that her parents are dead what secrets did they hold from her?

4. Chapter 4

The next morning……..

I didn't remember anything of how I got in my bed but I do remember where I fell asleep. I walked out into the living room where Inuyasha was on the couch asleep, I walked into my brother's room and there he was sleeping with a girl in his bed with him, I shut the door and peeked into Sango's room only she was in her bed awake just looking out the window I walked into her room.

Sango: Come on in sit talk…………how you feeling?

I sat beside her: I feel ok I guess I'm trying not to think about it.

Sango: Miroku's out getting all of us breakfast.

Me: Who put me in my bed?
Sango: Inuyasha………….Miroku carried me even though I wasn't asleep, and Kirara asleep and Shippo carried her.

Me: o0o…………….so he slept on the couch right?

Sango: Yeah we made him, he just wanted to go to sleep with you but Miroku and Shippo told him not too because who knows what would have happened if you woke up and he was there asleep beside you………….

I looked out the window with her there was the tree that we carved all out names in and there was a heart around Kirara and Shippo's.

Sango: Do you want him to leave or stay until he leaves?

Me: I really don't care right now he can stay or leave ya'll choose I personally just ain't going to talk to him.

Miroku: I'm back foods here! Hurry before Shippo eats it all!

We jumped up and there was pancakes and donuts and eggs, just everything.

Inuyasha: Good food where did you find it?

Miroku: Let's just say I got the hook up.

Sango: More like Mrs. Betty!

Miroku: That too but I ordered all the food doesn't that count.

Sango: Yeah………

Miroku kisses her on her cheek then they kissed on the lips. I looked over to where Kirara and Shippo where they were eating on the couch with Shippo's using her legs to eat on since they were on him, I then looked at Inuyasha who was looking at me he was fixing his plate, I took a deep breathe and continued eating.

Kirara: Good choice Miroku ya did well.

Miroku: Thanks I couldn't have done better if I asked myself.

Sango: Hey Inuyasha what are doing today?

Inuyasha: Why?

Sango: Because neither you nor Kagome are talking…………..

Inuyasha: Working…………..

Miroku: You just got back shouldn't you like laze around here?

Inuyasha: No I'm working I'm leaving here in about an hour.

Kirara: Come on go golfing with me and Shippo…………me dad needs someone to be his partner cuz he wants to battle me and Shippo………..since last time me and my dad got Shippo and his dad good time!

Shippo: 3 points come on……

Kirara: More like 30!

She put her empty plate under Shippo's.

Miroku: How good are you at golf Shippo?

Shippo: really really really really really really bad

Kirara: You not that bad you just make everyone else look good.

Shippo looked down at his plate.

Kirara put her arms around his neck: You know I love you anyway though.

Shippo: Yeah I know……….I love you too……..

They looked at each other and smiled before they kissed me and Inuyasha both got up at the same time, he sat back down as I took my plate to the trash and then went back to my room, I began to shut the door but something held it back. I felt someones Hand I opened the door holding back tears, it was Sango, and I walked to my bed and held my head up trying so hard not to cry. She looked over to someone then sat beside me as Kirara came in and sat on the other side of me. They stayed quite as the first tear came.

Kirara: Come on you can't stay here all day, there's got to be something to cheer you up?

Me: No nothing I just want to cry right now.

Sango: I know but not in front of him make him see that you don't hurt.

Kirara: You don't even know I mean who knows ya'll might hook up later.

Me: Yeah four or more years later, no Kirara I can't I won't its now or later cause I could die tomorrow.

Sango: Well if you die Tomorrow then its time to get you happy.

I looked at them both and smiled.

Me: Ok

Sango: Shopping!

Me: Always!

Kirara: Ok let's go come on, come on!

They ran off to the door, I could see Inuyasha looking at me and I smiled as I got up to find some cloths.

Miroku: Hey SIS!

I was about to jump in the shower.

Me: I'm in the shower!

Miroku: Where's the lawn mower?

Me: In the shed!

Miroku: Ok we are gonna work on the yard today ok!

Me: We who?

Miroku: Us boys well except for Inuyasha since he has to work!

Me: OK!

It didn't take us but an hour later and we were all out on the road. On the way to the mall.

Sango: Ok now that we are on the road where are we going first?

Me: Ummmm…………..I don't know

Kirara: How about the first store we see.

We all agreed but we just stayed quite all the way there and even hours later we all stayed quite I was beginning to think they all knew something I didn't and we were all sitting at Blue's Café.

Sango: Kagome I have to tell you something……..

Kirara: No…..

Sango: If we don't she'll find out anyway when we get home.

Me: What?

They both looked at each other then at the floor then at me. I was slowly breathing by now.

Sango: Last night Inuyasha said that he was leaving today, and that we would play it off as him going to work early and we would tell you together but you know what it's a bad idea you should say good bye to him.

She handed me the car keys.

Kirara: His at the air port he'll be there for about one more hour if you hurry you can make it in about 45 minutes. His on flight G number 45.

Sango: go!

I ran to the car and jumped in hoping I would make it in time in about in hour it would be 5:30 I had to make it in time. The drive there was a blur as I ran up to the second floor and running the find G 45. It was 5: 28 I might be too late but just then I saw Inuyasha in line to leave.

Me: INUYASHA!

He looked over and smiled at me then dropped his bags to catch me and spin me around.

I kissed him as he sat me down.

Me: You didn't tell me you were leaving?

Inuyasha: Who?
Me: Kirara and Sango, why are you leaving so soon?

Inuyasha picked up his bags and took a step forward: Well they sent me something earlier in the week when we were gone that I can come early to settle in and stuff so when I read it last night I knew I had to leave.

I looked at him in a sad way.

Inuyasha kissed me one last time before giving a man his ticket. I took a deep breathe as my heart began to beat even slower.

Inuyasha leaned in and whispered in my ear: I love you…………..

I looked over as he walked down that long hall; I turned around and walked slowly to the window to watch his flight leave, then got in the car and drove home.

I pulled up in the drive way and everyone was outside including Sango and Kirara. I walked slowly back to my room with my shopping bags on my bed and feel on the bed passed out.

Sango: KIKYO!...oh my god!

Miroku: What is it!

Sango: She passed out! KIRARA………….SHIPPO GET IN HERE WE HAVE TO WAKE HER UP!
Minutes later I felt water hit me.

Kirara: Kikyo please wake up!

Sango: Get more water now!

I opened my eyes and saw everyone sitting around me Kirara in Shippo's arms crying Sango looking determined to wake me up and Miroku running back with water in a cup.

Sango: She back!

Me: What?

Kirara still in tears: You passed out!

I sat up and my head began to spin I felt someone hold me up, I turned around and Shippo held me up.

Sango: You were out for about 10 minutes.

Shippo: We thought we lost you.

Miroku: Anymore time and we would have taken you to the emergency room.

Sango: How about you stay here for the rest of the night?

Me: Ok………

Kirara: Well stay in here with you and bring the TV in here and watch movies and sleep here with you……

Me: Ok……..Shippo you can put me down now.

Shippo sled me back down and then he left to order pizza. The rest of the night we ate and watched TV. Until around midnight my cell rang.

Kirara answered it: Hello? HEY! Where are you at? O0o how is it? COOL! Yeah here she is…………Its Inuyasha….

She handed me the cell phone: Hello?

Inuyasha: Hey I'm here! I'm standing in my dorm everything unpacked and everything!

Me: Sounds exciting.

Inuyasha: Miss me yet?

Me: Don't have time to miss anyone……..

I rolled over and threw the phone.

Miroku: Hey man what's up?

Miroku and Shippo got up and left.

Me: I'm tired I'm going to call it a night ok.

Sango: ok……

Kirara: Night………..

Miroku: Yeah she's ok we have our eye on her don't worry yeah we'll take care of her, she's asleep now…….man don't worry so much…………….no stay there………yeah ok talk to you later here's Shippo…………..

Shippo: Hey how is the parties?...I still give ya a day………………..yeah……………………………………………

I fell asleep until I heard a loud noise.

Sango: Sorry she's asleep yeah ok bye…………..

I opened my eyes and it was dark and I could hear movement at my feet and on both sides of me. And as I fell back asleep I felt my heart beat normally again…………

The next morning……

Sango: Hurry Hurry Hurry I have to leave in like the next five minutes or………….I don't know what will happen!

I jumped up and found Sango running out the room followed by Miroku.

Kirara: What time is it?

Looked at the clock that was blinking on and off.

Me: The power cut off last night……where's my cell?

Shippo threw it at me who was at me feet with Kirara on the other side of him.

Me: Its 8:45………

Kirara and Shippo jumped up along with me and it was a rush to get ready for work.

Sango: Ok I'm leaving whose coming!

Miroku: Me! Just let me find my shoes.

Sango: By the door baby.

Miroku: Thanks…….

Sango: Anyone else!

Kirara: No just leave the other keys!

Working with only two cars it really hard we have to give the car away to those that have to work which today with everyone having to work wasn't working out as planed.

Myoga: I'm leaving for work!

Me: NO your not there's only one car left!

Myoga: I'm taking Rebecca's………..

I walked out the room to find Myoga who was slowly getting ready and a girl sleeping in his bed.

Me: Rebecca?

Myoga: Yeah my girlfriend she flew over here to live with me when ya'll were gone.

Kirara: Come on let's go! I have to be there in like 20 minutes!

I looked at him: We will finish this later…….

Myoga: Ok bye

I walked back into my room and grabbed my make up shoved it in my purse and ran to the car where Shippo and Kirara where in the car. I jumped right in and Shippo drove off.

Shippo: Ok so how is everyone getting back home? I don't have to be at work for another hour but I won't get off until 6……….

Kirara: I'm getting off at 3………I'll try to see if Miroku or Sango can come get me if they are off work if not then I'll take a cab home….

Me: I work until 4 so I'm sure by then someone will be off………..if not I'll do the same….

Kirara and I were busy putting on our making the rest of the way to work dropping off Kirara first and then me. Work went by so fast meetings and food, working as an assistant for a recording corporation was really hard booking flights and answering phones it seemed like I just got there when it was time to leave.

Me: See you later Monica……….

Monica who was the boss of the corporation: Bye be here Tomorrow ready to work till late we have to fly to Boston for a show…….be here by 6 in the morning, well fly you back around 8 that night.

Me: Yes ma'am

I walked down the streets that where filled with people, I picked up my cell phone and turned it on and called Sango.

Sango: Hey I'm on my way now I just turned down the street I see you come on get in.

I looked to my left and there was the cars I got in and took a deep breathe.

Sango: So………what are your plans for Tomorrow?

Me: We have to get another car, and I have to work for a show we have to fly to Boston Tomorrow, I have to be there at 6 and then they fly me back around 8 that night so I won't get home until maybe 9 or 10.

Sango: Ok well I don't have to work Tomorrow and I'm gonna clean the house since we been gone for a week……………Inuyasha called the house asking for you but you weren't there…..I told him to try your cell or call back later.

Me: I have had my cell off all day I always turn off my cell during work.

Sango: Well I guess you have to get everything ready for Tomorrow…..

Me: Yep I have to make a few phone calls and make sure that the flights are right then I have to talk to Monica about making it a part time job while I go back to school…….but there's no time in the day to talk to her.

Sango: Well you have to hurry and apply for the college first then ask her.

Me: Yeah I guess…………I don't know I'm going to try to talk to her on Friday since there's no plans but two meetings and then that's it I'll talk to her then.

Sango: ok we have to pick up pizza……………

Two weeks later……………

I walked into the door with my books around 11 that night, with no one home they were out partying. I turned on the answering machining to listen to the messages as I got comfortable to do my two page paper due next week I found it easier to do assignments early so I can get it out the way and working during the day until 7 then going to class from 7:30 to 10:30 was working out ok.

Machine: 3 new messages……………………message one at 4:47 pm today………..beep……. Hey guys it's me Inuyasha I was just calling to say hi and I was wondering if I can come visit next week since I don't have any classes next week well talk about it and then get back to me……………..bye………………………beep…………….next message at 8:50 pm……beep……….Hey Kagome its me Sango I'm working late and then me and Miroku are going out to eat and Kirara and Shippo are at Shippo's grandparents for the weekend…….we miss seeing you around………I'll talk to you in the morning hopefully……..bye…………beep……..end of messages.

I turned the machine off and turned the radio on. That was about the only way I got to talk to them since Monica had me up at 6 in the morning working since weeks ago………….she said I would be getting a promotion soon, up to management where I get to work as a manager for someone but I'm not sure if I get it, am I going to take it. I finish about half of my paper before falling asleep on the couch with only the radio on.

The next morning…..

It's a great thing I didn't have to work so I could just sleep in and plus no class so I was good to relax.

Sango: Kikyo? You up?

Me: I am now……hi how you been?

Sango: Horrible, I'm sick……….

Me: Like a cold sick?
Sango: Sinuses infection and I'm throwing up here and there.

Me: o0o want me to fix you something?

Sango: No I just havn't seen or talked to you in weeks. How have you been?
Me: School……..or work one of the two…………I'm trying to get all of this molded together but it just hasn't worked……….

Sango: Well I have a question? Can Inuyasha come and see us? Everyone else said yeah but we wanted to ask everyone first.

Me: Yeah, he can come………

Sango: ok well I have someone to talk to today everyone else is gone.

Me: Yeah well Monica told me to take the rest of the week off cause I have to go on a trip with her in two weeks so she's letting her other assistant work.

Sango: o0o, well I guess you'll be gone when Inuyasha's here then?

Me: I guess……….

Sango: He wanted to see you, and talk to you…….

Me: Nothing left to talk about, he left and didn't tell me, I went to the airport hoping he would stay but he didn't, end of story, all I have left is ya'll and I'm losing ya'll too because of work and school…..

I got up only Sango took my Hand and threw me back into the couch.

Sango: Listen here, he still loves you and we do too, you're not losing us you just have to cut out some work time and you'll be able to see us once in a blue moon. School we understand because we have it too. We havn't seen Miroku around much either ok you not the only one. Kirara's going to work more often, and Shippo is going to leave this Friday for school. Your not alone…………

Me: Yeah I know your right but it still feels like it you should ask Miroku how he feels about school all day then going to work at night not coming home till 3 or 4 in the morning and sleeping until 8 then leaving……………..ever asked him?

Sango: No…………..

Me: I'm going to take a shower and finish my paper then I'm going to clean my bathroom and the house. Where's Myoga?

Sango: With Rebecca in Capo………..

Me: When did they leave?
Sango: He left a note on the fridge it's still there saying he'll be back this Sunday his been gone for a week now……….

Me: o0o………….want me to fix you something before I get into the shower?
Sango: No I'm ok……..

Me: ok………….

I started the water when the phone rang I walked out my room and answered it.

Me: Hello?

Inuyasha: Hey Sexy what's up?

Me: Hey Hottie, I'm just relaxing today.

Sango looked at me to see my reaction, by there wasn't I just acted like it was nothing.

Inuyasha: So did ya'll decide if I can come and visit?

Me: Yeah we want you to come.

Inuyasha: Ok…..say why havn't we talked in such a long time.

I sat on the couch with Sango still waiting for a reaction like a smile or something but nothing came.

Me: I've been working my butt off and school, its killing me…….

Inuyasha: o0o No time for a new guy in your life?

Me: Nope………

Sango mumbled something to me but I didn't understand it.

Me: Hey want to talk to Sango she's sick she might want some cheering up?

Inuyasha: Yeah ok then…….I'll talk to you later then………..I………

Sango: Hey Inuyasha what's up?

I gave her the phone as soon as I heard "I" I didn't want to hear it. I just wanted to get over it, I guess that's the main reason I didn't stay around anyone much. I went and took a shower by the time I got out and cleaned the bathroom Sango was on the phone talking to Miroku.

Me: Ok do you need me to wash your sheets? Or clean something? I need to clean please!

Sango: OK clean all the rooms then, clean the whole house if you want too………….

I really did I cleaned the whole house and cleaned every ones room and washed all the cloths, along with the deck outside. I even cleaned all the floors. Sango watched then fell asleep on the couch. By the time I was done she was still asleep but Miroku just walked in the door.

Miroku: Gosh you working machine you cleaned everything in site!

Me: Well I got bored and now I'm going to do my paper.

Miroku walked over to Sango as I sat down in the chair with my books in them, Miroku sat gently beside her as kissed her as she woke up he showed her the rose he got for her.

Sango: I love you

Miroku: I love you too……….how are you feeling?
Sango: A lot better…..

Miroku: Did you take your medicine?
Sango: Yeah I did…………

Miroku: What do you want to do tonight?

Sango: Its 6 already?

Miroku: Well 6:45………….

Sango: Let's just stay home and watch TV together

Miroku: OK can I cook you something to eat for dinner though……

Sango: Yeah I havn't ate all day……..please baby………..

Miroku: Ok just sit and watch me work or something………..

Miroku walked off and Sango admired the rose she just received……..

Sango: I wish I could smell it but I can't………….

Me: Want me to put it in a glass?
Sango: No I'll get it I need to get up and walk around gosh this house is clean. You had to be bored.

Me: Well it looked dirty so I cleaned everything every room every bathroom every bed every cloths, the deck, the kitchen, and the living room, everything………

Sango: Miracle worker……………o0o Miroku Inuyasha's coming next week or the week after I forgot to tell you………..

Miroku: Ok baby…………hey how do you make this bread?

Sango: Ok its time to order something before this clean house becomes dirty because of you come on.

They walked into there room as I finish my paper. Then in came Kirara and Shippo.

Kirara: Hey Kikyo! Havn't seen you in weeks………

Shippo: Baby…..

Kirara: Gosh this house is clean! Who cleaned it!

Shippo: Baby………..

Me: I did………I clean everything I mean everything every room every bathroom all the cloths…………..everything

Kirara: Gosh you had a lot of time on your Hands………

Shippo pull her to him: Baby……..are we going or not?

Kirara: Yeah……….

Shippo walked into there room and Kirara took a seat on the couch.

Kirara: We forgot his wallet we were going to eat and see a movie.

Me: o0o………..

Kirara: Finish your work huh?

Me: Yeah I just finished………..

Kirara: How's Sango feeling?
Me: Well she slept all day but now she's in her room with Miroku……….

Kirara: OOOOooooo

Me: Inuyasha's coming to visit in a week or two………..

Kirara: So you said yeah I take it…….

Me: Yep………….I did………..how's school and work for you?

Kirara: I got my own office now! Its awesome! And school is school, I have to do a report tomorrow but other than that it's all good.

Me: o0o………..

Shippo: Ok let's go see you later Kikyo………

Kirara: Bye I'll talk to you later……..

I turned off the lights in the house and went to bed there was nothing else to do………

2 weeks later………….

So my promotion didn't work out and now I'm just her second assistant so I have less hours and more time at home and to focus on school. I was on my way to pick Inuyasha from the airport since everyone else was working. I stood at the window I watched his plane take off from across from where he would be coming out off the same place we kissed the last time I heard him say that he loved me. My heart was racing not knowing what to do should I kiss him or hug him or shake Hands? Just then he was walking up to me in smiles, I smiled back. He gave me a hug.

Me: How was your trip?

Inuyasha: Fine

Me: ok I'll get the car and you can go get your bags ok?

Inuyasha: Ok

I drove around the parking lot three times before he came out I noticed he was acting different when he got into the car and stared at the floor. I drove onto the highway before saying something.

Me: What's wrong?

Inuyasha: nothing I'm fine………..

Me: No there's something wrong your looking at the floor for a long time now something's up. What is it?

Inuyasha: I rather you not drive when I tell you this………

I looked at him before quickly looking back at the road.

Me: You found someone else? Say it I'm right…………

Inuyasha: Well its just you weren't coming around so what am I to do I can't wait on you.

Me: Funny thing because you waited on my after you moved, and then again when I got married, and again when me and Sesshomaru broke up………..so please tell me what's up with that?

Inuyasha: That's why I didn't bring her here I wanted to tell you instead of just being rude and walking and say o0o yeah this is my girlfriend Kikyo.

Me: Her names Kikyo? That's a pretty name…………..what else is she pretty as ever? Smart? Athletic? What?

Inuyasha: Yes she pretty and smart and she's in the scientist lab, she a senior.

Me: How in the world do you get a senior in just weeks?
Inuyasha: Well she was our tour guide and we meet there then she became my friend, then my best friend, and then I asked her out last week. We both just wanted someone we could be with for a while she too has had the same thing but with a guy and she knows how you feel.

Me: No one knows how I feel because no one asks anymore they just assume its you and then just cheer me up…….

Inuyasha: Well is it?

We came to a stop light and I looked at him.

Me: Look you wanted to end it not me so we did get it! Got it! Good!

I turned back around as the light turned green. He stayed quite the rest of the way home, he got his bags as I opened the door the house was still clean since Monica let me lower my hours.

Me: You can either sleep in my brothers room I changed the sheets and he won't be back until next week but he says hi but if you don't want to sleep there you have the couch.

Inuyasha walked into Myoga's room and began to unpack. I went into my room to change into my pajama pants. I came back out to check up on him and he wasn't in Myoga's room I walked outside in the back porch and there he was smoking a cigarette if he began that habit when he started dating Kikyo then it needs to stop. I walked outside.

Me: I didn't know you smoked………

Inuyasha: Yeah well things change some go with it some don't.

He was trying to insult me but I had plenty of things to insult him back in.

I walked over: Well last time I check people tell there friends that they were leaving early.

Inuyasha: Well last time I checked you didn't want to be my friend; you didn't want anything to do with me when we broke up.

He won that one he changed and I could tell it was only a matter of time before everyone else noticed. I looked out into the back yard it was as green as ever since Myoga spent three days cutting it and making it perfect he said he wanted it to be the best one on the block just like it used too. So far all was that was left was to plant flowers around the back of the house.

Inuyasha stood up: Looks like we both changed……

Me: How did I change the only thing different is that I do want to be your friend again and that's it but look at you! You smoke and when was the last time you shaved you hated when guy didn't shave there faces and you come and just insult me as much as possible!

Sango: OK! PEOPLE! I'm HERE! With Miroku!

Inuyasha turned to see Sango and Miroku they walked up to him Sango giving him a hug and Miroku and Inuyasha did there handshake they made up one summer.

Sango: Looking good Inuyasha how you been?

Inuyasha: Moving with life. How have you been?

Sango: Great! I'm doing great in my classes!

Miroku looked at me and me looking at the edge of the fence across the deck. HE walked up to me and gave me a hug.

He whispered: Just try not to kill him ok?

I laughed as he let go: Ok I can do that…..

Miroku: Who knows when we will see him next?

Me: Yeah ok he can live this time.

We laughed and Miroku walked up to Sango and whispered in her ear before they kissed. Inuyasha looked at him I gave him the same look back, the look of that could have been us. I walked back inside, took a stake of grapes from the fridge and went into my room, turned on the radio and just sat there watching the door. Inuyasha walked in and sat on my bed.

Inuyasha: I do want to be friends with you but……

His cell began to ring he answered it.

Inuyasha: Hey baby…………yeah I'm here……………sitting here talking to Kikyo……you? ...what does he want? Again! Baby! ...

He got up and left I guess who ever "he" was Inuyasha didn't like him at all. Inuyasha came back a minute later and had this sad look on his face as he sat back down.

Inuyasha: ok now I do want to be friends with you but I don't think it would work out.

I put my Hand on his as he looked up at me from having his head down: I want to be friends with you too.

Inuyasha: So are we going to take this chance?

Me: It worked before it will work again…..

He hugged me, but I didn't smile all I knew was that it was better to have him as a friend than planning to make his life hell.

Inuyasha: ok I'm glad we are friends again…….

Me: Better than not…..

Inuyasha: Yep well here I know your cell number but I got a new cell so I'll give you the number.

Me: ok….

Kirara: We missed you!

Kirara walked in and gave him a hug.

Kirara: Look at you you've changed your looks!

Inuyasha: Yep ya like it?

Miroku: Its cool man…..

Kirara: So………hey where are eating!

She walked out the room. Shippo followed her to help find Sango and Miroku.

Inuyasha took a deep breathe then fell onto my bed, I followed him.

Inuyasha: There's only one thing I don't like Kikyo doing.

Me: What?

Inuyasha: Going to her ex-boyfriends house to party with her friends, and him.

Me: o0o you think she'll cheat on you?

Inuyasha: I don't have to think about it I know.

Me: Then why are you putting yourself through that?
Inuyasha: I just know she wants to be with me.

I wanted to just go off on Inuyasha but I didn't if he wanted to put himself through this then I'll be behind him all the way mistakes and all.

Me: Then I'm here for you mistakes and everything you do.

Inuyasha: Thanks…….your the only one that knows about this ok?

Me: Ok……….

I got up to look for everyone only to find Inuyasha holding my Hand. I looked at him then at our Hands I pulled away from him and went looking.

Me: SANGO!

Sango: We are all in here!

I walked into her room and everyone was there.

Kirara: Where are we going to eat?
Miroku: Let's just order pizza and go party!

Sango: I vote for that!

I felt someone touch my back softly.

Inuyasha: Ok let's do that I vote on that!

Kirara: Ok me too!

They all looked at me and Inuyasha ran his Hands up and down my back.

Me: Ok……..

I put my Hand behind me and pulled his Hand away, I sat on Sango's bed and the guys went off to order pizza.

Sango: What was he doing?
Me: Moving his Hand up and down my back.

I shivered thinking about it; he gave me goose pumps because of it.

Kirara: He needs to stop using you he has a girlfriend.

Me: Yeah I know

Sango: But like that's going to stop him come on.

Kirara: Well it's only a week. But gosh everyone noticed something going on because you're normally the first one to say something, and then that look on your face just gave everyone that sign.

Me: Well why didn't ya'll say anything?

Kirara: Yeah like we are going to say that! He just got here and I'm not arguing with him anymore.

Me: Well let's get ready.

I left the room and went to my bathroom locked the door and sat on the floor with the tub water running. Why is he doing this? What more does he want? He broke up with me and just expects everything to be ok when we just become friends? What nerve! I took a quick shower and walked out my bathroom, shut the door to my room and locked it then got dressed. I came out my room while everyone was eating I didn't feel hungry, so just sat on the couch watching everyone at the table eating. Kirara and Sango gave me looks like why aren't you eating and what's wrong and are you ok? I gave them my look of I'm not hungry, and nothing, and I'm fine.

Inuyasha: Ok let's go I'm ready to party!

Miroku: YEAH LET"S GO!

I knew this wasn't going to be a very good ending, as soon as I heard them yell like that.

Sango: Ok we are taking a taxi I don't care what you say I'm not getting killed from the likes of ya'll!

Kirara: ME TOO! Drink all you want but we are taking a taxi there and back!

Me: There will be no dieing tonight from us!

WE walked outside that the taxi was pulling up we decided to go to "club Morris"

When we got there I sat at the bar drinking while Sango danced and drunk with Miroku and Kirara danced and came to me when she wanted drinks. Inuyasha was gone the time we walked in the door.

Hot guy: Hey you don't look like you having a good time why is that?
Me: Hi I'm fine really……..

Hot guy: A beautiful girl like you doesn't need to look like this? My name is, Naraku.

He held out his Hand I out my Hand on his.

Me: Kikyo……….

Naraku: Well hello there may i know this is too soon by may I have this dance?

It was Crazy by K-Ci & JoJo. I nodded my head and he led me onto the dance floor he pulled me to what seemed like the center of it all. He put my arms on his shoulders and then he put his Hands on my hips. We began to sway until I pulled in closer and put my head on his shoulder. The song went by fast then "so what" came on by Field Mob ft. Ciara. We stopped and began dancing closer and closer he turned me around close to him and I moved up and down on him. He spun me back facing him and then he moved on me as I did the same back. After dancing for the longest time we went back to the bar, he ordered a drink and then did the same for me he even paid for it no questions asked.

Naraku: So how old are you?

Me: I'm 19

Naraku: cool me too!

Me: What college do you go too?

Naraku: I go to beachside technical college.

Me: Cool! I go to beachside college.

Naraku: That's great, what do you want to be?
Me: I want to own my own fashion magazine.

Naraku: So you must work for one?

Me: No I work for Monica, a recording company heard of her, she also does concerts, I help with them well I'm her assistant well second I was her first but then it just got too much and I was missing out on everything.

Naraku: Yeah I know how that is this is me first time out in weeks I lowered my hours. I work for a computer company I soon want to program games.

Me: You'll make a killing off of it.

Naraku: Yeah I know just from one game, its really hard though.

Me: I bet…

Naraku stared at me for a while I acted like I didn't noticed as I looked around for Sango, or Kirara, or someone but I didn't see them.

Naraku: I know this is so soon and we are just getting to know each other but I really like you………….can I get your number or something.

I smiled because I also was attracted to him too, he was hot! And sweet and understanding. I wrote my number down on his Hand with a pen I found on the bar counter.

Naraku: Ok…….i'll call you tomorrow sometime.

Just them I could see Sango running too me across the club.

Sango: You have to help us find Inuyasha his gone! Last time we saw him he was drinking like crazy and Miroku told him to stop and he pushed him! Then he left!

I great deal of fear filled me. I looked at Naraku.

Naraku: Need help?

Me: Yeah come on.

I took his Hand and we headed out into the streets, we were in the worse part of the city and it was just now getting midnight where everyone was out and about. The sick pit in my stomach got even worse has we began asking people we didn't even know if they saw Inuyasha and then we had to describe him to everyone we talked to. Until I came to the conclusion that I should have in the first place, to call the house.

I picked up the cell phone as Naraku kept up with everyone, it kept ringing till.

Inuyasha: Hello………..

Me: INUYASHA! ………………………………………………………we have been out in the streets for about 20 minutes looking for you!

Inuyasha: I went home………….i don't feel good………………

I could hear the phone drop and then foot steps, I hung up the phone and nodded to Naraku.

Me: Ok now I just have to call everyone and tell him that his home.

I felt so much better knowing where he was but now I had to go home to make sure he was ok. I called everyone and they were on there way home too. I looked at Naraku and smiled.

Naraku: I know go, I'll call you Tomorrow sometime, do you have to work?

Me: No…………..but I guess I'll talk to you then.

Naraku: Ok I still got your number.

He held up his Hand that I wrote my number on. I smiled, he still had my other Hand as I walked off he didn't let go till I was no longer in his reach. I caught a taxi home, thinking that everything was going to be ok when I got home but it wasn't Inuyasha got even worse. They were all in the guest bathroom.

Sango: Inuyasha if you throw up again we are going to the emergency room.

Inuyasha: No I'm fine don't worry about it.

I looked at him he was really pale at the face and he looked weak.

Miroku: Ok let's think of something.

Sango: Inuyasha, you are way to sick to be alone we are going to have to take shifts watching you…

Me: No everyone has work in the morning I'll just stay up with him.

Sango: What if he gets out of Hand because he's still drunk now.

I looked at she knew I was thinking of Sesshomaru when she said that. Sesshomaru came home drunk as ever and hit me, I knock him across the room, after that I kept my distance when he was drunk as ever.

Sango: Ok……….but if you need us just yell.

They all walked out the bathroom and I went to get a pillow and blanket and laid it in the tub since the tub was right at the toilet only by a couple of inches but you were still able to throw up. I picked him up and put him in the tub.

Inuyasha: Ok so I'm not perfect………but that don't give her the right to break up with me.

I looked at him: What?

Inuyasha: She called me while we were out she said she don't want me no more and that I changed from bad to worse, and that she was going to go with her ex…………I hung up the phone and just began to drunk eventually I thought it was later than what it was and just got a taxi since I didn't see any of ya'll and…………….

He threw up again, I flushed the toilet and then Kirara came in the bathroom with some coffee for me.

Kirara: Did you drink any?

Me: Yeah…….

Kirara: Yeah might want this then, help you stay up. I'll come check on ya'll before I go to work since I have to go to work in about 5 hours.

Me: Ok……thanks

Kirara: There's some more coffee in the kitchen if you need it and I'll see you in 5 hours.

Me: Ok……………

She walked off and then Inuyasha threw up again.

Inuyasha: and………………….I just came home I didn't feel right as soon as took that last shot, came home not 2 minutes later I was throwing up and then I yelled your name but you weren't there then I yelled Miroku's, Sango's, and Kirara's but no one came. Then the phone rang it was you, that's when I looked at the clock and finally realized that it was midnight. But I had to go throw up again.

And that's just what he did throw up again. I don't know how much he drank but it must not have mixed because he was throwing up a lot. It finally passed and he fell asleep in the tub and I fell asleep sitting up on against the wall.

Kirara shook me to wake me: Its ok Shippo's going to move him to the couch, you can go to bed first though, thanks a lot Kagome……..

I smiled: Anytime……..

I slowly walked to my room, when I got in my bed I was out again.

Hours Later…………

Sango: Well go then I doesn't care leave again your always leaving!

Miroku: Baby I have to provide for you…………..

Sango: Baby I work I pay my share of things all I wanted was for us to spend time together on our anniversary………..please………….

Miroku: Baby they need me I have to get this shipped off or I lose my job…….

Sango: ok call me when you get off ok?

Miroku: Ok……..I will I promise……….

Sango: I love you too……….

I heard the door shut; I opened my eyes finding me in my bed just like it was I looked out the door Sango walked past my door. It had to be only 8 or 9 since Miroku normally goes to work between those times.

Sango: BYE!

Me: BYE!

Inuyasha: bye………

The door slammed shut as Sango came in my room.

Sango: Hey sleepy head! How are you?

Me: Tired…………..

Sango: Really well this guy called your cell phone and I answered it and he said to tell you to meet him at noon for lunch at the blue's café, and I said ok I'll tell her.

Me: That was Naraku that guy that I meet last night at that club.

Sango: o0o he was HOT!

I laughed: Yeah I know, he just came up and started talking to me and we danced, then he paid for my drink we both are 19, single, and looking for someone to be with and funny thing that he picked me. He said that I was too beautiful to sit here all alone since ya'll were gone dancing and drinking yourself.

Sango: It's not like we were drinking liquor or anything. It was just dancing and having fun!

Me: Yeah I know, it was better than what I thought it would be I never thought I would have meet a guy at a club!

Sango: I didn't think either for anyone…..well I guess that's what happens so are you going or do I have to call him and say no you had to stay up all night because your guy friend was sick?

Me: No I'm going, I'm just going to set my alarm and go take a shower and sleep some more! I'm really tired.

Sango giggled as she walked back out the room shutting my door. I set my alarm an hour before noon, got up took a shower then went back to bed.

Dream 1……………

Stranger: You have to take her please; I can't take care of her, please live like she's your own.

Mom: We will, I promise, just send us the papers and birth certificate, and all of that, you don't have to worry about a thing she will never know, she will be apart of our family.

Stranger: TKagomek you so much, I just can't take care of her, we just can't its impossible too with everything going on.

Different Stranger holding a crying baby: Here, we named her also.

The strangers looked at there baby girl and kissed her once on the forehead.

Strange: You were the only family I knew that would take care of her more than we ever could have.

Mom: TKagomek you so much our son wants a baby sister. This is perfect; because I am unable to have babies anymore since my car accident I thought there was going to be no hope.

The strangers Hand her over to my mom and dad.

Dad: What's her name we will keep it?

Stranger:………………………………Kikyo………………………….

After dream…………….

I woke up shocked that was the first time in my life I had that dream that I wasn't apart of this family, I shook it off, just as my alarm was going off. I got up and changed into cute clothes then I took a taxi down to Blue's café. Of course I was late but there was Naraku sitting looking uneasy like he was about to be stood up by me. He looked over and smiled. He pulled my chair out, which was very unusual for me since no guy done that for me but my father.

Naraku: I hope you like Vanilla cappuccino.

Me: Yes very much tKagomek you it's my favorite.

Naraku: Mine too!

Me: You thought I was going to stand you up?

Naraku: Well after about the first 10 minutes………..yes……

I giggled as he just smiled at me. Just as our waiter came up to give us our drink. After the waiter left there was a long silence.

Naraku: Well I guess I'm going to break the silence and ask if you will go on a date with me?

I thought for a moment: Isn't it too soon? I mean I barley know you…….

Naraku: Yeah, I was thinking that too we should just go with friends, if only mine lived here.

Me: We'll I guess you can come on out with my friends, next time we go out.

Naraku: Yeah………

I didn't feel that same connect with him that I did at the club he was different. We stand quite the rest of the time.

Naraku: Look I have to be getting back to work, I'll call you later.

Me: Ok…..

He hurried off as fast as possible I didn't even get to say goodbye or say that I just wanted to be friends. I went on out of the Blue's Café. Walking down the streets, I thought it would be nice to walk home just to get away from everything. I walked passed a cloths store I never went in but I looked in the glass window and say someone I thought I would never see again in my life, it's only been a few months but my body was stunned to see how he changed. He had black spiked hair, tattoos everywhere, with his lip pierced, with contacts in that made his eyes look black. He looked out the window and say me kept walking but he must have followed me.

Sesshomaru: Hey Kikyo!

I turned around afraid of what he might do. I walked up to me.

Sesshomaru: Hey how have you been?
Me: Ok, you?

Sesshomaru: Fine I guess I live with a couple of my friends.

Me: Gosh you've changed………

Sesshomaru: You have too I didn't think I would ever see you again.

Me: Me either, gee what do you expect in just one day to happen?

Sesshomaru: What?
Me: Nothing, so you work there or?

Sesshomaru: No I just buy stuff from there it's really a cool place. I went to rehab and not all I do is smoke but they got me to stop drinking. When I got out I wanted to call you to see if we could work things out but I never did.

Me: No, I guess not……..

Sesshomaru: Yeah……………..

Me: We'll I better get going.

Sesshomaru: Yeah, tell Inuyasha I said hi……..

Me: Ok I'll see you later then……..

Sesshomaru: Later.

I walked faster to get away and before anything else happened I took a taxi home. I walked into the door, but there was no one there. I went to my room and changed into my pj's. I walked into the kitchen to clean it, and there was a yellow note on the fridge.

Kikyo: Gone out to eat! See you later! Sango and Miroku

I put the note in the trash and went to cleaning the kitchen. It didn't take much longer until Inuyasha showed up in the back yard. He walked in and looked at me.

Inuyasha: Cleaning again?

Me: Yep that's the only thing to do when you have nothing to do around here.

Inuyasha sat at the table and watched me for a moment.

Inuyasha: TKagomek you………

I looked at him: For what?

Inuyasha: Taking care of me last night I shouldn't have done that, it wasn't me.

Me: Inuyasha you just havn't been yourself what's going on?

Inuyasha: A lot I'm alone at college that's why I call every day……..

Me: Then just leave it………..comes here…….

Inuyasha: I'm not even sure if I want to be a doctor anymore.

Me: Well then come back home, take some time to get back into your old self, and then decide what you want to do…..

Inuyasha: It's not that easy as you think………

Me: Who's holding you back?

Inuyasha: Kikyo………

I looked at Inuyasha's face after he said that he looked so sad that she left him, then he looked at me and I saw a big smile on his face.

Me: o0o I get it now……….

Inuyasha: What?
I rolled my eyes and finished cleaning.

Inuyasha: What? Come on tell me?

Me: I knew there was a reason you wanted to come here?

Inuyasha: Yeah to see my friends to become myself again………….that's why………

He had his that was a lie to you face on and I just knew it at that moment.

Me: Your just lied to me didn't you?

Inuyasha: Yes I did……….but yes I came here to see my friends and……..

He came up really close to me and looked into my eyes.

Me: And……………..

Inuyasha: To see if I still had feelings for you………

Me: So do you?

Inuyasha look at me as he got even closer, like there was more room between us, now we were nose to nose only inches apart. The door slammed open and in came laughs and away went Inuyasha. I smiled as Kirara came in the house with food.

Kirara: Hey little help here!

Inuyasha: I'll go get the rest.

I helped put up the groceries and Inuyasha kept looking at me but of course I didn't Catch on to what he wanted me to do.

Kirara's cell rang and we all knew who it was Shippo! She walked off as soon as we finished with the food.

I looked at Inuyasha who was watching Kirara as she shut her door. He walked back up to me right where we were before we were interrupted.

Me: So do you?

He looked at me, in this way I never say him look before and close his eyes.

Inuyasha: That's something you're just going to have to find out for yourself.

Me: Well judging the way you look, and how close we are I suppose so………but what about Kikyo?

He took a few steps back from me.

Me: Yep thought I would have forgotten about whose holding you on I'm not dumb Inuyasha!

I walked off: o0o yeah Sesshomaru says hi you should pay him a visit at the shop he goes too.

I slammed the front door and sat on the steps. Why does he do this to me! Does he think he can juggle two girls and one of them being me o0o no! It's not going down like that! I refuse to fall for him again to leave at the end of the week and never come back again! Guns shots went off, it was very close, I went back in the house to close all the blinds and lock the windows and doors.

Inuyasha: What is going on?

Me: When ever there are gun shots that are very close you better bet I'm locking everything!

I finished locking everything just as I could see the cop cars coming. I sat in the living room window making sure that they got everyone that was there. I could see neighbors line out on the streets to see what was going on. I saw three white men get in one cop car and then two women in another, along with a black man, and a young boy. They were all in cuffs going away in cop cars. I turned around to find Inuyasha sitting on the couch all relaxed legs on the coffee table flipping channels. I went into the refrigerator and took out a TV dinner. I went to Kirara's door and knocked on it.

Kirara: Yeah!

Me: You want me to cook you a TV dinner?

Kirara: yeah just leave it on the table I'll get it I'm going to take a shower.

Me: Ok……..everything ok?

Kirara: yeah………

She sounded sad, when she said that, I walked off and took another TV dinner from the fridge. By that time Inuyasha was outside with the door open smoking.

Me: Inuyasha you want one too?

Inuyasha: No I'll get a sandwich or something……….

I walked back and put the TV dinners in the oven.
Inuyasha walked into my brothers' room. I knew then it was going to be an unusual week together.

7 days later……………….

There wasn't much going on after that I tried talking to Inuyasha but he didn't want to be talked too, in fact barley any one talked to him I'm just glad this time I didn't have to take him back up to the air port.

Sango: We are going to miss you Inuyasha…….

Kirara: We are and call more often.

Inuyasha: Of course I will I call everyday now.

Inuyasha looked at me as he hugged Sango, and Kirara, he had this sad look in his eyes.

Miroku: Better get going………

Me: Wouldn't want Kikyo to be waiting.

Yep that's right they hooked back up in the middle of the week I was sitting in front of him with everyone else heard the whole conversation. She wants to be with him, can't live without him, and him just saying no I'm not going to do that you have to change. And her saying o0o ok I'll change and all the bull……

Inuyasha put his head down: See you around Kagome…….

Me: Bye Inuyasha………..

He walked toward the car along with Miroku I shut the door and turned around to put my head on the back of the door.

Sango: I'm sorry but his changed………..we can't even get a word out of him.

Kirara: There's no hope with him.

Me: We're losing him…………

Sango: Yep, I don't think he knows it either.

I walked to the sliding doors of the back yard and looked out to find nothing but a fence separating other yards and then another building behind us.

Kirara: Did he ever talk to you?

I looked out on to the deck where so many things happened, me teaching my dad to dance, where Sesshomaru proposed to him, where I and Inuyasha had our first kiss.

Kirara: Kikyo?

Sango: KAGOME!

I jumped while turning around: I'm sorry what?
Kirara: Did he ever talk to you?

Me: No, not that much at all anyway, but when he did it was mean, or rude, or about Kikyo, or school.

Sango: He'll marry that girl if he had a chance too.

Kirara: You know it………..

I felt this sharp pain in my heart: Yeah probably, think we'll be at the wedding?

Sango: You might but I'm not I don't like that Kikyo girl I don't know nothing about her but to drop him and pick him up again is just wrong!

Kirara: Yeah…..

Me: I think I'm going for a walk; I'll be back in a while.

Kirara: Take you cell so if we decide to do something we can call you…….

Me: Ok.

I walked out the front door, through the front gate, and just walked I didn't care, what anyone was doing I just felt like walking, I knew where I wanted to go though, I walked three blocks before getting to the fenced in area, I walked through the gates and continued passing other gravestones. I walked all the way to the left corner.