Disclaimer: I do not own any Law and Order SVU characters.
A/N: thank you
Later that day at Fins house Olivia was still upset from what had just happened that day.
"Fin how could she do that I mean if she didnt want to come up she didnt have to, what happened to the sweet girl I left back there?" she questioned as she sat on the couch, waiting for Fin to join her with some ice cream.
"Fin walked in with one big bowl with 2 spoons. I dont know why she said something like that, and Liv people change, she just probably didnt know what she was doing." he answered.
Olivia twirled her spoon around that bowl of chocolate fudge brownie ice cream. It was like she was just dazing at the spoon spinning; Fin took the bowl away from her and looked into her eyes.
"Its not your fault baby!" he said.
Olivia moved closer to him and rested her head on his chest. Fin held her close for a few moments until she looked into his eyes and started to lightly kiss him. Fin deepened the kiss, hoping that this time they werent going to get interrupted. Olivia started to lay back, so that Fin was on top of her, covering her like a blanket. He started to kiss her neck and put his hand under her shirt when he touched Olivias breast she started to move out from underneath.
"Im sorry Fin I just cant do it, Im sorry." Olivia said with sadness in her eyes that Fin could see. As if she was hiding something from him.
Olivia walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water out of the refrigerator and disappeared out of sight. Fin took a deep breath and walked out into the kitchen to find Olivia crying leaning over the counter.
"Liv talk to me, ever since the first day that we had sex, its like you want to but your holding back. Whats wrong?" Fin asked in concern.
Olivia looked over at Fin and she felt her stomach in her throat and she ran to the bathroom. Fin followed behind her and held her hair back while she puked. When she was done (she flushed the toilet), she sat for a second with her head up against the wall. Before standing up and walking over to the sink to rinse her mouth and brush her teeth.
When she was done she stood there for a second, Fin walked over to and lightly wrapped his arms around her waist.
"You alright baby girl?" he asked her as she used her arm strength to hold her up.
Olivia started to turn around slowly, Fins hands glided with her body as she moved. He could see the redness in her eyes and she could see the worry in his. She rested her arms loosely on his shoulders and rested her head on his chest. Fin could feel that she was getting weak so he moved one of his arms and picked her up and carried her to the bedroom. He laid her down on the bed and laid next to her on the other side. She turned to look at him, she took his hand and held it close to her lips. She laid small kisses on it and when she started to cry she squeezed it. Fin got closer to her.
As he laid closer he used his other hand to brush the hair out of her face. He lightly kissed her cheek and then her mouth.
"Whats wrong baby?" he asked.
Olivia look at him and started to kiss him passionately but Fin pulled away.
"Tell me whats wrong Olivia!" he said looking at her and not letting kissing give her an excuse not to tell him.
She started to get a teary look in her eyes again. "I dont want to tell you, cause Im afraid of losing you and everything we have. Dont worry about it, Im taking care of it myself." she answered and she went to go get off the bed but Fin wouldnt let her leave.
"Olivia I love you too much, youre my love. Nobody and nothing can change that. You are not going to lose me." he reassured her looking into her eyes.
He saw a glare of comfort in her
"Im six weeks pregnant." she said just waiting for the expression on his face to change and for him to say your not worth it or something. But instead he started to smile, I mean a hundred watt smile.
"Were going to be parents, I love you. And I love you too he said kissing her stomach!" Fin said as he heard and felt Olivia take a deep breath of relief.