She nodded sadly trying to hold back tears as she slowly moved kissing his cheek softly. Kyou blushed kissing down her cheek, he slid a hand up her skirt, sliding her panties out of the way he slid a finger in between her soft lower lips, biting his lip slightly he watched her reaction. She clenched her fist as she kept her eyes hidden from his. Kyou shivered kissing her ear he whispered "Relax.. Please... If you don't relax.. It will hurt" Licking the lob he pulled his fingers back pulling her panties down to her ankles. She nodded lightly as she slowly unclenched her fist, but kept her arms down not wanting to embrace him her head resting slowly on his shoulder. Kyou blushed then kissed her head comforting her in the only way he knew how, he brought her legs around his waist and slowly pushed in her tight hole moaning softly as he did so.
She flinched lightly letting out a weak cry. "...Kyou--Kun..."
Kyou blushed panting softly he stopped pushing in her waiting for her to get use to this feeling "Its ok.." She nodded lightly as she closed her eyes halfway her head still on his shoulder as she kissed his jaw line softly. Kyou blushed then smiled softly he slowly started thrusting his hips into her's, Moaning softly he gripped her hips tightly but not tight enough to hurt and moved his hips a bit faster. She flinched once more before calming down starting to adjust to him her eyes opening a little more as she looked to him kissing him softly. Kyou blushed kissing her back moaning softly into the kiss, he let her hips go to rub his hands along her face softly to make sure she was really there. She blushed lightly as she let out a low moan her eyes closing slowly. She continued to keep her hands down. Kyou slowly deepened the kiss moving his hips a bit more; he reached down rubbing her clit watching her reaction with have open eyes.
Her head tilted to the side as her closed eyes tightened. "... Please stop..."
Kyou blinked then stopped "Sorry..." He stopped thrusting pulling out slowly "I'll stop..." She opened her eyes looking to see where Akito was her body was in pain she didn't know what she was doing anymore.
Akito glared at the two "That's all? That's no fun." Kyou shivered. "It hurts her and I'm not going to hurt her anymore.. Make me do something else... I can't hurt her…"
"... He took the only thing I had can that be all for today I promise to be better tomorrow..." She still laid beneath him her hands over her chest now trying to keep from crying. Akito glared then snorted "Leave both of you and come back tomorrow finish what you started" Kyou nodded then got up dressing his head was low the whole time. She pulled her panties up slowly grabbing her clothing that lay on the floor she wasn't about to change again. She held out her hand to Kyou. Kyou took her hand and helped her up leading her from the room. She kept close to him her body was shaking her head low.
Kyou stopped walking once out of hearing Distance of Akito's room "I'm sorry.. I... I didn't mean to hurt you…"
"...I know Kyou-kun..." She held his hand tightly. "...Kyou-kun... can we go rest somewhere please..."
Kyou nodded leading her off the estate and towards a park "We can rest here if you like..."
She nodded lightly staying close to him. "...I'm sorry I'm putting you through this..."
Kyou shook his head sitting on the bench; he let her sit herself due to the fact he didn't want to hurt her. "Its fine... really" She looked down slowly placing her hands in her face tears falling to the ground.
Kyou shivered wanting nothing more then to embrace her, he put a hand on her shoulder watching her sadly "I'm sorry... I... Your not coming tomorrow… Alright? You need to rest.."
She shook her head. "I won't let you do it alone..." She was still carrying for him she kept her head down still as she tried to keep herself from crying.
Kyou shook his head "Cry Tohru... I'm sorry... I was rough... I should he tried to be a little more gentle... I'm sorry... Your... Virginity was a big thing... Someone a girl wants to give to the right person... I'm sorry..."
"...I didn't mind giving it to you Kyou-kun... I was scared all last night... I thought Akito-san would take it in front of you..." She looked to him sadly trying to smile through her pale face.
Kyou shook his head "Akito hates women remember?..." he sighed a bit rubbing his eyes "Thank you though.. You.. You where my first.. I mean... I never had sex with.. a girl before.."
She nodded lightly. "... Kyou-kun... the reason why I wanted you to stop was the fear of becoming pregnant... I didn't want to suffer knowing that..."
Kyou shivered pulling away from her "Right... Sorry... how could I have been so stupid.. Pregnancy.. Right" he said in a slightly pain voice "Lets go ok?... I want to go home.."
She nodded lightly. "...Kyou-kun I want to change first..." She stood slowly. "I'm going to change behind the trees can you make sure no one looks...?"
Kyou nodded slowly his hair covering his eyes "Yea I'll make sure"
She went behind the trees changing into her normal clothing putting the costume back in the bag. "I need to pick up some fish for dinner. You can go on ahead."
Kyou shrugged standing up "I'll come with you... I don't really want you to be alone..."
She nodded smiling at him kindly. "Than you Kyou-kun." She held his hand. "Remember we talked about this that we would go to the market so you can get your favorite fish." She was trying her best to make it seem nothing had happened.
Kyou shrugged then nodded "Yea.." He was still a little upset about her comment, but tried not to show it, taking her hand he led her along
She followed close behind him. "...Just think when your free you'll be able to have children with the one you love..."
Kyou shrugged looking away "I guess"
She looked down slowly. "You won't have to worry about me either... we will be able to see each other." She smiled walking beside him now.
Kyou stopped walking "You really have no idea..." he shook his head "Forget it I'm going home..." He walked off his head low"
She looked to him sadly as she followed him quickly stepping in front of him. "I don't know what Kyou-kun?" She looked up to him her eyes filled with sadness now.
Kyou grabbed her shoulder and pulled her close kissing her deeply, the kiss was full of love and need "You don't get it.. I love you.. And your breaking my heart by saying everything you say to try and make me feel better!" he let her go walking off. She stayed behind her head down low as she moved away she didn't know what to say to him or know what to do. Kyou shivered walking home and to his room, he walked in and laid on his bed.
Yuki knocked on the door. "Where's Ms. Honda didn't she leave with you to go shopping?"
Kyou glared at Yuki "for all I know she is still shopping.. I lost her and after a few hours of waiting I went home got a problem!"
He growled under his breath. "How could you be inconsiderate you damn cat!"
Kyou shivered looking away "I ask myself that..." he got up walking past Yuki "I'm leaving.. Don't tell Tohru I left... Or you'll never see her again.. Just tell her I'm sleeping... Or something.." he walked out the front door his head low
Shigure looked up from his paper. "...How did it go with Ms. Tohru Kyou-kun?" He flicked the paper striating it out a bit as he kept reading.
Kyou growled throwing a vase at Shigure "SHUT UP! ALL OF YOU ELAVE ME ALONE!" He ran out the front door going up to the roof.
She heard the crash as she made her way up the pathway to the house. She still carried the bag still along with grocery bags. "...Kyou-kun..." She spoke sadly. Kyou shivered hiding on the roof not wanting to see anyone, he closed his eyes tightly biting his lip. She walked in silently Shigure not making a sound knowing something must have gone wrong she went to the kitchen putting the groceries away as she started dinner.
Kyou looked at the stars tears in his eyes "Who... Would want a monsters children anyways..." He whispered to himself before curling up on the roof to sleep. She fixed dinner, but did not eat anything as she walked outside Yuki looked concern as Tohru made her way to the roof climbing up the steps stopping as she saw him. Kyou laid there sound asleep on the roof really not in the mood to eat or anything else but sleep. She went down the steps slowly into the house grabbing a thick blanket as she made her way back outside and up the ladder. She moved quietly not wanting to wake him as she put a blanket over him.
Kyou stiffened a bit feeling someone close to him, he curled up under the blanket. She sat beside him humming softly as she pet his head gently. Next morning Kyou woke up, Opening his eyes slowly he shivered feeling the run shine down on him.
She slept silently beside him uncovered her eyes opening slowly hearing him shift. "... Morning Kyou-kun."
Kyou blinked then looked away "Yea.." he got up jumping down to the ground "Stay here.. I'm going to Akito's..." he walked off towards the estate. She stood quickly as she climbed down the ladder taking off after him.
Kyou sighed and stopped walking "Akito's only going to make us do it again and then you have a high chance getting pregnant so just stay"
"... Kyou-kun..." She looked to him sadly. "... I love you to..." She stepped to him slowly. "...I was scared that you loved someone else... I didn't want to take that away from you..."
Kyou shivered looking at her "you... You what?"
She looked down sadly. "...Do you hate me now, because I didn't say anything earlier..."
Kyou shivered then shook his head "No just.. Why... Why do you love me..."
"...Your kind to me you protect me from others who make fun of me, ...you didn't want me to change to be someone else... I like you for being there to keep me safe... you are my keeper." She kept her head down. "...I understand if you don't love me now..."
Kyou blinked then sighed "Your really something... I mean you of all people should know... feels never change THAT fast and for stupid reasons like that"
She looked up to him tears rolling down her face. "... you don't believe me..." She moved away slowly. "...I wouldn't have given you the only thing if I didn't love you... I'm sorry please forgive me..." She moved past him toward Akito's. "...You go home you don't have to go each day..." She kept her head down.
Kyou cursed running after her, he grabbed her arm pulling her back to face him "You don't get it! I know you love me... I know because you told me! I believe you! I was saying MY feelings didn't change for you." She looked to him sadly as she leaned up kissing him softly her hands at her side.
Kyou blushed kissing her back "I want to be with you for the rest of my life…"
"...As do I... That's why I went to Akito-san so you could be free..." She touched his cheek softly.
Kyou blushed then nuzzled her neck "Its why I said no to never seeing you again.."
"... You took the pain for me... now its my turn..." She blushed lightly.
Kyou blushed at her then shook his head "I'm coming with you"
"He'll force both of us Kyou-kun I do not mind going alone..."