What have we done?

Disclaimer: I don't own Charmed! Sad but true.

Summary: Not knowing who Chris is, Paige casts a spell to reveal his secret. But something goes wrong, so the CharmedOnes, Leo, Baby Wyatt and Chris end up in Chris' future. Where not everything is perfect and only more secrets are waiting for them. Can Chris keep his secret?

A/N: Sorry… that it took so long to update… for those who forgot the storyline… the last chapter had a short summary already – so just look in chapter 10 :) … or reread the whole story – if you have time….

Okay… after I reread the last chapter I noticed that I am not so satisfied with the kissing scene between Pee and Chris – maybe should have thought about another way (I really have my reasons… but as I said. They don't love each other in that way… and they won't get together! Promise.)… well… maybe I will rewrite the scene when I am finished with this story ;)… we will see.

I try to update the next chapter sooner … but some how I couldn't keep my promises so well – sorry :(. I try! And would be great to get some reviews.

Last time:

"Is my child evil, too? I mean… my second… child?" Piper whispered.

Chris looked at her. "In you eyes… yes it is!" he whispered and orbed out.

Chapter 11

As Piper heard his words tears were running down her face. The next second the door opened and Phoebe, Paige and Sheila entered.

"Piper." Phoebe and Paige rushed over to their sister, who was sobbing and hugged her.

Chris had orbed into his room, where his cousins were already waiting.

"You have them back!" Lil said with a relieved smile.

"Can you sense one of them?" Pee asked immediately, she seemed relieved too.

"Because we hadn't any luck." Kyle added.

Chris closed his eyes and he wasn't sure if he should be happy or annoyed about the fact that he now sensed both Leo's immediately.

"They are on another plane!" Chris said.

The other three grabbed for his arm and he immediately orbed them all out.

The place they orbed to hasn't been visited for years – since the killing, which was done here.

It was dark and a few feet away was a table and Chris could see past Leo sitting there, while future Leo was talking to him. Pacing around.

"Leo!" Chris said loud and both Leo's turned around. They hadn't noticed the presence of the cousins.

Past Leo immediately jumped up, while the other one only looked at the quartet seriously.

"Are you happy now? Have you two gotten your answers?" Chris asked both Leos.

"Chris… nothing happened." Future Leo assured.

Pee laughed out loud – with a tone of sarcasm "Yes of course not!" she said.

"Wanna see?" future Leo asked and went to the circle in the middle. A hologram immediately appeared.

They all saw Leo orbing himself and his past self to this plane.

"The Tribunal?" Past Leo asked surprised.

"Not anymore… Wyatt killed them, the day… he turned." His future part explained.

Past Leo looked down as he heard these words… but recovered again. "Why?" he asked after a while.

"We don't know… he was 16…" more Leo couldn't say. "It will take them some time till they find us – so we can talk. Ask your questions." Future Leo said.

"We changed…" Past Leo noticed.

"There is nobody who didn't change in the last eight years. Even the mortals, although they don't notice it." Future Leo said, while his past self sat down.

"So Wyatt is really evil?" Past Leo asked.

"In your eyes… yes."

Past Leo looked at his counterpart confused. "And what about you?"

"I… who knows… things happened… and he is my son." Leo said soft and calm.

Chris flinched as he heard his father's words – in the flashback – and his cousins glared at the real Future Leo, who simply ignored them.

"Where are Piper and her sisters?" Leo further asked. Future Leo gave him a smile.

Which caused the cousins who looked at the flashback to tense.

"They are out there… on the good side." Leo answered.

"The good side means on Chris' side? Against us? You?" Leo asked shocked and stunned.

"Who knows exactly on which side they are? I didn't talk to them for a long time." Future Leo said sad.

"Piper wouldn't go against her own son. For her family is more important than anything." Past Leo said angrily.

"Hey I am you. No need to hide your real thoughts. You are not angry that she isn't on Wyatt's side, you are angry that she isn't with me. You don't understand that I didn't fight for her, right? Well…I tried. We are selfish Leo… we don't want to get hurt. That's why we are not with the persons we love."

This time the real future Leo looked at Chris, but he only glared at his father.

There was a tensed moment and then the hologram showed the cousins orbing in.

The hologram disappeared. Nobody said a word. Lil had tears in her eyes and she began to snob. Kyle comfortably laid a hand on her shoulder, but as she didn't stop he turned her around softly and hugged her tight.

"Shh… it's okay." Kyle whispered.

Past Leo just wanted to say something as the hologram suddenly appeared again.

"What the hell?" Chris asked shocked as he saw a scene from his past.

The hologram showed the scene when Bianca had bought him back to the future… the whole event replayed till Bianca died and Chris jumped through the portal.

Everybody except Past Leo knew what was happening and who was causing this. And the whole time they all couldn't move or use their powers. They couldn't do anything else then watching the scene.

Past Leo looked at the scene shocked… it was the first time he really saw his evil son.

As the scene was finished it was replaced by another.

This time Wyatt was about fifteen. He was in the Manor and looking around, as if he was searching for something as suddenly a fist hit him hard. Wyatt nearly felt to the ground, but he found his balance back in time. "Ahh…" he yelled. Then a young Chris could be seen and he hit Wyatt again.

"I will kill you for betraying me!" Chris yelled at Wyatt and hit him once again. Then the hologram finally disappeared.

Chris had to smile… but after a second he made a move with his hand and Past Leo disappeared in a swirl of blue-white orbs.

"Chris. What are you doing?" Lil asked shocked. She had herself under control again.

"You have to explain it to him." Pee supported Lil.

Chris meanwhile looked at Future Leo. He had gotten pale too as he had seen Chris orbing his past self away.

"Chris… are you listening?" Kyle asked.

"He wouldn't believe me anyway." Chris answered and then he looked up. "Are you happy now? Pretty clever. I really have to admit that." Chris yelled into the 'room', but he knew that Wyatt was already gone. Actually they were all surprised that Wyatt hadn't attacked.

"What are you planning?" Chris mumbled, but then he turned around to the others.

"Let's go… and don't worry. I am sure Sheila or Darryl will explain it to him.

Kyle took Leo's arm and they all orbed out.

Piper was telling her sister and Sheila what had happened, while tears were still running down her face. Phoebe and Paige were shocked as they tried to comfort Piper as good as possible. Sheila meanwhile stood next to them and looked pale.

She was shocked that Chris had to go so far and she definitely thought that it wasn't fair for him.

But then Piper said: "… and then I asked him… if my second son is evil too…and he said yes." She finished quietly.

"What?" Sheila looked up shocked.

Piper looked up. "I asked him if my child is evil and he said in my eyes it is." Piper repeated. "Did he lie?"

Sheila was stunned for a second, but then she shook her head. "No…" she whispered.

She didn't know if she was doing the right thing, but it was probably better than to tell them that Chris lied again – well actually he didn't lie.

Again tears were running down her face.

"Well at least you can say that your children stick together." Phoebe tried to cheer her sister up, but only earned a glare from her.

"I don't even know if it is a boy or a girl!" Piper said and looked at Sheila.

But Sheila only smiled at her. "You will find out soon enough… but be sure… you will love the baby." She said.

"Even if it's going to be evil?" Piper whispered and Sheila flinched.

"Does it change your opinion towards Wyatt?" Sheila asked a little bit cold, but the others didn't notice.

So Piper had to smile. "No." She simply said.

That second Leo orbed in. He looked surprised as he saw his surrounding.

"Leo." Piper whispered and looked at him with unsure eyes.

"Are you okay?" Sheila asked as she saw Leo's pale look.

"I saw Wyatt as he was about 15 years old." Leo mumbled.

Sheila feared the worst – had he found out about Chris' identity?

"And?" Paige asked exited.

"And I saw Chris, maybe 13 years old." Leo continued.

"And?" Phoebe was now exited too and she wanted to give Piper some time.

"He attacked Wyatt…" Leo told numb.

"What?" Piper said loud.

"He said to Wyatt that he betrayed him and he threatened him to kill him for that." Leo finished.

"I don't want to complain… but it seems as if Chris is evil!" Phoebe said.

This time Sheila didn't freak out. She smiled… she remembered…

"Why are you smiling?" Paige asked confused.

"Yes… Chris was 13 years old then. What you saw… it was just acting. Lil, you met her, she loves writing. Since she could write, she wrote her own stories. Mostly scripts – of course just for her own. She had been just 9 years old… but she was really talented. I mean she had a lot more experiences then a lot other children her age. With all the demon fighting and her mother's job. The scene you saw was the first play they wanted to perform. Darryl Jr. And Andy played in it too." Sheila explained, still smiling.

"Oh." Leo just said, but she could still see the doubt in his eyes. Piper saw it too.

Meanwhile Phoebe couldn't keep her mouth shut any longer.

"Piper wants to tell you something." She said which only caused that Piper glared at her.

Leo looked at his ex-wife. "What?" He asked soft.

"I…Never do this again. I was scared to death because of you." She said stammering. Phoebe and Paige gave her a questioning look, but Piper simply ignored it.

Leo looked at Piper. "Did you cry?" he suddenly asked, seeing her red eyes.

"Oh. No. I think I am just allergic to something here." Piper said and Leo believed her.

"Just never risk your life again, okay. Because Wyatt needs you and I need you too." Piper said quietly.

"I don't think that my life was ever in danger – remember, he is me." Leo said but then he saw her face and he smiled at her. "I promise." He said and kissed her. She smiled back at him. Happy.

"Okay sorry to interrupt, but I need to see Chris. Excuse me, okay?" Sheila said and went to the door.

"Just stay here!" She insisted.

The others nodded and she left.

"Wow. Do they finally trust us? Leaving us here alone?" Paige asked impressed.

"Well I think we should be thankful for it." Phoebe said and sat down.

The sisters looked at each other as Leo started to play with Wyatt, but Phoebe and Paige knew that it was all Piper's decision and that they had to stay out of it.

Chris and the others were just reporting the newest events to Richard, Jason and Darryl, after they had dropped Leo into his room and had made sure, he wouldn't escape so easily anymore.

Suddenly Sheila came into the room, rushing over to Chris, who was standing with his back to her.

"Christopher Perry Halliwell!" She said loud as she stood behind him.

He turned around surprised. "Sheila…" he just said as her hand hit his face. It wasn't really hard, but it indeed showed its purpose.

"Ah… what was that for?" he asked shocked and confused.

"Sheila!" Darryl said shocked to his wife and also the others looked at her perplex.

"Okay. What has he done?" Richard asked. He knew Sheila well and he knew that she must have a good reason to react that way.

"Ask your nephew what he told his mother about her second son." Sheila said.
Chris looked at her shocked. "She told you?" he mumbled but didn't say anything more.

"What did he say?" Pee asked concerned. They all knew Chris… and they had a pretty bad feeling.

"Chris?" Jason asked, but he just looked to the floor and kept quiet.

"He told Piper that in her eyes her second child is evil too." Sheila finally said as she noticed that Chris wouldn't talk.

The others sighed and looked concerned to Chris. They are all worried about him. Sometimes he was really self-destroying. And some of them knew it more than others.

"I just told her the truth." Chris finally said after a long silence and looked up.

"Chris…" Pee could just say.

"Sometimes you are really making me crazy with your depressive attitude, you know that?" Lil said nettled.

"Chris… she loves you." Richard finally said.

"Oh yes. She really must love me. All parents who love their child, try to blow them up or throw them out of their house." Chris said back.

There was a stunned silence. Chris had told them about what happened in the past, but only about the stuff that was important for their fight against Wyatt, not about the personal things. His feelings. They had noticed the attitude of the CharmedOnes towards Chris, but they had never thought that they would do this to him.

They didn't know how to deal with it. Chris must have gone through hell… and he had kept all this as a secret.

Finally Lil said the only thing she knew for sure. "She loves you… you are her son." She finally said.

"Oh, right. I forgot: the magical word. Family." Chris said almost scornful.

"Yes, right. Family!" Lil answered angrily.

"What kind of love is it, if you are loved because the other person has the duty to do it? Who needs love, which is forced? It's all a lie. If they weren't family most members would hate each other." Chris said furiously.

"But is the speciality. This connection. It's unimportant what you do… they still love you. Chris, where would we be without family? Do you really think we would be so close if we weren't cousins? But exactly that is important… this love is special and strong. Family is what we are… you hardly can break the bond. Normal love can fade, but family love never." Lil said frustrated.

"In case she only loves m because I am her son, not because of myself…. Then I don't need it." Chris said stubborn.

"Then I would say think about your feelings for her. You saw her, how she really is, not as mother. But besides what you just said. You love her… you care what she thinks of you. You wouldn't love her that much, if she wasn't you mother…. And what about Wyatt? In case somebody else had went to the past he would – maybe he would have trembled but in the end he would have killed Baby Wyatt. They are not his baby brother. They don't love him… like you do. So if you really don't believe in family love anymore…" Lil said calm and she conjured an athamate in her hand. The others who had kept silence the whole time – somehow impressed by Lil's talk – looked at her shocked.

"Lil!" Jason said, but she ignored him and focused on Chris.

"Go to Baby Wyatt… and kill him… All this would be over. He has no shield or any power to protect himself… so what are you waiting for?" Lil threatened Chris.

Chris looked at the athamate in shock and backed away. Then he looked up – into Lil's eyes. And he suddenly realized why she had been so furious. The real reasons why she believed so much in family love. He saw the hurt. But he had also understood the message and he smiled slightly. He went over to her and closed her open hand. She let the athamate disappear and Chris hugged her.

"Thank you." He whispered and orbed out.

-to be continued-