Lost You

I've lost you
Though I never had you
You were always mine
And now
I can't live without you
Though you are still here
You will never be mine.

I've always wanted you
Though you never knew
You never cared
And now
I can't ever tell you
Though you wouldn't listen
You will never know.

I've missed you
Though you never left
You were so far away
And now
I can't reach you
Though you are right here
You are so far away.

I've always envisioned you
Though you never saw
You could always tell
And now
I can't even look at you
Though your eyes call me
You won't ever see.

I've hurt you
Though you never said
You never cried
And now
I hurt myself instead
Though you hide it so well
You always cry.

I've always needed you
Though you saved me
You were never there
And now
I have to find my own way
Though you still try
You can't save me.

I've always loved you
Though you never knew
You could hear my heart
And now
I die for you
Though you act indifferent
You always knew.