Title- It'll Never Be

Author- DarkRemembrence

Beta- animelovernumber1

Warnings- Slash. Yaoi. Character Death.

Pairings- Soooo not telling...

Summary- Unable to have the one he loves, he turns against him in all ways possible. In the end, he still loves him all the same but it's time to let go of him and the world.

Disclaimer- I do not own Harry Potter and co.

Notes- At the end of sixth year and Dumbledore's dead. He doesn't know of the break up yet cause he ain't around. You'll figure out who it is since it's so obvious.

Chapter One of One

Since I first met you, I've loved you. My friendship was rejected by you the moment it was given. I taunted you to no end since then. It's been six years and you're finally happy. I suppose that's all I can ask even if I don't have any right to. You love her and you're with her and that's all that matters. Your happiness. When you're truly happy, you're happy to no end. I'll love you forever but there's nothing I can do to change my fate. I'll be on the dark side and we'll be enemies instead of rivals. No matter what I could do to try and gain your trust and love, it'll fail without end. I know it and that's why I have one final thing to do. It's the end of the road for me but yours I hope will go on forever with happiness by your side.

I took the knife that I hid under my sleeve. I was with my godfather, Severus Snape and we were alone in hiding, waiting for Voldemort's call. However, it's time to say goodbye and I can only hope that he will understand because I realize now that he truly does care about me but it's too late. I won't change my mind.

"Sev," I called to him.

"Yes?" Severus answered, turning to me with questioning eyes.

"Swear to me that no matter what happens, you won't hurt Harry and by that I mean torturing him and killing him," I begged.

"I... All right... You're love for him after all, seems to have no boundaries. I, Severus Snape, heir to the family of Snape and Prince and the last of the Prince blood, do so swear to not torture or kill Harry James Potter, my godson's secret love," Severus swore. "Now what brought this up?"

I smiled softly, wishing that I could tell him the truth but in doing so would mean that he would stop me and I can't have that. "Forgive me." I revealed the knife in my hand and slit deep into my neck with it and let the blood flow free. "I'm sorry... But he's happy now, truly happy with her even with the threat of the Dark Lord. I... I know... He'll... Stop him... I'm just... Happy that he'll... Be with... The one he loves... I... Know it's not me... But I'm happy for him... Don't blame him... Please... If not for... Him, I would be... On the Dark... Side... I love him, Harry and... You too, Sev... Forgive me...," I told him the truth with my final breaths, watching him as his face showed horror at not being able to do anything to save me.

"No...! Don't go," Severus pleaded.

"Swear... To help him without his... Knowledge because... I want you... To be safe from... The Dark Lord's wrath...," I pleaded him back.

"I, Severus Snape, do so swear to help Harry James Potter in his quest to defeat the Dark Lord without revealing this to the Lord himself," Severus swore again.

"Thank you," I whispered, closing my eyes as darkness took me over. It's finally over and I can truly be happy now... I love you, Harry...