Heart of gold
Author's note\ this is told from cristys point of view for now on
Chapter 5 lingering darkness
I couldn't sleep at least not since the battle his words his eyes still lingered in my mind v still blames me for everything that happened he said if I wasn't so different what makes me so different from them and the more I think about it the madder I get but I have to stay calm around them the slightest signs of anger and I could change back I may not be a raving lunatic anymore but I am still dark and no white blade could change that and I think Robert knows it because he is watching what he says to me now to an extent on nights like this I start to think that my friends were safer when I was with riku when I was with riku I wasn't different he was like me lost in a world that didn't except him when riku left he seemed to take everything that made me with him my nerve my sarcasm everything
"cristy come downstairs your be late for school" my moms voice brought me back to reality riku was thousands of miles away in kingdom hearts and I'd probably never see him again
I walked downstairs in a black shirt and jeans I grabbed my lunch and started walking to school without a word to my mom the truth was I needed him but if I ever told anyone but Robert who dragged that bit of info out of me on a day I was half asleep
"what's up trader" v said catching up with me in the hall he had taken to calling me that after our little episode with riku Robert punches v in the ribs
"What's up cris how'd your night go" he asked
"So so" I answered
"Have any good dreams lately" he continued
"Can evil people have good dreams" v asked his answer was a punch in the gut by Robert
"Shut up bastard" Robert said
I looked at v doubled over in pain
"Hey v that's a good look for you any way we can make it permanent
He glared at me with hatred in his eyes I stared back with his hatred multiplied ten fold
"Why are we talking to her again" v asked
"Because she is our friend" Robert answered
"Some friend" v said under his breath I clenched my fist then remembered the no anger rule I walked away from the now wrestling boys
I needed riku more than I was willing to admit in front of them so leaving when anger arose seemed to be the only way to hide it
Robert stayed at my house that night I preyed that I actually slept for once in the three months since my separation from riku my prayers were not answered I tossed and turned and muttered about riku I did not see a strange boy walk in cuz of the tears in my eyes I heard his breathing so I wiped tears from my eyes it was dark and the person wore a hood there was a symbol I recognized at least i would have if I wasn't so upset and scared at the same time
"Who are you and what do you want with me if its Robert you're after you can have him he means nothing to me he is just my friend"
Then I heard a voice that I thought I'd never hear again
"A dark angel shouldn't show such cowardess" the voice came from beneath the hood
"Rrriku" I stuttered through my tears
The figure pulled back his hood to reveal riku silver hair and all I jumped to hold him to grab on and never let him go we sat there in each others arms for god knows how long but to me it felt like forever
His lips left mine for a moment just long enough to say
"I will never let any one take you from me again my dark angel you complete me I don't care if I have to quit the organization I just want to be with you"
I looked from my position against his chest to say
"I will never let them again my prince of darkness you are my world stay here with me forever my love"
"I will" he said engaging me in another kiss the void I had felt for so long was finally filled so I finally knew why I trusted him that day we met riku was my soul mate my little king of darkness and I was his queen
The next day at school I practically skipped to school
"Your in a awfully good mood trader you have a dream about killing me" v said
"Yes and I used your key blade to do it" I said sarcastically
"Are you being sarcastic" v asked the only reason he noticed was because I hadn't been sarcastic in three months
"Yeah
why" I asked
"what's with you first you are actually
smiling now your sarcastic what's next you gonna start beating me
up like old times" v said cocking his head
"No but that's a good idea I'll keep that one in mind" I said smiling
"Hey v who you talken too…" Robert said trailing off when he noticed my face
"Cristy your smiling "he said
"Are you feeling ok" Robert said waving his hand in front of my face
"I'm fine silly" I said
"Ok cristy your seriously scaring me now" v just stared at me and said
"The last time you called Robert silly was when we first met him"
"Did you just call me cristy you never call me cristy" I said shocked I must have scared him an awful lot for him to call me my real name I scared the sarcastic jerk right out of him
After that I stopped going to school I just wanted to be with riku and after v promised no matter what I said that he wouldn't go back to hating me I told them about riku
"No offence c but what if he turns you evil again" v asked
"I don't think he's after that this time we kissed for god sake" I said
"ok your choice a promise is a promise I won't hate you but if I was you I'd watch my back you never know after all" v said,
"Ok v if you say so" I shrugged I soon left to go home riku was waiting for me at the door to my room
He tackled me onto my bed we had wild and crazy sex for an hour or longer not sure time flies when you're having sex
"I have a gift for you but you can't open it till the moon is in the middle of the sky I have to leave for a couple days but I can't leave till you open it at that moment I opened it a black mist drifted up and hit me hard I passed out later I woke feeling like I was drained of my energy I reached for a keyblade to restore my strength I touched the white one and a rush of pain climbed through my arm I pulled back I sat up and looked at my hand and the palm was burned black
Weird I thought I then went to school since riku would be gone for a little bit this gave me time to spend with my friends
For some reason my temper which rarely flashed in front of my friends seemed to come up a lot more I got mad about stupid stuff like dropping a pencil and the madder I got I seemed to get weaker till pe when we played dodge ball one kid hit me I got really mad and punched him after I did I passed out from exhaustion when I woke up I remembered nothing about my other friends or the outside world all I knew was rikku was all I had I didn't even know what a friend was
For many years rikku trained me in the darkness when it was all over I would have killed both my friends and family with no regrets
"Look at you the spiting image of darkness itself now who do you trust" riku said
"Riku" I said
"Who do you believe" he continued
"You" I answered
"One last thing who do you destroy" he asked now serious
"Anyone that gets in my way" I said, tightening my grip on my keyblade
"Now my dark angel go to twilight town and prove your loyalty to me and destroy it" riku said
I nodded and ran out of the castle
"Wait take this it will bond my spirit to yours and allow you to contact me if you need help" riku gave me a black bracelet
I take it and run off onto a flying heartless
I soon arrive at this twilight town place
"Stupid town wonder why its such a threat to rikku" I thought
I then heard a bell ring at a three story building I run into the strange building to see what the noise was about I see two kids standing in front of what seemed to be a storage device
"Man mister morise is such a bitch" a brown haired boy says
"Tell me about it now tell me some thing I don't know" a chubby black haired boy responds
"Ok your stupid" the other boy says
"Hey" the chubby boy says
They soon notice me leaning against a bunch of these storage devices
"Hey cristy long time no see" the brown haired boy says
"Huh how do you weaklings know my name" I say looking up
"Real funny c now stop acting stupid and tell us where you been for the last year" the chubby kid says
"Look I'm serious I really don't know who you morons are or how you know my name" I say frustrated
"Do the names Robert and v not ring a bell hello we're your best friends" the brown haired boy who's name apparently was Robert says
"No not really" I answer thinking hard about the names I had just heard
"ok there's seriously something wrong with you today your calm and you don't even remember who your best friends are you sick or something" v says
"I think you are mistaking me for someone else I've never even been here before" I said seriously confused now
"Your name is cristy isn't it" Robert obviously as confused as me
"Yeah that's my name" I said
"But I seriously know nothing about this place or the two of you "I said taking a deep breath and calming down
"Ok then where exactly are you from then" v asks
"castle oblivion if you must know and I'd wouldn't get too comfy on this world though its going to die pretty soon" I say smiling an evil smile
"what are you talking about" v says
"what are you stupid or something I'm blowin this whole town up kaboom" I say sarcastically
"why would you do something like that c" v said
"cuz I feel like it" I said
They sat pondering why their best friend would blow her own town up then it came to them and they looked at each other and said
"memory wipe"
"what are you freaks talking about" I said
"riku he must have wiped your memory to make you do what he wanted you to" Robert said
"that would explain why I can't remember the last 14 years of my life" I said thinking hard
"see for your self call him here make him tell you the truth" v said
"wow chubby that's the best idea you've had all day" Robert said
I thought hard until riku's face appears in my head
"yes my dark angel" riku said
"enough sweet talk riku come here now" I said seriously
He appears beside me
"ok riku tell me the truth what am I light or dark" I demanded
"why your dark of course" he said
"no she's not she's light" Robert snapped
The boys argued for a little bit then I finally interrupted them and said
"ok I'm getting it now I'm both" I said
"uh basically" they finally agreed
"ok in that case" I said turning to riku
"riku I love you I know that much to be true but I can't abandon my friends either I ask you if you love me as much as you say you will fuck the origanization give me my memories back and stay here with me" I said
"I love you more than anything so I will do what you ask" riku said
A small black and white ball comes out of riku's hand and suddenly it all came back to me
"thank you riku my love" I said embracing him in a kiss
"my pleasure my my my" he stumbled for a new nickname for me
"you can still call me dark angel" I smiled and said
"in that case any thing to make you happy my dark angel" riku said
So after that I was truly happy again I had friends and my love and we were all finally on the same team
The End
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Not a bad ending is it took a lot longer than I thought though I have a new story coming soon sooo give me lots of reviews for this one and I might start the new story before my school starts ttfn