Authoress: Darka-Chan
Title: Ungrateful Love
Summary: "If you ever make him cry because of something other then his own stupidity, I won't forgive you." Why did Yuki care about these words so much? YxH
Chapter 04: Yuki's POV:
You open the door, and I can't help but to stare. You look hot like this. Your hair is ruffled like you rode on your motor without a helmet on, or if you just came out of bed after some hot, steamy-
…
You said something. I wonder what you said, though…
"What are you doing here?" you ask, at which I just shrug.
"Can I come in?" I ask.
I see you don't like my request, but you're one of those typical 'nice guys' so you nod and step aside. The look in your eyes says enough; You don't like me. I love you, but you don't even like me. Why must it be like this? Did I ever do anything wrong to you? Or do you just not like me because the brat does?
I notice that you're looking at me strangely. Right. I was about to come in… so I do that.
I step into your home and you close the door behind me.
As you lead me to you living-room I notice how tidy it is, especially for a teenage guy that goes out, is in a popular band and lives alone.
"Do you want something to drink?" you ask. You're such a gentleman…
"Beer." I reply, not knowing if you have it, but saying it on a reflex.
You nod and walk through a door which I think leads to the kitchen. Being alone gives me a good opportunity to look around a little.
The apartment is not exactly big, but big enough for just you. The living-room has a TV, a low table, two plush couches and a plush chair. I sit down on one of the couches.
I see your guitar next to the other cough, together with some materials I can't identify. I guess you were taking care of your trusted instrument. It almost make me feel guilty for interrupting you in your ritual.
The walls are littered with pictures of you, your family and your band. I wonder… Would you notice if I would take a picture of you with me?
"Here you go."
I look up to see you reach out a can of beer. Funny. I didn't think you'd have it.
I open my can and watch in amusement to see you do the same before taking a big strong gulp of it.
You know, I never figured you'd be the type to drink beer. I guess I always pictured you a soda-type, though I have no idea why since you and the brat go out drinking sometimes.
After a few minutes of us being silent, with as only sound the ticking of a clock –which I assume is behind me- and us drinking you look at me.
"You still didn't answer my question." You say.
Question? What question? Did you ever ask a question?
"Why are you here?"
Ah… That question! Now that I think of it… Why did I come here! I have no idea actually…
I take another sip and stare out of one of the windows.
"It's snowing." I say, making you look at me confused, before you also look out of the window.
"Yuki…" you murmur. "It means snow, right?"
I nod, though I doubt he sees me for he is still looking out of the window with a thoughtful look on your face, question seemingly forgotten for the time being.
I study your face some more; the smooth but pale complex of your skin, your scarlet locks which are draped over your shoulders and in front of your onyx eyes…
I want to touch you so bad, but I know that I can't. I turn my focus back on the window again, and I can see it's snowing harder. How would you look with snow covering you? Even more beautiful I think.
White crumbs in your scarlet locks and on your long dark lashes, a soft blush on your face because of the cold wind whipping past you…
I can feel my pants tighten and almost choke on my beer. What if you see me like this?
Fortunately for me, the lights flicker before we are shrouded in complete darkness.
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN that took a long time o.0;
If it wasn't for the reviews this fic still received, I would've forgotten all about it n,n"
So thank you reviewers for reminding me; I'll try to update faster this time, and not wait a year… Maybe half a year next time n.n"
Well, anyway!
I hope ya liked it n.n