I don't own the OC characters or anything. I'm just borrowing the charactersform a while.

So, I wrote this in a French lesson quite a while ago. Basically everything gets too much for Ryan. This is set after the season 2 finale - The Dearly Beloved.

He knew it was wrong

He knew it was wrong but he couldn't stop. Each stroke made him feel freer.

He couldn't see the blood pouring instead he saw his mother, his father, Oliver, Eddy, AJ… the list was endless.

He didn't hear the pool house door open. He didn't hear a scream until a woman's hand pulled the scissors out of his hands.

It was then that he saw the blood and began to feel the dreaded pain.

"Fuck…" he whispered as the pain engulfed him and he realised what he had done.

He heard someone shouting but couldn't make out any words.

Someone was holding his bloody arm and covering it with something- the pain was blinding as the person held it against his arm.

He gasped as he felt himself drifting into nothing…