Title: Unlucky
Summary: Mouth reflects on all the girls in his life.
Disclaimer: I don't own OTH or anything else.
I always considered myself a lucky person. I have great parents and a few good friends. However, one thing I've never had much luck with is girls.
My first crush actually was on Haley James. I would see her all the time when we'd hang out with Lucas at the river court. At the time I thought she was the prettiest girl I'd ever seen. She was also kind of nerdy like me so I figured we'd be a good match. But I see her now, with Nathan, and I can tell she's happy. Sure they've had their rough patches but everyone can see they're perfect for each other.
Then came Brooke Davis and that amazing smile of hers. In retrospect I shouldn't have even tried to be more than a friend to her. Like I told Felix, guys like me don't get girls like her. Which is true, I guess, since she seems to be still carrying a torch for Lucas. At least I got a kiss from her, even if it was 'just cuz' as she put it.
Next was Erica Marsh, who was my first official girlfriend. I think I was in love with her. Almost told her so once but she dumped me before I could. I don't think I've ever felt so miserable in my life then I did at that moment.
Peyton Sawyer comes to mind as I continue this little internal monologue of mine. I was surprised when she picked me in the Fantasy Boy Draft. I suppose she figured I was the safest bet for her, as she was still nursing the broken heart Jake left her with. We had a good time though and I'm glad I could get her to smile a little.
While Gigi, my co-commentator for Ravens games, deserves a mention I'll just say this. She frightens me.
Last, but not least, is Rachel Gattina. I have no idea what I had with her. We were kind of stuck in limbo between a friendship and a relationship. I almost had myself fooled that she cared about me. Finding out that she was sleeping with 'hot Uncle Cooper', as Brooke had dubbed him, shouldn't have surprised me, but it did.
Thinking back on everything now, one saying comes to mind. Unlucky in love. It just seems so fitting for my life at the moment.
I can only hope one day my luck will change.