Short and not so sweet, a fic based on the thoughts of William Turner after seeing that fatefull kiss between Elizabeth and Jack.
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'I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurt and bumped in from the love that's been starved'
One would expect blinding pain to accompany what he'd just seen…but the truth was, it hurt so much he was numb…and he couldn't feel a thing.
He sank down into the boat, his mind reeling from the scene he'd just witnessed. Everything was a blur around him…all he could see was that one moment…repeating over and over in his head.
Was everything he'd done not good enough?
Was everything he'd sacrificed, everything he'd gone through, insignificant?
Hadn't everything he'd done matter?
'I know I got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense, we know it should be'
He just couldn't understand…he loved her, she loved him…didn't she?
Love…wasn't it when two people couldn't live without each other? Couldn't bear to be without one another?
Yes…he knew it was true enough for him…but was it for her?
What had driven her to press her lips against his…when they were supposed to be meant for him, and him only?
She'd chosen him…hadn't she? He thought back in his memory to not so long ago...when he was sure she loved him...
'So this is where your heart truly lies'
'Yes'
She'd said yes…but then why was she standing up there with him now, locked in a lovers embrace?
He shuddered…that was a thought he couldn't bear to think. They weren't lovers…where they?
'I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust'
"Where's Jack"
He knew his voice was cold and harsh…but he couldn't bring himself to say it any other way. He stared into her eyes, imploring her to deny…no, at least admit, what he'd just witnessed…but nothing came.
"He elected to stay behind to give us a chance."
'To act off this scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive'
He saw no remorse, no sense of guilt. He saw sadness…but it would be selfish of him to believe it was for him…he knew it was for the man standing above them, sacrificing himself and his precious ship.
She always could bring out the best in a man.
'I should have told you everyday from the moment I first saw you…I love you.'
'But I love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath'
'Maybe I should have let him hang,' he mused…but he banished the murderous thought quickly.
He couldn't condemn a man to death… even if that man had just taken everything from him in one single moment.
One single moment of passion…with thing he loved more than anything else in this world.
'And I don't know
And I can't guess It's gonna be O.K.
But now, my last wish Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here, and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one I know you can
Won't you do if for me now
Now just hold on, hold on to me…'
Lyrics from the song 'Do it for Me Now' by Angels and Airwaves