Chapter 35

Steve's POV

Angel and Soda were glued to each other at the funeral and even after it. I wan to talk to Angel alone but I can because of the being glued to each other.

Soda just go up and told Angel that he'd be right back he has to use the rest room now's my chance to go talk to her.

"Angel can I talk to you before Soda gets back?"

"Yeah sure. What's up?"

" I wanted to tell you that I still love you and I hate seeing you like this."

"Steve I know that you still love me but I don't know if I can trust love right now. I mean Darry just died and if Soda dies soon I have to leave and I don't want to leave you again."

" I can see where your coming from that. But I would rather you die having love then not have any at all."

"Steve, I think Soda wants to talk to you." Charlie said

"I'll talk to you later Angel."

I got up and went to talk to Soda and I noticed that Angel was more comfortable with Charlie then she is with me. I'm happy that she can talk to someone but I just wish it was me.

"Soda, Charlie said you wanted to talk to me. What's up?"

" I just wanted to tell you that Angel doesn't know who she is or who she really loves right now so try and keep it down for a while."

I looked at Soda confused. Angel doesn't know her self right now was what got me. How can you not know who you are?

"I will man. Just try and keep Kali up to the beat."

"Has she talked to you lately?"

"Who?"

"Kali dummy."

"Yeah she has, she says she letting you and Angel have some time tighter before she moves in."

I looked over at Angel and so did Soda and we caught her and Charlie making out on the couch.

"I think I know who she loves, and it's not me."

"I'm so sorry man. I guess that she found something. Charlie's tong in her mouth."

I looked at Soda with disbelief he was just going to let her make out with him like that. I couldn't stand it so I got up and went towards them.

"Charlie I need to talk to you now."

"Not now I'm busy."

"Angel can you go over and talk to Soda for me please?"

"Steve what ever it is it can wait. Right now I found out what you mean by letting my self love before I die for good. I found my self to. Thank you for that talk Steve but I really think Charlie and I should go for a walk."

After she said that her and Charlie we out the door and Soda stood next to me.

"Steve let her go man. She needs to find her self more then she already did."

"Your right man."