Chapter 1

The newly webs both shared their first night of passion and were now cuddling in one another's arms.

"Wow." Anya said, looking into Rupert's eyes.

As the couple shared a kiss both their memories came rushing back in an instant.

Anya and giles ran round the hotel room they had rented, trying to find their cloths and figure out just what had happened.

They knew all the gang would wonder where they were and want a explanation as to where the hell they had gone.

Giles and Anya couldn't provide that answer, neither of then knew what had happened and why they had woke up in bed together.

After paying for the room and finished loading their stuff in Giles' old banger of a car, they made their way back to the summer's residents.

On the way neither spoke a word to each other. Neither of them dared to.

They just didn't want to speak about what had happened and how.

Giles was getting bored of the awkward silence and turned on the radio.

Just as his hand touched the on button he felt Anya's under his.

The pair both exchanged weird looks and both pulled their hands away.

Back at the summers' house Xander was pacing up and down with the phone in his hand, trying to get in touch with his fiancée. Everyone was sat on the couch watching Xander pace up and down. Everyone except Willow who was still upstairs crying over the absence of her lover.

Willow knew she was a fool to have fought she could fix every little problem with a spell. She was stupid. Addicted to magic and needed help.

Willow heard the door open and Buffy walked in to check on her friend.

"Hey." Willow sniffled.

"You okay?" Buffy asked. She already knew the answer thought. Never before had buffy seen her friend so in love, and then so heart broken over someone before. She wasn't even this upset when Oz left. Even though she was hurting then, the pain was nothing like she felt before.

"No, I screwed up Buffy. I through everything me and Tara had away." Willow said in between sniffles and tears.

"it's okay, she'll some around." Even though Buffy knew she may not she had to say something to cheer her friend up.

"I need help Buffy. I need help." Willow finally said before falling into her best friend's arms.

Downstairs and the door opened revealing a very scared, married couple by the names of Anya and Rupert Giles.

Xander dropped the phone and went to greet his girlfriend.

"I'm so sorry." She said crying and after moments of awkward silence.

"What?" Xander asked. "What happened?"

Everyone was now looking between Anya and Giles. Even Buffy was when she came down the stairs wondering what had gone off between the two.

Staring down at Anya's finger everyone suddenly realised.

"You didn't." Buffy said, trying not to laugh.

Anya just shook her head and cried on a very speechless Xander's shoulders.

By the time Anya and Giles had finished their story the expression on everyone else's faces was that of shock and a little humour.

Anya and Giles explained that they were going to the solicitors and getting their marriage renewed.

A look of relief went across Xander's face and he planted a kiss on his girlfriend's lips.

Willow heard all the commotion going on downstairs and went to go greet Giles and Anya.

When she made her way down the stairs all eyes were on her. Willow didn't like that. She hated the looks she was getting off some of her oldest and closest friends.

"Hey Giles, Anya." Willow said going up to hug them both.

Neither of them hugged her but just pulled back.

"You guys. What's wrong?" willow looked confused that her friends wouldn't even look at her, this made her upset.

"Willow." Giles finally broke the silence and now turned to look at the red-head.

"You're spell." He paused.

"It did more damage then we thought. Spike's dead, me and Anya are married, and do I after remind you of Tara's absence."

Tears were in Willow's eyes as she couldn't believe Rupert Giles, the man she had looked up to and had not judged her and had taught her all about being a good witch, was the one to be the most disappointed in her.

"But… I didn't mean to." Willow said in a hushed tone.

"just like you didn't mean to bring Buffy back and be the one to cause her the pain she's feeling. Both about Spike and the fact you were the one to drag her from heaven!" Giles shot back.

"Sop it!" Buffy shouted, tears running down her cheeks. "Spike's gone okay, that leaves no excuse to point the finger." She looked at Giles.

"And Willow, Giles is right. Your irresponsible, dangerous and you're a murderer." It was hurting Buffy to say this to her friend but she had to. It was the truth and Willow had to hear it.

"Willow, your out of control. You've got to stop using magic. Or I can't let you live here."

Willow felt small as Buffy and the rest of her 'friends' ganged up on her.

"this is my house too." Dawn said walking forward to face Willow. She slapped the red-head round the face. Willow looked shocked.

"You killed Spike. Put us in danger, and forced Tara to leave. Willow, I know how hard it must be for you, but if you're gonna put us in danger every other day. Then you can't live here."

Willow had had enough now, she stormed out of the house in a frantic rage that everybody had just ganged up on her and abandoned her out of her own home.

She had no where to go now. So she turned to the only person who knew what she was going through. Amy.

To be continued…..