My sister

My sadness hurts no one

My cries of pain reach no ears

No one cares

But I'll be there

In the shadows

Crying

Waiting

Longing for help

But no one comes

No one cares

The fire

It amuses me

It bruises me

Like the knife

In my back

I trusted you

I loved you

But I've always asked

Do you care?

I'm alone

Wherever I roam

No one cares

I have no reason

to go on

but you will

you will hurt

you will destroy

you will hurt everyone

like an old toy

that's tossed away

one day I'll say

go away

and leave me

I hate you

I hate you

But I still love you

I despise you

and advise you

to take another route

but there's no way out

you've ruined me

that I see

but she is light

pure light

don't hurt her too

authors note- for those who have reviewed, I thank you, all four of you. I wrote these in a full depression and now I've been pulled out with help from friends and a loving boyfriend. This is dedicated to them all, my reviewers, my boyfriend, and my friends.

Also, happy 8 month anniversary, I love you, Jon.