A/N: This is my first fic R&R for suggestions please. I'm still thinking of ideas for the rest of the story. I hope you like it

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters from Xenosaga.

Note: Sorry I haven't got the next chapter up. I deleted the first chapter and rewrote some of it, so this is the revised version. I'm thinking of writing some of the second chapter today too so it might be up soon.

Summary: This is a fic of what would happen if KOS-MOS was a teenager ummmmm...yeah and uhhh she looks more human and she is 16 years old and 13 years old in the flashback. (Really bad at summaries Oo;;)

The Weapon

I lay on my bed early in the morning, my eyes open I looked around. The first rays of light were peaking through the curtain covering my window. I sighed in the beautiful warm light that the morning brought. "I wish it was like this all the time" I thought, but it never was.

"I should be happy today…" I whispered to myself. It was my birthday, and all normal people were happy on their birthday I mean jeez you get a party with friends, presents and cake, but you see…I'm not a normal at all.

-Flashback-

Helicopters, kids, screaming, crying, everywhere, chaos. The FBI had surrounded the front of the building along with the some government agent people. Four big guys in black suits were standing in the front with something big behind there backs. A loudspeaker came on and a tough voice sounded out.

"Come out KOS-MOS, we know you're in there."

I gasped. "How do they know my real name?" I thought in panic. I slid down the wall I was leaning on until I was sitting, an amazed look on my face.

I went by the name Karen Mecca at school but my parents had once told me of my real name, KOS-MOS, now does that sound like a normal name to you? I tried to ask them why I was named that and why I had to go by a different name. Not that I really wanted to go by that name I mean who would want to go to school with the name KOS-MOS, It sounded kind of…weird. They didn't answer any of my questions, but I didn't press the matter anymore. I looked at Momo and she shrugged at me. Momo was my best friend at school and we never kept secrets from each other so she was the only other person who new my real name.

"What should I do?" I asked her. She looked back at me with concern in her eyes.

"Well whatever you do don't go out there"

"If I don't won't they just come in here looking for me?"

"That's true… but what if they are here to hurt you?" she whispered franticly "What if I never see you again?" She looked as if she was about to break down and cry.

I reached out picking up her hands and holding them in mine. "You will, I promise" I smiled at her squeezing her hands.

I started to walk out of the classroom when I heard Momo call out behind me.

"Karen! Be careful!"

I smiled and nodded my head. I wanted to get out of the classroom as I was starting to attract attention from the other students. I opened the door and suddenly my teacher called out to me.

"Wait, were you going?"

She looked scared stiff and she didn't look like she was going to stop me so I ignored her and walked into the main hall. As I made my way to the front doors people looked at me through the windows of there classrooms. Some of them laughed and teased me, others rocked back and forth in the corners sucking their thumbs. I walked up to the main entrance, scared stiff. I tried to peer through the stained glass window next to the front doors but I couldn't see past the blurry paint on the window. I stepped through the front doors and everything went slow-mo in my mind, the four buff guys pulled rocket launchers from behind their backs and the officer behind them shouted.

"FIRE!"

I saw the rockets coming, I screamed cringing and closing my eyes. There was an earsplitting explosion and then…nothing. I wiggled my toes…I could move…I WAS STILL ALIVE! I opened my eyes, but something was wrong, there was a blue glaze over everything and there were cursors, numbers everywhere, moving, analyzing everything. It was like when you look through a robot's eyes in a sci-fi movie. My thoughts were still for a moment.

"WAIT…what if I-"

I couldn't finish the thought because they had fired rockets at me again this time I forced my eyes open I was sure I probably couldn't survive a second time, but just at the last second my arm shot out and my hand disappeared replacing it was a pointy metallic thing. Suddenly a red beam shot out of the pointy thing and enveloped the rockets in red light. The red light stopped them from moving and the rockets exploded harmlessly inside it. Suddenly both my arms shot out and guns came out of them everywhere, there wasn't an inch of skin left to see. Without control of my arms the guns started shooting everybody in the head. I couldn't close my eyes as I watched the four agent guys fall to the ground with half their heads missing. In 30 seconds everyone was dead, it was deathly silent and by then I was sobbing uncontrollably. As soon as I regained control of my arms the guns went away and I fell unconscious.

End Flashback

A/N: Please review even if you completely hated the story, PLEASE REVIEW! Also I hope it wasn't too harsh or anything. I mean about the blowing peoples heads off and sobbing thing. I am going to add some romance in some of the next chapters. Unless of course you don't want me too (Laughs nervously) Ok well I'll try to get the next chapter up soon.