DICLAIMER: yeah yeah it isnt mine.
Here we go again!
why am i smiling?
After summer had gone to bed seth had stayed there thinking about what had just happened.
Why was I nervous specially when she mentioned ana, I mean yeah weve had a great time, she is kind of cute but she is not the kind of girl I date plus im with ana
Im probably just seeing things that aren't there because im sleepy
Yeah that's it.
He convinced himself there was nothing going on and before he could proceed to think about it any further ryans voice got his attention
Ryan: dude you have no idea what just happened
Seth: let me guess marissa told you she loved you and finally we can all experience peace and happiness!
Ryan: dude I would be passed out if that had happened
Seth: let me dream man!
Ryan: whatever, what I was going to say was that she kissed me! Can you believe it
Seth: wow! You mean she grabbed you and kissed you
Ryan: seth please be real, no I kissed and even though at first she was kind of fighting it she kissed me back
Seth : well I guess that's a start
Ryan: sure it is she couldn't stop kissing me!
Seth: because you wouldn't let her! You said she was fighting it
Ryan: yeah! But just for like 5 seconds
Seth: I'll be impressed when she kisses you or when you're dating
Ryan: man im telling you, it wont take long!
Seth: ok there is something we need to clarify in case that in a million years you two decide to quit the drama and get together.
Ryan just looked at him unsure waiting for him to continue..
Seth: she's my cousin and if she decides to give you a shot then its gonna be because she really likes you.And we both know you like to chase girls, get phone numbers and flirt around everywhere we go.
Ryan: I don't think you should be one talking
Seth: hey I wont deny that ive flirt sometimes, maybe even gotten a few phone numbers and call the girls once or twice but that's it.
Ryan: sometimes! A few! Once or twice!
Seth: whatever that doesn't matter the point is that the difference between us is that I don't do anything else I never go out with them I just call that's it and you, well you take it to another level.
Seth: and if you are gonna have something with marissa you gotta quit that habit and settle for this girl.
Ryan: man you know I really like her
Seth: I know I know but I also know you and all im asking is for you to think about it, if you wanna go for it awesome but if you do it make sure you know what you are giving up for her and that its worth it so that you don't chanche your mind down the road!
Ryan: seth I can assure you that, I am goig for it, its worth it and I am not gonna chanche my mind.
Seth: ok now that we cleared that up!
His face chanched from a priest giving a sermon to a 6 year old who was told could eat as much candy as wanted
Seth: fill me in the details!
Ryan: dude you sounded like a girl. ryan said making a face towards him
Seth: that's because on the inside I am just a pretty little girl. he said mocking a gay voice
Ryan: dude its getting scary
Seth: oh come on, you know you wanna tell me!
Ryan: yeah!. he said getting exited as well
Seth: so come on tell me
Ryan: ok well fist we were you know taking a walk and very carefully i grabbed her hand…
Seth: god! This is so exiting!. he said interrupting ryan
Ryan: dude quit it, it was fun for a while its getting scary again
Seth :sorry, continue. putting on a manly voice
Ryan: ok when I finally got her hand in mine, at first I thought she was gonna pull it out but she didn't she just turned to me and smiled……
Ryan continued telling his story for a while until they both were falling sleep, they went to bed with a grin in each other faces, ryan for marissa and seth...well he wasn't exactly sure what had caused itor who, he could say it was because of ryan and marissa but he was too selg-absorbed to believe that.
All he knew was that he couldn't stop smiling and he liked that.
another chapter to the list, and while i know it isnt great yet, i think its getting better but thats just me, so tell me what you think please i know there must be something on your mind and i would love to hear it... or read it.