DISCLAIMER: SO THE EIGHTY EIGHT DUDE DIED AND I OWN MYSELF AGAIN BUT THE OC STILL ISNT MINE.
Ok I wasn't planning on updating again this week, but since I got a good response for the last chapter and I had a little free time here we go again, thanks to all the people who have review, the ones that have been doing it in a regular basis and the new ones I'm glad you liked it, I was a little unsure of the chapter but I saw you liked it and that's all that matters., I'm gonna try to give you as much ss as I can but the real thing its set to come in the second part of this story but don't worry this one wont last much longer. Now I always respond to my reviewers, but jules isn't registered s and didn't leave me a mail so thanks and to adamsohot last chapter was for you, you didn't liked the fifth I'm glad you liked the sixth.
Seth Cohen walked trough the door, back at school, usually he hated to come back to school but this time he was kind of curious to go back, after what Ryan had said, he had been thinking a lot.
He wasn't confuse he just didn't know anything anymore, ok he goes to a camp with his best friend and his cousin, he thought It was gonna be kind of fun but mostly annoying, imagine alone with Ryan and Marissa away from everyone who knew them and parents yeah not only that, all weekend, it couldn't be worst, but instead he found this girl, he had already seen her at school and thought she was cute but that was it she was like any other random girl, but at the camp it had been something completely different from what he could have ever expected or imagined, it was true that he had a great time with her, she was really funny and smart and you could be having a conversation with her and she would amaze you, you could learn so much from just talking to her and it was physically impossible for Seth not to laugh when he was with her.
But was there really something more than a great weekend?
He couldn't even tell if he liked the idea of summer being into him, and he had no idea if he liked her, it was also true that even if they had formally met on Friday it didn't felt that way, he felt comfortable around her from the very beginning and she had told him the same thing.
Flashback
It was Saturday in the late afternoon, it was kind of dark and summer was in the back of the house sitting under a tree so involved in her thoughts that she didn't even notice a face really close to hers until she felt the warm of his breath.
Seth: hi
Summer: umm hi, can I ask you a question
Seth: sure
Summer: why are you almost sitting on my lap?
Seth who couldn't help it but laugh move himself to sit next to her, he had been previously straddling her, because when he arrived she was so lost in space that it was even cute, so he wanted to see how lost she really was, he wasn't going to kiss her, just let her think so.
Seth: well I thought you were Santa!
Summer just give him a weird look
Seth: so what are you doing here anyway?
Summer: uh just hanging out here
Seth: you really like to get away from people don't you?
Summer: why do you say so?
Seth: well, uh I've seen you around school a couple of times and you hang out with the popular crowd and still are really quiet around school, you always seem so distant like your body is there but your mind isn't and here you are hiding from the camp
Summer: its just that, well I do hang out with the popular crowd but I know this people and I don't trust them, the only ones that are really my friends are Taylor and holly but I know that as soon as were out of school the friendship ends I just cant call it a real friendship when we don't speak to each other in the whole summer. and I'm not hiding I just like to find a place where I feel comfortable and can have some alone time you know, relax and just get away from anything else, someplace where its only me.
Seth: in that case I can go if you want me too. He said starting to stand up but summer stopped him trying not to look like she really wanted him to stay but failing
Summer: don't! She almost yelled, I mean its okay you don't have to go, you can stay…., if you want to
Seth just smiled and answered
Seth: I want to, thanks
summer: you know its weird, I've always had trouble in calling my classmates friends even if I treated them for over a year but with you, I just met you and somehow it doesn't feel that way, I can be myself around you and I can talk to you knowing for sure, you're not gonna judge me or repeat anything you hear, its either that way or you do a great job pretending.
Seth had a smile on his face, one that made summers heart beat faster when he showed her those dimples.
Seth: mmm sorry I'm not a good actor
Summer just smiled as well, and Seth thought she looked so cute, like a little girl who was genuinely happy.
Seth: but seriously I'm really glad you feel that way, because you make me feel like that too and I was afraid I scared you if I told you since we barely know each other but i see that didnt stopped you.
Summer: mm no I actually told you in hope that you'll get scared and run away, don't speak to me the rest of the weekend, but i see it didn't worked. she said faking a disappointed voice.
Seth: sorry you're stuck with me whether you like it or not!
Summer: dam! Why does this happens to me of all people.
Seth: yeah life's a bitch!
they smiled at each other and remained quiet for a while but not a awkward kind of silence it was more of a comforting one, but it was broke by Seth, when suddenly he moved so that he was laying on the grass resting his head on summers lap.
Summer: what... are you doing? She was taken by surprise and her first reaction was to lift her hands.
Seth: I'm making myself comfortable.
Summer: oh you should have said that before, is there anything I can do to help you achieve your goal? She asked in a way too sarcastic tone.
Seth: as a matter of fact there is, if you could play with my hair that would be great, I'm a little stressed and that its really therapeutic.
Summer: I was being sarcastic in case you didn't noticed
Seth: I wasn't and I did notice I just choose to ignore it. he said and closed his eyes
Summer just looked at him and was about to reply but decided against it, they could go on all night and she wasn't looking forward that, if playing with his hair was gonna shut him up, she'll do it, it wasn't that hard.
After a while Seth had fallen asleep or that's what summer thought when she kissed his cheek but he wasn't he just didn't say a thing because he knew it would make her uncomfortable and it wasn't like he minded.
And now Seth Cohen had no idea what was going to happened next, most of all he had no idea of what he wanted to happened next, yes it was really awesome to meet her, and he couldn't help but think they may have something especial but he also couldn't help to think he had a girlfriend, who he cared about, true they didn't have the same connection he had felt with summer but still she was hot, besides who was summer tree days ago, just another girl and Anna ha been his girl for a year now, besides with Anna he had this serious relationship without too much commitment, without feeling married and he wasn't sure if he was ready to give up his popularity status with girls and settle for one.
So he decided to just let things happened and keep going, was he really going to change his fun with girls and his one year hot girlfriend over a weekend and over a girl he just meet, not really.
After listening to her friends drool over Seth Cohen summer decided it was better not to tell them what had happened over the weekend, it wasn't that bid deal anyway, in the camp she had thought about it when Marissa mentioned that she liked Seth, and she knew it was impossible for them to have something more than fun and the truth was, that summer wasn't sure if that was something good or bad but she had the hope that even if nothing else happened they could be friends, but after the last day she really had no idea if she wanted that anymore, she had no idea of nothing anymore, they met, they clicked, they laughed and flirted for over a whole weekend and it was great but was that it?
She really didn't know and was too tired to think about it, summer Roberts didn't like drama and she wasn't going to let her life get complicated by a guy she just met, I mean who was Seth Cohen three days ago, just some dude with a pretty face.
Sure it felt good and it felt special but maybe it was just a one time thing, you know usually when one goes on vacation, on a trip or whatever, you feel completely different everything it's the same but better that's why vacation are so special it gives you the chance of doing whatever you want during that time knowing you'll come back to the real thing, maybe that was just good weekend and that's it, you live it once, get the memory forever and keep going.
Maybe it was so special because it was spontaneous, different, one time deal, she shouldn't obsess over it, she should just move on.
If what they shared was so special why hadn't it happened before?
SUMMER:UGH I´M DOING IT AGAIN, STOP IT, LOOK AT HIM, HES BACK TO HIS OLD SELF, FLIRTY, POPULAR, JACKASS, SUMMER YOURE NOT GONNA LET A LOUSY WEEKEND,( WELL IT WASN'T LOUSY IT WAS A GREAT WEEKEND )THAT'S NOT THE PONT, THREE DAYS ARENT GOING TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
But sometimes what happens to you isn't your choice and when you are hopping nothing has changed its because it already has, every action has a cause and a reaction. Some times details are overlook, little things don't get our attention, and we don't notice but this details, this little things make the difference the question is, are we ready to deal with the changes?
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
3 DOORS DOWN- CHANGES.
There you go, I was afraid of writing this because I know some of you aren't going to like it, but it needed to be done, trust me there will be a lot of ss in the second part but right now this is how it has to be. I hope you can still review and tell me what you think, and like I said before I'm open to any kind of suggestions so please don't doubt on telling me.
