((AN: Back again with another chappy! YAY! This one is more on the sides of a poem with a short little preface story at the end. Pleaz enjoy! I wrote this poem myself.))

Who I've come out to be

If I had a penny for every time I looked at you,
I'd be the happiest girl and do what I want to do.
I've never been the perfect person.
But my life will just slowly worsen.

I've been teased about my hair
I've been teased about my weight,
I knew I was to never be right, to never be great.
But some things are ok.
Some things are alright.
I honestly just want to let it go away,
Just for one sleek night.
But that can never be.
I know now that I will always just be me.

I can always change my looks,
Change my hair,
Change my ways,
But what I want to do
will take longer then just a few days.

I can never change the person I have become,
And I can never forget the place I am from.
I may want to,
And sometimes I do.
But I always know that I have you.

I am my own person,
I am only me,
I will always be happy,
Just so you can see
The person that I have come out to be.

Hermione placed her journal back into her inside robe pocket while Draco was talking to Crabbe and Goyle. The carriage ride was extremely bumpy and boring. Draco was busy the apes and Pansy was flirting with Blaize. She was an outsider. She has never felt so lonely in her life.

Hermione wrote that poem about her and the person it talked about was Draco. She always had a secret crush on him. But she never intended to tell him. Ever. She was scared of how he would react. If he turned her down and refused to talk to her again would make her even more depressed then she was now.

Hermione looked back down at the pocket her journal was in. She always wrote in that journal. Poems and songs is all she ever wrote. Most about her depression or her feelings of loneliness. She could sit for hours in her bedroom just writing. She wrote hate songs about Harry, Ron, and Ginny. She knew they only care about them selves. And she hated it.

She was so deep in thought that she didn't hear Blaize calling her name, "Hermione? Hello? HELLO EARTH TO HERMIONE!"

Hermione snapped out of her thoughts and looked up at Blaize, "Yeah, Blaize?"

Blaize was smiling like a mad man. She didn't like it much. Blaize smiled and looked at her, "Sorry, but one second you were writing in a little book and now you aren't paying us any mind. Are you ok?"

Hermione placed on a big smile and spoke with a fake happiness, "Don't worry, Blaize. I am just peachy."

Blaize smirked and nodded his head as the carriages pulled up to Hogwarts. Hermione stepped out of the carriage and followed her new friends up to the school and into the Great Hall.

But what she didn't know was that during the entire trip to the school, a certain blonde felt extremely bad for what he did to her. And was intently looking at her beauty.

((Pleaz read and review for me ok?
DracoIsMyFerret))