A/N: Here's a fiction I did with my friend Simonkal Of Inuyasha cause we both love Inuyasha. We are here to tell you now, if you don't like this fiction then don't read it. Don't even leave a bad review. We'll ignore your stupid impute, anyway. We don't need unwanted email cluttering up our emails so there. Later and enjoy. Disclaimer: I don't Inuyasha because he belongs to Rumiko Takahashi Summary: When Inuyasha can't express his feeling, his worst fear come alive

Amnesia

Prologue (warning this is quite long)

I have always been different, staying away from people different from me. I never wanted to hurt people I had no intention to, they assumed that from me, because of the way I look. Because of that I withdrew myself from the rest of the world, and the people in it. I did until she came.

I didn't know her and she didn't know me. All I wanted was the jewel. Everyday I would try and steal it and everyday she would stop me, usually pinning me to a near by tree or putting some a barrier of smelly they keeps demons away. This was the last straw I got could only take so much. She had pinned me to a tree for the last time, so I asked her,

"Why don't you never finish me off!" I yelled at her. She stopped in her track and quickly turned my way and glared,

"Stop coming after the jewel. I no longer wish to waste more arrows!" Then she left. They little sentence made me think, she had intention on killing me and neither did I.

The next day I decided to found out a little more about this priestess. I followed her scent to the waterfall, she was bathing. Something enchanting about her caught my eye but I still didn't like her.

"Inuyasha, I know you are watching me. Please come sit with me" That's what she said to me later that day, while I was watching her from a tree when she was resting on a hill. I had two choices to make: run scared or confront the problem head on.

"It is the first time we have spoken like this." she stated

"Yeah, so what's your point?"

"Inuyasha, what do you think of me? I must never waver. Inside I am an ordinary woman, and if anyone saw my weakness demons and monsters would get the better of me."

This conversation was getting really old really fast so I got up to leave, "Feh, we all have our cross to bear." I looked at her once more, but stop her face it was so sad.

"Your right, I shouldn't complain."

For the first time in my life I felt guilty and from that moment on I couldn't get her out of my mind, she was always by my side, and I by hers. One afternoon after one of our walks we stopped at the hill again, the very same hill that we had our first meeting at.

"Me become a human?" I asked

"It's possible it is said your are a demon but you are also a human. If the jewel was used to make you human then it would become purified and disappear." Kikyou explains

"And what about you? What would happen to you?"

She didn't answer my question, but merely got up and started to walk towards to the river, and I followed. She then got in the boat and sat down. I got in the boat to and grabbed the ore, and paddled down river. The trip was mostly silent until,

"I am the jewel's protector."

"Huh? What was that?"

"If it is non insistent, I could live the life or an ordinary woman..."

We were getting out the boat, me first then Kikyou, I was still holding the ore when she tripped and fell...into my arms...I didn't know how long she was there and I didn't care, when she did stand up on her own she was blushing. Was she embarrassed? I dropped the ore and embraced tightly, from then on I knew I could live with Kikyou as a human.

The next day I was waiting for Kikyou to bring me the scare jewel I was going to wish on it to turn me human so I could live with Kikyou. A was in the forest near the river when I heard someone call out my name, and as I turned to see who it was three arrows flew pass me and hit a tree. I fully turned around and saw it was Kikyou she aiming another arrow at me. Kikyou betrayed me! I couldn't believe it! In one leap I headed for the village, I was going to get the jewel one way or another.

"Inuyasha! OH NO IT'S INUYASHA! AHHH!" was all I head when I came to the village. I crashed into the storeroom where they kept the jewel, they had put out stupid smoke that kept demons away I covered my nose and continued my mission. I grabbed the jewel and turned to leave when fire arrows come crashing from every direction. I knew that the smoke and the fire combined would blow the place up, so I leaped in the air. The men of the village tried to get me in a net but my claws took care of that. Heading for the forest I looked at the jewel in my hands, finally it was mine and then I could become a full fledged demon.

I landed just short of the village stairs I made another leap passing a few trees when I felt a sharp pain hit my chest. That distraction cause me to drop the jewel. An arrow was sticking out of me and I was stuck to a tree. I looked out to see Kikyou again in the distance, only different. She was bleeding and she was sad and crying.

"Kikyou why? How could yo- I thought we..."was I all I got out before slumber took over my body.

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