Dieing for you…

I watched you die…

I heard you scream

And I stood there helpless,

Like it was all a dream

You were dead to the world

Fire yet ice, with raging emotion

And bitter malice,

And I die for you every day,

And dream the dreams,

Of times of play…

But now I stand here frozen in the wind,

A statue of Ice waiting for the end…

And I used knives of the turmoil within,

To pierce my skin,

And once again I die for you,

Only this time it will be true…

As I take a knife made by man,

And use it for my bitter end…

A silver blade upon my skin,

As I prepare to die again,

Only this time it will be my last,

I smile slightly knowing I'll see you soon,

As my eternal sleep closes in,

I close my eyes and hold my breath,

As the knife connects with flesh…

I drag it upward to the heavens above

And take a ragged breath…

Watching black blood pool at my feet…

Feel the darkness setting in,

Calm beyond imaging,

And as I hold my last breathe,

Deep inside of me,

I die for you….

Only this time it's true.