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Thoughts
Let Me Go
Inuyasha was in the god tree his ears still pressed against his head from when Kagome yelled at him.
Flashback
Inuyasha sat down for lunch with his lips swollen and out of breath. "So Kagome what's for lunch?" Inuyasha asked her getting his arrogant exterior shell back.
"hmm I was thinking about maybe some ramen but only if you tell me why there is a bruise on your neck and a strong miko aura surrounding it." Kagome bargained.
Inuyasha said nothing but his stomach was growling, so he thought a minute before he answered.
"Ok fine… I saw Kikyo and she kissed me and then she kissed my neck and I am so sorry I didn't mean for it to go that..." Inuyasha cut off when Kagome's eyes lost the joy and sunshine that they usually held.
"HOW COULD YOU!" Kagome yelled. How could he do this again? I mean we aren't a couple but the connection is there! He sent me signals and I did too! How could I have been so stupid to think he might find me suitable for him? Kagome thought to herself.
End Flashback
Kagome's tears almost spilled over her eye lids as she took out her frustration on him.
"I thought so much better of you Inuyasha, if I knew you were doing this behind my back I wouldn't have stayed as long as I have. Kikyocould find the shards just as easily as I can. So why don't you go find her again and ask her to do it because I am sure as hell not going to put up with this anymore!." Kagome screamed as she walked closer Inuyasha fully expected to be sat till next month but she didn't.
Instead she bent down and kissed Inuyasha sweetly and then pulled away after what seemed like a long time. "I just wanted to know what it would feel like to kiss the one I love before I go home forever." She whispered to him.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha called to her as she walked to Kaede's village to find the others and say goodbye. She didn't answer him and kept walking making sure her tears didn't fall. She wouldn't give him that satisfaction.
Inuyasha followed after her not so fast he didn't know what to do or say to her once he caught up.
One
more kiss could be the best thing
one more lie could be the worst
and all these thoughts are never resting
and you're not
something I deserve
When she reached Kaede's hut Inuyasha did not go inside he merely peeked through the window as he watched her say goodbye to everyone. Sango hugged her tightly and cried softly. Shippo just hugged her and sweetly gave her a son like kiss on the cheek. He didn't believe she was leaving. Miroku hugged her tightly and whispered "you are always welcome to come back, do not forget us and your adventure here, no one can take your place in our hearts." Kagome nodded and said goodbye to Kaede and thanked her for her training. Kagome looked at them all again for the last time.
in
my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this
world, there's real and make believe
this seems real to me
"Sango can you do me a favor?" Kagome asked her.
Sango looked at her and Kagome called her over. "Sango please tell Miroku how you feel and please take care of Shippo like a son. I only would trust you and Miroku as secondary parents to him, other than me." Kagome said solemnly. "Of course but what about Inuyasha?" Sango asked her Kagome only looked down.
"Bye everyone I will miss you." Kagome walked out of the hut her head hung low as she looked at the ground and collected her thoughts.
you love me, but you don't know who i am
I'm torn between
this life I lead
and where i stand
you love me, but you don't
know who i am
so let me go
let me go
Kagome
walked across the open field to the bone eaters well for the last
time. Inuyasha ran with his super speed to her side. "Kagome!"
Inuyasha kneeled in front of her. Kagome tripped over his knee and
onto her face. "Inuyasha what are you doing?" Kagome sat up from
the dirt and hugged her knees to her chest.
i dream
we head to what i hope for
and i turn my back on loving you
how
could this love be a good thing
when i know what i'm going
through
You don't even know me anymore. I know you love Kikyo so be happy with her. Since the day I turned 15 I haven't been the same person. I have to watch you be with her when I want you for myself I know you know now, but you I don't think you will ever stop loving Kikyo. It shouldn't have to be this difficult it is all up to you but don't talk me out of leaving because I can't be near you knowing there is no chance any more. So let me go now. kagome thought while cried softly into her knees.
in
my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this
world, there's real and make believe
this seems real to me
"Inuyasha please go, you can't stop me this time I am leaving. I can't be with you knowing we have no chance." She said.
you
love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i
lead
and where i stand
you love me, but you dont know who i
am
so let me go, just let me go
"Kagome you can't leave me yet I need you please stay with me, I promise I will always…" Inuyasha was interrupted by a angry Kagome.
"Let
me guess you will always protect me is that what you are about to
say! Huh huh! Well I have stayed long enough I can't be next to
you without wishing you were with me! It is tearing me apart and I
can't take this anymore. You have to choose. But I know your answer
so there is no point in you telling me because I know I can't take
the heart break any longer!" Kagome screamed the last part tears
now streaming down her face. no matter how hard i try
i
cant escape these things inside
i know, i know
but all the
pieces fall apart
you will be the only one who knows
who
knows
"Kagome you don't know my choice" Inuyasha argued.
"o yes I do your going to tell me your trading up to Kikyo that person who can't feel the warmth of thee sun or the cold breeze during a snow storm. Kikyo who never smiles and hates everything but longs for you to die with her and the same Kikyo who wants you to change you even though I love you for who you are!" Kagome stated.
you
love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i
lead
and where i stand,
you love me, but you don't know who i
am
so let me go
just let me go
"Kagome please listen to me!" Inuyasha said loudly. He grabbed her and pulled her into a tight hug trying to get her to stop sobbing.
"No Inuyasha there is nothing you say now." Kagome said, " I know you love her and not me and I can't take this. Let me go! You don't love me you love the image of her in me."
you love me,
but you dont
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you
dont know who i am
you love me, but you dont
you
love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont know me...
(Divider)
Author's note: just to let you know this is not a one shot there will be a second chapter.
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