Let me go!
So sorry guys and gal, but I will update with a new chapter at the latest September 12th, hopefully before then. I have so much to do….
Varsity choir – I have a concert on the 30th btw.
Geometry homework and trying to understand half the crap she is trying to explain.
Chemistry weighted – I have a quiz every day! And homework up the butt! Not to mention lab reports ugh! Such a pain in the ass!
Varsity basketball – I am head manager so I have so much organizing with all that. with season comin' up it is gonna get busy fast!
Then all the teenage drama!
Most of my friends that were seniors last year have left by last week. Especially Liz! She was one of my best friends ever and she left for college last Monday. So not having her around is making a little off. Since I used to see her like everyday. So yea….
Then there was the whole Michelle moving to England! She was only told like not even two weeks ago. So I had to throw her a going away party. So she left Friday. Which sucks monkey butt because we were really really close.
Then guy drama (when is there not guy drama though) but it broke my heart into like a million pieces like seriously. I can't sleep hardly anymore I had only a couple hours in the past 4 or 3 days. So yea my friend (who is a guy who shall not be named) we are really close and all since like January and I figured out that I liked him maybe even loved him recently. So I asked him to homecoming (since I wanted him to go but he doesn't go to my school) and he said yes. But I still hadn't told him how I felt though, so I was going to tell him. JOY TO THE WORLD! But now here comes the crappy part. I was going to tell him how I felt bout him last Tuesday. But then I get this text message from him saying that he started to like my friend/ acquaintance named Becky, so he had asked her out and she said yes. So now they were going to homecoming and that he was sorry. I felt so bad like my heart was being ripped out.
So yea then the whole battle of the bands and I could go on forever!
Basically went with Maya and Gary. Then saw (the guy) and Becky there together and I had to pretend to be happy the whole time because we were hanging out with them and he still doesn't know. But she found out. So yea…
The whole carnival thing was creepy. I went with my friend Maya to the carnival because it was in town and everything. So we met my friends Cat and Gary there and we hung out till like around 9:30 ish and then they decided to leave. And Maya told her mom 10. So we walked to the gas station which was like right next door. And there was like a whole SUV of older guys who were like staring at us really weird. So we were freaking out because we couldn't get a hold of her mom or dad to come and pick us up. So they were like going in and out of the gas station checking us out in a gross –ish way. So I called Gary so we would be on the phone with someone and all. (he was so worried he had that cute little worried voice kinda like Inuyasha does sorta kinda) and so finally her mom came and then after we were almost out of the parking lot the SUV left. HOW CREEPY IS THAT!
So retreat this weekend
And then home coming the next.
Not to mention all the drama.
I am afraid if I write anything right now I will ruin the story. So please review this to tell me what you want to happen with the next chapter.
Also poll should I tell him how I feel? Or keep to myself?
Bye !
Duckyquack
P.S
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