Dear Diary...

by Mortheza

Freaked Out

I got a part time job! Yes! Finally I can make some money of my own, which I can use to whatever I want to, which reminds me of the fact that I need to buy a train ticket to Tokyo as soon as possible... I don't care if Tohma's going to have me kicked out again, I just wanna see Sakuma-sama!

And why haven't I written in few weeks? Ehheh, well, I was kinda busy... See, there was this chick I accidentally picked up one night in a party my friend threw, and she was a bit... clingy. So it was very hard for me to get rid of her and it was impossible to write since she was being so nosey all the freakin' time! Really, what is it with the girls nowadays..?

...and no, Mika still hasn't called me back. And no, I'm not going to call her and harass her about it, since I know for sure that then she really isn't going to talk some sense into Tohma's thick head.

Oh, aniki decided to drop by few days ago. I guess he didn't inform the old man about it, since he looked like he was going to have a heart attack when Eiri walked through the gates. And he didn't smoke even one cigarette! I wanted to check his temper but all I got was one of his famous glares which promised a slow and painful death if I wouldn't leave him alone that instant. I'm way too young to die and I'm not going to die until I meet Sakuma-sama!

I can't help but wonder what really is wrong with my aniki... He really doesn't do those kinds of things unless he wants something... So he must want something from dad... but what? What could he possibly want from that old man? Something else besides him to drop dead. The more I think about it, the more it freaks me out!

Oh fuck, wait a second, my phone is ringing...

Okay, I'm back. And I have some really important news! Seems like my sister finally decided to let me know how the things turned out with Tohma... And she pulled it off! She... she... Oh... My... GOD! I'm practically worshipping her over here right now! I owe her so much, so much that I can't even find the right words to describe it! ...actually she said that also. I don't even want to imagine the things she's gonna make me do for her...

Okay, now that this thing is clear, I can finally sleep peacefully at nights. When I finally get to see him (a week from this day), I know for sure that he falls for my charm, I just know it... Nobody, and I really mean nobody, can resist a bishounen like me! Nobody!

...okay. I need to calm down. It's nothing special, it's nothing big, I'm just gonna meet Sakuma-sama finally, after years of waiting... Oh who am I kidding? Of course it's a big thing!

...I need some sleep. I seriously do. I'm off to bed. Now. Before my dad starts complaining about how much noise I tend to make while I'm happy...

I wish I could just yell at him something like, 'believe me old man, you haven't heard me when I seriously get at it with someone'...

...I don't like the thought of getting disowned. Not even one bit.

Okay, now I'm off to bed. Ja ne...

I'm so, so, soooo sorry for not updating in a long, loooong time! I don't have any reason for it, except I was feeling so damn lazy... And I'm sorry again if I made Tatsuha OOC... I consider the fact of going to sleep, I think I need sleep as well. Anyways, send me reviews and tell me how I did!

Mortheza