Lucy Kinkirk died on June 26, 2001. That day will never be forgotten, since than three months have gone by. Savannah living through life with out a mother.
Each time Kevin hears Lucy's name, he always cries. He wishes she were still here, having her in his arms holding her tight. When he thinks about it, he knows he is still in the same room as he is right now. With him and his daughter. She loves the both of them; he knows she loved Savannah even though she only has to hold her for a minute.
The day she died, I was crying for hours and hours. I thought it was Savannah's fault for having her die, but it was not. I loved Lucy very much, I did not want her to leave and yet again, she left me. She did say goodbye and I did. I promise you I was cursed, I tell you cursed. Right after I said goodbye she was gone, she was dead and I were sent out. At that moment in my gut, I knew she was a goner. I knew there was no chance. Only if something bad happens the send you out, and it was. From that moment on, my life changed. I do not know if I can love again. I am still married to Lucy. Since the day I met her, I knew she was the once. I remember the first kissed we had, it was so gentle; I can still feel it on my lips. All her kisses I can still feel. I really miss her kissing me, hugging me and everything else. I miss the way I come home and smelling the food she cooks, the smell of her perfume, but that is still in the house. Everything of hers is still here, beside herself physically.
"Savannah, I wish you could have known your mother. She was a wonderful person, and very beautiful. Right now, you are too young to understand what happened, but one day you will understand what happened o her when you are older." Savannah stares at him, and giggles. "Yes, your mother was a very great woman. See, if she were still alive she would be here holding you tight. She loved you so much; she could not wait for you to be born and having you in her arms. All she wanted was to hold you, and have you a life. To bad, she could not be here to experience it with you. She always knew what the best was for her, the best for me and the best for the family." Savannah cries
Chapter 2 is now over. I am now going to fast forward the story in the next chapter where she is 6 years old and wondering why she does not have a mother. In addition, why she left with out saying good-bye and questioning her father about that. In addition, I am so sorry that this chapter is so short. I kept running out of ideas. Also, I may have flash backs. In a couple chapters from now I am going to change it around a little. I am going to do something if Lucy was still alive and Savannah lives through it, and Savannah could remember her mom, but it is all a dream. However, it felt so real. Then Savannah wants her in her lfie because she is the mother she wants.