Hii!

My first fanfiction, Im so excited! I hope you can give me the support and feedback I need, to go on and improve this story, BASED on Full Moon wo Sagashite!

Bawls Takuto & Mitsuki, waaah! Anyways, a simple chapter will, should, maybe, hopefully, get you HYPED!

Now, you must know that me, soFearless, but well known as Kyria, is a procrastinator, so if I don't update, you should message me, for all you know I could be off playing games out of nowhere, teehee, writing can get boring, but with flaming and compliments, I WILL UPDATE.

AND! THis take's place after the series, so forgive me for scenes with uber mushy..ness.

We should start.

Disclaimer : If I did own Full Moon wo Sagashite, I would make sure Takuto and Mitsuki lived happily ever after! But that would make my addiction go away.. anyways, I don't own Full Moon wo Sagashite, GOMEN!..

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Chapter One : Was it unexpected?

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After all that time through surgery, after all the dreams I've endured while the surgery.

I was glad.

Meroko guided me, even though she didn't speak, she probably couldn't.

I knew.

I knew that she was up to something, she was always up to something, someway, somehow. I thought I lost her, but she came back to guide me, I ran after her, silently calling out her name. I had no problem with my throat anymore, everyones happy, I can sing for Obaa-chan, whom I thought hated music for another reason, but I found out, that music was her misery.

Well, back then I suppose.

She guided me to a place, that place. I run and run, she never listened for me calling out for her, but I keep on following her, just seeing she was still there gave me all the joy I needed, Meroko, I would repeat, but as I ran, to the place, I saw him.

I couldn't beleive it.

On the instant, I tripped as he was walking away, his present from me dangling from the guitar case which was slung over his shoulder, I couldn't suppress my joy any longer. I used my arms to push me off the ground and shouted,

"Takuto!.." then and there, he turned around and saw me standing there, smiling at him, only him. He seemed shocked, why would he? Doesn't he remember? Doesn't he know me? Doesn't he -- no, he looked.. confused.. shocked.. of seeing, me. I just stood there smiling, hoping he would remember.

As I shouted thanks to Meroko, who flew off, I know that. I turned back to Takuto, who merely whispered something and also, he was staring at a lovely feather.

"Have we met?" he asked, turning his gaze to me. My face, dropped down to a sadistic, shocking face. I stared at him, my big eyes focused on him, my heart started to beat faster. Why? Is it because just seeing him makes wonderful music playing inside my heart? I wanted to say I love him, hug him, kiss him. But that face, those words.

Was it unexpected? Or did I know, that he could've lost his memorires turning into a -- a free, wonderful, loving, living, human?

"Don't you remember me, Takuto? Me, Mitsuki, K-Kouyama Mitsuki!" I exclaimed, I could feel my eyes tearing up. No, I couldn't cry.

He told me not to cry, he told us not to cry. But, shouldn't I have cried? Takuto, another one I loved, lost from me? I think it's more hurtful to know that someone used to love you, yet you still carry on feelings for them.

"Im sorry, you may look familiar, but I think you've mistaken me for someone else." Takuto said, turning around and walking off, I could still remember his shocked, yet confused face as he saw me. Tear's finally streamed down my face, few of joy, many of hurt. I was overjoyed just to hear I was familiar to him, yet I was hurt that, he couldn't remember me. I wipe the tears away, mouth trembling, either curving up into a smile, or dulling down to a sad frown. I walked off, but, I heard something.

"Give it time, help him remember." someone whispered, I smiled, know it's Meroko. I wonder how she was doing. I couldn't see shinigami anymore, I don't know why though. My face losed to the feeling I had, and frowned, only a few tears streaming down.

I will give it time, I will help him remember.

I started walking off in the way I followed Meroko to, I clutched the bunny like present in my hand as I did, staring at the ground, for it seemed somewhat amusing to me. I couldn't sit in my old room, seeing how memories wouldn't stop flowing from then, how we met, what we did, why he..

...kissed me.

No, why I kissed him. I love Takuto, and he used to know that, I don't know what happened, it's like I never existed.

I walked off randomly, walking past my house and down the road. I could walk, I could run, I could.. sing. Thanks to Negi Ramen, my precious friends, my songs and my surgery was all a success, I could just shout to the world words of joy, running around everywhere. Even if the people thought of me as weird, but Im overjoyed, I saw them, I could sing as loud as I want, I could run as fast as I can, who wouldn't be happy? The healthy ones, they don't know, they never experienced cancer, tumors, diseases, the best thing for them is a fever, or a cold, they don't know the pain we share.

I walked up to a crosswalk and turned around to head over to my house, I forgot that Madoka-san was there, I was sure I saw flowers, red flowers, they seemed.. pretty. I walked up and saw them waiting for me, Madoka-san was smiling as the rest were too.

"Hi Madoka-san, what brings you here?" I asked, she held up a bouqet of red carnations in front of me, I gladly took them and gazed at their beautiful position, as it was shining under broad daylight, giving them a beautiful pose.

"I was just here to give congrats to your surgery, Mitsuki-chan." she replied, smiling. I smiled at her and gently hugged the carnations, their wondrous smell intoxicating my nose.

"Thanks a lot, they're really pretty." I said, my smile growing wider.

"Glad you like them!" Madoka said, giving a thumbs up.

But even the prettiest roses wouldn't cheer me up.

"Oh yes, how come you were running just a few minutes ago?" she asked, slightly tilted her head and looked at Mitsuki with a confused face.

"Oh, actually I was, umm.." I drifted off, slightly fidgeting with my hands. I couldn't tell them about Takuto, but then it came to me.

"That strong wind, it carried my knitted bunny away, so I had to chase it down the street!" I said, smiling, as if my idea was working. It had to work, there was strong wind around these parts these days, so it was no problem. Madoka, Obaa and Tanaka-san were thinking, they knew about it though, they nodded their heads, as if it was approval. I smiled.

"Well, I've got to go, things to do, places to sing.. at." Madoka said, laughing. We said goodbye and she was off, I run with my bouquet to the place I first met them.

My old room.

I stepped in there, each one bringing tears to my eyes, nothing was there, since everything was now moved into the main house. I trace my fingers along the wall, making streaks of cleanliness all the way, as I was finished, I had made a cat and bunny.

No. Takuto and Meroko.

I stared at the picture on the wall, tears falling onto the beige carpet. I turn and walked out of there, and I saw Takuto. Again.

I stared at him passing by, he didn't seem to notice. He looked just like the way he was before, only now, he doesn't have his neko costume to hide his true beauty. I smile without knowing, just thinking about him could make me smile. I walked out of the room and out the gate again, this time, everyone was at their own place, I stared as he walked and turned to walk in the apartment, which Masame Ooshige, former manger and current friend, was living.

I wondered and tilted my head. Could it be that.. he was living there? It had to be, all he was carrying was his guitar slung over his shoulder, and I couldn't think of anything else of reason for him to come to this part of town, so it just had to be, true.

I walked into my new room and looked into the mirror, I liked my hair down loose, nothing to keep it back whatsoever, I took the spiral pigtails off into a loose and plain flowing hair. I took a brush and gently brushed the tangles of my hair. As I did, I thought of Meroko, who did brush my hair, thinking about the Flower of Forgetfulness.

( A/N : If you're wondering, yes, her hair was loose as she was running behind Meroko, it's my story so I do what I want P )

I thought I'd never see them again after my concert, really. But who wouldn't after they'd risked their lives to protect you, and ensured that I would live? I don't know.Oh yes, I forgot, I'd be going to school tomorrow, right? I have my uniform, and I know what I would do. No longer a middle schooler, no, Im in high school now, and I'll be only a first year, but I know I'd make tons of friends. I set my brush down and looked around my new room, my new room. No longer a resident outside the house, but now, I think.. we're now a family, officialy at the least.

Oh yes, how happy I am.

"Mitsuki!" I heard a voice call out, it was probably my maid, Tanaka, calling me for dinner. I setted my brush down and closed the lights to my room and walked down the hall into the dining room, greeted by Obaa-chan's and Tanaka-san's smile. I smiled as well and sat down to eat.

Fish and vegetables, not my favorite, but a great thing to eat. I found my rice lying there and started to eat it, occasionally grabbing fish and vegetables as well.

"Where did you put the bouquet?" my grandma asked as I finished eating half my rice.

"Into the vase I bought a long time ago, it looks really neat with it." I said, giggling. I took a piece of fish and popped into my mouth, savoring the taste that it gave me.

"You should sleep soon, ne?" my grandma asked, turning her gaze to me.

"Hai, I'll be going to bed soon, so don't worry." I said, smiling. She smiled back. Yes. Smiling, my grandma was. Throughout the year she's learned how to fully love me and respect me for what I do, even if it's something that she hates. Maybe she'll like it, just like the music. She hated it, because it took precious things from her. But now, she loves it, and Im glad too.

I ate the rest of my rice, but couldn't help but dig into the fish some more, as well as the scrumptous vegetables that both filled my satisfication.

I finished my food and walked out of the room, heading over to mine. I walked in my room, the first thing I saw was my windows, allowing me to see the outside world with a smile. It was night time, and I saw,

The full moon.

I smiled and walked over to my desk, where precious things remained. My picture of Eichi, Meroko's feather but the last one, a small thing of nothing but a memory, but a great treasure that I would keep for a lifetime.

A picture of us together.

Takuto, Meroko and me, smiling, even though they were in their stuffed animal form, you could see that they were alive, someway, even if their dead, it doesn't make any difference if you're still solid, right? I smile at the picture's and turned off the desk light. I looked around the room, it was so.. much different than my mini-like house, I was a part of the main house now, but it seems like everything's different, even if .. it had a similarity to my old room.

I turn off the light and sat on my bed, as I looked at the full moon, a faded face of Takuto showed up, not in his neko costume, but him, a normal-like him. His features astound me, the best is his eyes. His wondrous eyes that I could look into, forever and always. Was it fair that again, a loved one was torn away from me? Who next? Tanaka-san? Ooshige-san? Wakouji-sensei? Obaa-chan? Who? I don't know, because that is part of a future, not a thing of the past.

I lay down and stare at the ceiling, plain, smooth and white. I gaze at it and wonder,

'Was it fate that brought us together as well?'

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Ahh! Finished I am u.u

You don't have to review, but it's preferred to keep your flames positive as you go on. Some people are WAY too harsh. Im not, Im really not! For beginner's like me, who've only made like, one story I would consider going easy on. If they made a few more I would question their ability to express their ideas and imagination. But some people, like Renzieyoung, I think that her comments are harsh yet positive as well, try reading "A Walk in the Park."

Also, I'd recommend reading "Not So Hidden Feelings" by RosetteTheAlmightyCarDestroyer, or something like that, AKA Rosette. Both of theirs are awesome and Im DRAWN, yes, DRAWN into them. Other than that, I recommend some coolio oneshots like, "The Song of Love and Remembrance", "Letter for Takuto", "Dear Heart (Which isn't a Mitsuko, but is COMPLETELY hilarious, to me anyways.)" and all those other ones. I hope you saw my mistakes and help me get over them, enjoy!

Started :

6:47, July 8, 2006

Finished :

8:05pm, July 10, 2006