#87 Hurt Feelings

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''Mamoru you are such a jerk! I hate you!'' Usagi screamed angrily and stormed out of the arcade. She ignored the people staring after her as she ran past them, tears streaming down her face. The blonde headed for her quiet an favorite spot in th Juuban Park. She needed to be alone right now. Once Usagi sat down in the grass she quickly got lost in thoughts.

'Why does he always have to be so mean to me? I have done anything to him to deserve this kind of treatment. ''You are nothing but a silly and useless middle school student!'' Jerk! How can he dare say such a thing. He doesn't even know me well enough to judge me like that. Can't he see that his insults really hurt me? I know that I suck at school, that I'm a klutz and often enough a crybaby but that doesn't mean I'm silly.

And I'm definately not useless! I'm Sailor Moon after all and together with the other scouts I risk my life every day in order to protect Tokyo and its inhabitants including him. If we weren't here to fight the Negaverese this city would long have fallen into darkness and maybe so would have the whole world! Mamoru only sees the negative sides of me. He doesn't even try to look past all that and that hurts.' Usagi sighed sadly.

''I just realised that I'm in love with him although he is such a jerk but after today I know that there will never be a chance for me to be with him. A silly and useless middle school student, that's all he'll ever see in me,'' she whispered to herself and again tears started to flow down her cheeks.

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All right, this was the first drabble, out of a mini series of three, dealing with this quarrel between Usagi and Mamoru. Please let me know how you liked it.