today… oh wow, today… wow… today was one of those days… it all started whenah was innocently reading Rogue/Logan fanfiction… (like a good little girl) when all of a sudden the Wolverine in me decides to take over! like 3 different people told me how quiet ah was being today… and ah was like all roaming around the house and being all Loganish… (scrunches her nose) then ah had work and… ah felt like a caged tiger… and do you have any idea how hard it is to drive even remotely close to speed limit?
anyways… lol… that was my day. let me just say that Logan mood is NOT very conductive to writing…

thanks to Sesshy's First Love, Teri Neko, and Illusional Façade forthe comments. i also wanted to say a special thanks to LogansLaurie for the last comment. i was going to just go to bed… but i got it and decided to write this and post instead. (aren't i so nice?)
the song… uh… what is this song? hold on… i've got it… (it's on my sister's CD… lol) mmm… it's Everything, by Lighthouse.
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chapter title:
to have…
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Logan fell to the ground with a thud. He appeared to be unconscious.

"Logan!" Marie started to run toward him…

Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again

Jean was mentally searching for the attacker that they could not see. What she found astounded her. They were like ice fairies… at least in appearance. They moved slowly, laughing, always laughing. She felt them laughing at her…

Suddenly Jean fell to the floor with a soft groan…

You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything

Marie turned back toward Jean, torn between the two of them. Strangely enough she was not the slightest bit worried about her own safety, only about her two friends. Well, one friend and… but she couldn't think about that right now.

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Telling herself that Logan's healing was going to kick in any second now, she rushed over to Jean. It would have looked rather selfish had she let Jean die if she could have saved her.

You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fold
You still my heart
When you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now

Rogue looked at Jean and was relieved to see her breathing.

A moment later, Logan moaned, and Rogue sighed with relief. "It's all going to be ok…"

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Logan shook his head and then stood up. "Marie! What are…" then he saw Jean. "What happened to her?"

Marie looked helplessly up at him. "We were trying to save you."

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Logan mumbled something and walked over to Jean.

"She's breathing." Marie said hopefully.

"M-hum." He said, picking her up to carry her to the med room.

Cause you're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything.. everything

Rogue, what happened to Jean? I can't talk to her anymore?

It was the Professor.

"Oh, she… whatever it was, it did something to her. I'm not sure what. It was invisible… we're bringing her up right now." Rogue answered.
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As soon as Scott got word of Jean he rushed to meet them. "Jean!"

Logan gladly handed her over. "Here ya go…"

Scott looked a bit surprised, but gladly took her and hurried on ahead, leaving Rogue and Logan behind.
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The attack seemed to have stopped, the only casualties had been Jean and Logan, but Logan of course was fine by now.

Rogue, I can handle things from here. Jean was communicating with me when it happened and I believe she will be alright soon. Get some rest if you can…

"Logan…" Marie chewed her lip, obviously thinking about something.

"Mm?"

"If I were to just sorta randomly fall over like Jean, would you pick me up and carry me back to your room?"

"Might." He looked into her big eyes and came the closest to a smile she'd ever seen.

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better any better than this
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Might be a little abrupt… but I gotta get some sleep… all I can think about is bed!