That was a good lunch, and surprisingly, people seem to be quieter than usual. I only had to endure a few minutes of Ron's internal whining about Lavender and Hermione was preoccupied with planning her revenge. I'm trying to ignore that. She'd kill me if she knew I knew what she was planning.
Malfoy was the most vocal of all though. He spent most of the time silently bashing Pansy as she prattled on about something or other. Then the rest of the time I could tell he was watching me, thinking dirty thoughts. He made me so hot. I had to excuse myself halfway through.
Ron and Hermione didn't seem to really notice. They were all wrapped up in their own thought, too bad I was too. So here I am, in the bathroom, again. Stupid Malfoy, putting those damn thoughts in my head. I know he saw me leaving too. That makes me wonder what he's going to do.
You know, wanking off to Malfoy takes a lot less time than it takes me when I think of other people. Maybe that's because he's so hot. I wonder what it would really be like to run my hands over is porcelain-like skin. I bet it feels like silk. Mmm, I wonder what he tastes like. If that kiss yesterday was anything to judge by, he is an awesome kisser.
Yikes, was that the door?
'I know he's in here, but where?' Meep! It's Malfoy, and he's looking for me! What do I do? Quick, clean up and slip out.
"Potter." He saw me. Oh no.
"Malfoy." I don't want to know what he's planning on.
'I'm going to get you, Potter.' What does that mean? Get me how? He's moving closer, like a predator on the prowl. He's got that glint in his silver-blue eyes. I never realized how silver they really are. I always thought they were just a cloudy grey.
Ow, that was the wall. Now I'm pinned to it. His hands are on either side of me. I can't escape. There's something in his eyes, I can't tell what, but it's different.
He's so close; I can almost feel his heartbeat through his shirt. It's increased, he must be nervous.
'I can't believe I'm doing this. I vowed I would never act on these feeling, but god, Potter, I just want to ravish you.' Be my guest. Wait, no! What am I doing? Am I actually considering letting Malfoy do what ever he wants? I am so weird.
"Malfoy, what are you doing?" Yes, what are you doing? His eyes are darting around. Maybe he's starting doubt himself.
"What does it look like, Potter?" He sounds so cool and collected.
'Shit, what am I doing? What if he doesn't want to? I shouldn't force him to. What do I do?' Sorry, can't help you there. Well, maybe I can.
'He's kissing me, again! I guess that means he's not against this.' I'm not against this in the least.
Oh god, his lips are so soft. I can feel his silky tongue in my mouth. He tastes so good, like mint and chocolate. I wonder if he eats a lot of chocolate. No, focus, Harry! You are kissing Malfoy!
"Ohhh." I moaned, that was me. I hope that wasn't bad, but I can't really think clearly with his tongue in my mouth and his teeth on my lower lip. Ooh, keep doing that, yeah, just like that.
'Oh god, Potter. You don't know how long I've waited for this.' How long? No, don't ruin the moment, shut up brain!
Ooh, his hands are under my shirt. Aye! That felt so good, do that again.
'I think he liked that, judging by the way he squeaked. Where is that nipple again?' Right there! Oh, oh, that feels amazing, and it's only his finger. I wonder what it would feel like if it was his mouth.
I'm running out of air. This kiss is really long, but, wow, is he talented! I wonder how many people he's been with... Not the time, Harry.
"Wow." I needed air. My lips are a little sore. He looks so cute with his hair all ruffled up like that. I want to run my hands through it. Would he let me? Let's see.
'Ah, don't stop, Potter. He's going to kiss me again. I guess I'll let him.' Mmm, I love kissing him. He's got the most talented tongue I've ever seen, well, felt, ha-ha.
My hands are on his neck, his skin is so soft. Softer than I imagined. He's pushing me closer to the wall. Somebody's having fun. I wonder how big he is... Right, way to concentrate.
"Potter." He's panting. I guess I am too. This is the best kiss ever! He's moved to my neck, no, come back, do-- Oh, that feels really nice. Did he just bite me? It was more of a nip, really. That is so erotic. I'm sure I'll have marks tomorrow, but right now I don't care.
His mouth is so hot. I love the way his tongue feels on my neck, leaving a trail of kisses down it.
'I can't believe he's letting me do this. I wonder how far I can get.' How far? I'd say pretty far. We'll see how things go along. Let's take off the shirt and see what he does.
'Wow, he has a great body. He's so tan. Damn it, Potter, move your arm. Thank you. Wait, did he just do as I asked? Whatever, I don't care.' Whew, that was close. I forgot he wasn't actually talking.
Ooh, his mouth is moving farther south. God, his tongue is so talented. Mmm, do that more.
"Ohh, Draco." Did I just say 'Draco'? Oh well. I hope he didn't notice.
'Mmm, Potter. You smell so good.' I smell good? That's odd. I guess he didn't notice.
Oh, don't stop. His teeth send a jolt through my entire body. Every time he pulls on my nipple I feel like an electric bolt runs through my skin. Whoa, ah, he just licked my neck. That was so hot, do it again, please? Don't beg, Harry, it's unappealing.
"Please, Draco." I don't give a fuck.
'That's right, Harry, beg for it. You know you want it.' I do, I do! Did he just call me Harry? Okay, so he thought it, big difference.
Eep, he just nibbled my earlobe. Oh god, I want more, now!
"Draco!" I can't control my breathing anymore. I'm so hard it hurts. So is he. Maybe I'll relieve him of the pressure...
"Potter!" He sounds shocked. But I know he liked it.
'God, Potter, don't stop doing that. I'm so hard. It's excruciating, please, faster!' If you insist.
"Ha-a-rr-ry." He's panting really hard now. He's so close, I can tell. Just a few more strokes ought to do it. But I'm not getting any release, this sucks.
"Dra--" He cut me off with a kiss. I love his mouth, his tongue, his teeth, everything really. I think I just whimpered, but it was worth it.
'Oh god, he is so talented. I wonder how many guys he's been with. Did he just whimper? That is so appealing. Why is he...oh, I see. Someone hasn't been fulfilled. We'll have to remedy that.' Please, remedy that!
He has bigger hands than I thought. It feels so good. Right there, keep going, don't stop!
"Oh, I-I'm cu--" Too late. At least I'm not alone. He came seconds later too. Where's my wand? We have to clean this up before anyone sees. Oh wait, he's kissing me again. I didn't know he would do that, but I have no objections.
'Why am I kissing him again? Screw it, I don't care. He's so goddamn cute. I could kiss him all day. Ugh, that was sappy.' A few more minutes of this wouldn't hurt, right? I hope not.
Mmm, okay, I have to go. We have classes, remember? I guess I should stop this. Besides, I bet Ron and Hermione are wondering where I disappeared off to. It has been like half an hour...
"Malfoy, we have to go to class."
'What? Classes, but I don't want to.' Me neither, but we can't stay here.
"Fuck, Potter, what did you do?" What? What's going on? You lost me, Malfoy.
"Huh?" I don't get it. Where did that come from?
"You fag, dragging me into your twisted game." Huh?
'I can't believe I have to do this. But you can't know I enjoyed that. The repercussions would be too much.' Ohh, so that's what you're doing. Well, that's stupid.
"What? You came on to me!" He looks really insulted, maybe I shouldn't have said that...
"Don't put such disgusting thoughts in my head, Potter." Stop sneering at me! You know you enjoyed that!
"I didn't put anything that wasn't already there." Oops, I hope he doesn't figure me out. That was pretty obvious.
'What? He doesn't know what I'm thinking, right? That would be horrible.' Horrible, yes. An advantage? Definitely.
"Fuck you, Potter." If you must. No, I didn't mean that. Yes, I did. No, I didn't!
Hey, where'd he go? He's gone. He must have left when I was arguing with myself. But I didn't mean it! Yes, I did. No, I didn't! AARGH!
What time is it? Oh crap, lunch has been over for 20 minutes. It's a good thing I have a free period after lunch on Wednesdays. Maybe I should go find Ron and Hermione. I bet you anything they're in the common room or the library.
And look, here they are in the common room. Did I call it or what? We really need more places to hang out. It's not like there are places we can't go now that Voldemort's dead. Pretty much everything is open to us nowadays.
I'm thinking someday we should sneak off to London for some partying. That is, if I can get Hermione to break the rules once. Just because she's Head Girl doesn't mean you have to religiously follow the rules. Look at Draco! He's Head Boy, and he always breaks rules. He never gets in trouble either, that's annoying sometimes.
I just called him Draco again, didn't I? I don't know what's wrong with me lately.
'Look who decided to show up. Disappear out of lunch and not tell us anything! He's lucky Voldemort's dead, or else I'd have been really worried. As it is, I'm just annoyed at him. He should know better than to sneak off without telling anyone. He's been disappearing a lot lately. Actually, just in the last day or two. Maybe it has something to do with that curse Ron cast. I cannot believe he messed up something like that, and poor Harry got hit instead. I know Malfoy is a git, but really, Ron needs to mature just a little bit. Even Malfoy has to some extent. He's much nicer than he used to be. I mean, he doesn't call me 'Mudblood' half so much as he used to.' Wow, those are a lot of thoughts.
Well, if Hermione approves, technically, maybe I have a shot. Convincing Ron would be the hard part.
But wait a minute, since when do I want Malfoy anyway? It's only been one day! And I've found out more about him in that day than I have in seven years of knowing him! I guess I've lived a sheltered life. Ha! That's funny.
'Did Harry just snort?' It was funny, okay! But I can't tell you because that would mean divulging my entire train of thought which could be embarrassing.
"Harry, where were you?" How did I know she was going to ask that? I'm psychic I tell you. Oh, wait, isn't she the one that's psychic?
"I...uh..." Crap, what do I tell her? I've always been bad at explanations. "I just went for a walk, you know, clear my head a little." I wish. A clear head would be a godsend right now.
"Oh, okay." 'I can tell you're lying. But obviously you don't want me to know, and Ron wouldn't know that if it hit him on the head. I'll corner you later.' Corner me? That can't be good.
"Hey mate, want to play Exploding Snap?"
"Sure." If it gets Hermione off my back, I'm up for it.
"I'll go get the cards." No! Don't leave me alone wi--
"Harry," Oh no, she looks serious, "Where were you really today?" Should I tell her? What would she say? What would she think?
"I told you, I went for a walk." I don't think she bought that.
"Harry." 'Don't lie to me. I know you are.' Fine, fine, you win. I'll tell you already.
"Okay, I wasn't going for a walk." Happy now? 'I knew it!' Yes, yes, you were right.
"Well...?" Be patient! It's not like this is easy, admitting I want to fuck my worst enemy and apparently he wants the same!
"Well, I kind of..." Wait! If I tell her, I'll have to explain that I can hear her thoughts! What do I do?
"You kind of what?" Quick, think of a lie! Aah! This isn't working. Maybe I can get around it.
"I kind of jackedoffmalfoy." Maybe if I say it fast enough she won't be able to catch it.
"What?" Or not. I should have known she would push the issue.
"I kind of jacked..off...Malfoy..." Perhaps speaking quieter with every word will help.
"WHAT?" Perhaps not. Now what do I do?
"Shhh!" For gods sakes, be quiet! The first years all the way across the common room are even looking at us.
"Sorry." Whispering, that's better.
'He did what? With Malfoy, of all people! What in heaven's name gave him that idea? Okay, so it was obvious Malfoy's been wanting him for a long time, but Harry's so oblivious, he would never notice.'
"What? How long?" Oh shit. Did I just say that out loud?
"What?" Nothing, nothing! I didn't say anything!
"Nothing."
'Something's off. What was he responding to? I didn't say anything...' Shit, shit, shit! Why do you have to be so smart, Hermione? It's just not good.
"Harry, is there something you're not telling me?" You mean besides the fact that I can hear your innermost thoughts? Why no, I'm not keeping anything from you.
"Why would you think that?" If I grin and pretend I'm just being weird, maybe she'll leave me alone.
"Come on, Harry. I know you better than that." Fine, you do. Can't you just give up already?
"Fine, I'll tell you, but you have to swear not to tell Ron..."
A/N: um...I don't have anything to say today! haha. Thanx for reviewing all of you! You make me so happy, lol :) please review!