Will I never learn? God I hope he doesn't push me away. Oh, and he did.
"What the fuck, Potter!" 'Why are you doing this again? Don't you get it?' Get what?
"What, Malfoy? Don't you understand?" I want you. Why is that so hard to comprehend?
"There is something seriously wrong with you, Potter." He sounds so sure of himself, but I tell you there's nothing wrong!
"No, there isn't." Okay, now you're making me mad. He just rolled his eyes at me! He is not allowed to do that!
"You just keep telling yourself that." That was mean. What's he doing? Is he actually trying to finish the detention? Well good luck with that, I'm not helping.
'Fine, I'll do the detention by myself. I'm never going to get out of here. Potter, I want you so much, but I really don't think you mean what you're saying. It has to be a ploy. If it wasn't I would so throw you to the ground and have my way. To see you writhing under me, crying out my name while I devour your body would be heaven.'
He looks so good right now. I don't understand why he's so convinced it's a ploy. Maybe I do really want to be with you. Maybe I want everything you just described. Okay, I definitely want that. But that's not all that I want.
I want more than just sex. I want a relationship. I don't know how to explain it, but that's what I want. I know you want it too. But how to get you to realize it...
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'Oh my god, his hands are around my waist. He just kissed my neck. That was amazing. No! You have to stop this!'
I came up behind him. He dropped the potion he was holding. I hope it wasn't a toxic potion. He smells incredible. It's kind of like vanilla and some cologne I don't know.
"Draco," my voice is tickling his neck. I think he just shivered. "How can I prove I'm not lying?"
'Fuck, no! Stop, stop! Don't succumb. He's manipulating you, Draco!' It's not manipulation. Well, kind of, but I really want to fix this.
"Get off me, Potter." He's using that growling tone, but it sounded to me like his voice shook the tiniest bit.
"What if I don't want to?" I'm still whispering. My hands are sliding down his hips. I just grabbed his hands so he can't move them. He's taking deep breaths like he's trying to calm himself.
"God, Potter." 'No, stop, please. I can only control myself for so long. Please, don't.'
Just let go. For one second. It won't kill you.
"Please?" Mmm, you are so delicious. I'll kiss your neck again. Your skin is so soft. I wonder if he uses some kind of moisturizer...no, pay attention!
'No, nononononono, don't let him do this! Your lips are so soft, Potter. Stop! Don't. Do. It. Don't let him, don't don't don't...'
"No." That was so quiet I could barely hear it. I'm rubbing tiny circles on the back of his hands. Even his hands are soft. He must not do much menial labor. What am I thinking? He's a Malfoy, they have servants for that.
"Come on." Just let go for five seconds. I promise you'll enjoy it.
'No, please stop, Potter. I can't take this teasing. Stop touching me, it's so arousing. No, don't slide your hands lower. He let go of my hand and now it's on my stomach. Ohhhh, that feels so good.' I think he's giving in!
"Potter, don't." 'Don't stop.' I knew it! I'll just keep kissing his neck. He seems to like it, the way he's moaning. He is so gorgeous. His hand's around my neck now. It's preventing me from stopping, not that I have any intention to.
I'm tired of standing here. I want to look at you, I'll turn you around. You are so beautiful.
'His eyes are so green. And his lips are so full. He has perfect skin. It's so tan. His hair is so soft. Come here, Potter.' Okay.
Mmm, he's kissing me. I just love kissing him. This is possibly the best kiss I've ever had in my entire life. His hands are so talented. He knows just where to touch me.
Ooh, right there. Don't stop doing that. His hand is on my hip. This kiss is speeding up. Oh god, I love it.
"Draco." I'm panting, but I don't care. He's still kissing me. His tongue is soft and silky. I love the way it caresses my mouth.
'Shut up, Potter. Just enjoy it.' Oh, I'm enjoying it alright.
"Mmmm..." I moaned, I couldn't help it. Come on, go faster!
Hey, how did I get pushed against the wall? Wasn't I in control? I guess not. See, I don't really li--Whoa! Aye, that was amazing! He ground himself into me. He's so hard. I am too.
"Please, Draco." Please do something. Why is he smirking? I didn't do anything. His hand is on my zipper. Oh, he's gonna, we're gonna have sex. Do I want that? Am I ready to with him?
Oh my god. That felt incredible. I do, I do want to. I'm sure now. He's wearing too many clothes, let's fix that.
'Hey, be careful with that tie! It's 100 silk. Oh, fuck it, I don't care. He can rip off anything he wants as long as I get him.' Glad I have your permission now. Now all the offending articles are gone. I'm still in my clothes. Not for long I guess. He's fumbling with the buttons. Yeah, these pants are kind of hard to get off, even for me. Of course, I'm not usually kissing someone while I take them off.
'What that hell is wrong with these pants? Screw it, where's my wand?' What does he want his wand for.
Oh! That was quick. What was that spell? And my pants aren't even ripped. I'll have to learn that one.
"Draco-"
"Shh." Okay, kiss me again, and I'll be quiet. Mmm, his hands are in my hair, it's gonna be so messy later.
Yikes! What was that! Oh, it was his finger. That kind of hurts, oh! Okay, that doesn't hurt!
"Draco, do that again!" Oh my God, that is the best!
"You mean...this?" Yes, that! Oh! Fucking Christ that feels amazing.
"Ye-e-s." Ohhhhh, that is so good.
'That's it, take it. He's so tight. He has done this before, right?' Yes, I have. It's just been awhile.
"Are you okay?" Yes, I'm okay. Keep going!
"Yeah, please, Draco." Please, hurry up.
'Okay, here goes nothing.' Nothing? He has done this before, right? God, I hope so.
Oh, whoa! Shit, that feels awesome. Move, please God, move! Oh, oh oh, he moved. This is the most pleasure I've ever experienced I think.
"Fuck, Draco."
"You like that?"
"Yessss." I think he just found my sweet spot. That feels amazing.
'Perfect. I've got it.' Oh, yeah, you've got it, and don't you dare stop.
Don't cum, not yet. I can't. Don't, not yet!
"Draco, I..I'm gonna-" I can't control it, this is so hot. Everything is so sweaty.
"Draco!" Okay, couldn't stop. I need to catch my breath. He looks so good all flushed and sweaty like that. He even smells good still. I really want to kiss his neck. Hell, I'll do it.
'Mmm, don't stop, Harry. That was amazing. You have no idea how long I've waited for you to do something like that.' Does this mean you'll actually admit to liking me now?
And he's kissing me again. I could do this all day. I love his tongue. Aw, he stopped. What am I in for this time?
"Well? Do you believe me?" Please tell me you do, although I wouldn't be against doing that again if that's what it takes.
"Sex doesn't equal feelings, Potter." Hey, I thought that would work for sure. Fine, I'll work harder.
"No, but doesn't it prove something?" I'm sure it does. It was supposed to.
"Sure, that you're a hormonal teenager." I am not! Okay, kind of, but not really!
"Draco, stop it. Can't you just accept that I like you?" God, I wish you would.
"Why should I? There's no proof as to that." Well, I just told you. I would count that as proof.
"But I just--Oh, never mind. You just have to believe me that I'm telling you the truth and I really do like you." Am I getting through to him?
'Maybe I should believe him. He looks sincere. And it would be the best thing that's ever happened to me...' See, that's what I wanted. He looks like he's trying to find a way to agree without losing his credibility.
"Well, I suppose there's no harm in trying." Yes! I knew it would work!
"Really?" Don't sound so eager, Harry. Did he just smile? Like a real smile? I've never seen that!
"Really." Wow, I guess I've never seen him really happy.
'I can't believe I'm doing this, but it's worth a shot. God, he's so great. I hope this isn't a trick.' It's not a trick, I swear. You have just made me the happiest person in this school! I want to kiss him again.
Yay, this is great! He is such a good kisser, and now he's my good kisser, ha-ha.
"Um, Potter?" Why is he still calling me 'Potter'?
"Call me Harry." Isn't that what boyfriends do? He looks surprised.
"Harry." That's better. "Anyway, we still have to do the detention." Oh yeah, ugh, I don't really want to.
"Yeah, I guess. Let's get started." And so we go back to scrubbing and organizing. Years of living with the Dursleys have conditioned me to know how to clean well and fast. It won't take me that long to finish. Hmm, I'd rather be rubbing something else right now, if you get my drift.
'He has a gorgeous ass. And I get to ride it...Oh yeah, this is gonna be good.' Someone's happy. Good.
Hey look, I'm done! Yay, and I'm kind of tired actually. This has been a good night. Is Draco done yet? Almost.
'Fuck Snape, how many potions are there? Whew, finally, I'm done. Now, where is Harry?'
"You done?" Yes, I'm done!
"Uh huh..." What does he want to do I wonder...?
"Want to get out of here?" Oh yeah!
"Sure." Yes!
'I'll take him to my room I think. No one's allowed in there. Ah, the many perks of being Head Boy.'
"You get your own room?" I didn't know that.
"What?" What? Oh no. Oh crap, I did it again!
"I-nothing." Oh my God, I just ruined it, didn't I? First Hermione now him.
"No no, what did you say?" I didn't say anything! You never heard that!
"Nothing, I didn't say anything." Oh, they never buy that.
"No, you just asked if I had my own room. No one knows that except Dumbledore and the Head Girl." Shit shit shit! No no no! Why can't I keep my thoughts to myself?
"I was just..." I don't know! I can't think of an excuse. Why would I know that? Hermione never told me!
"Just what?" Uh oh, he looks mad now. I can't believe I did this.
"Nothing, Draco. I was just curious." He doesn't believe me. I wouldn't either.
"I don't believe you." God, I knew it. Does that mean I have to tell him to? Oh crap.
"Draco, um, there's something I should probably tell you." Oh, he is going to kill me. He's gonna accuse me of--oh shit.
"And what's that?" I don't think he's happy anymore. He certainly sounds foreboding.
"Maybe you should sit down..." He is going to kill me.
A/N: Hey there, so I'm back from spring break, the reviews were all very nice, thank you! And adultfanfiction is now working again, yay! Only, my stories haven't been transfered yet so I still can't update there :-( Oh well. PLease leave a review on your way out! THanx :-D
