OMG!...I'm sooo sorry. I haven't updated in over a month!...Sorry about that...LOT'S of stuff going on!...I went to this anime Convention, so I was soo busy with everyones costumes(We had to hand sew them all!) I was Kagome of course..And I went to the Korn, Mudvayne, 10Years concert I was so estatic about that for a while.AND!...I'm going to the see Avenged Sevenfold again (3rd time) and I was worried about money to go to that...AND to top it all off I had a lil bit of a writers block!...So those are all the reasons I couldn't update as fast...I do warn you that it IS going to be harder for me to update sooner. So my apoligies in advance.
And thanks black4rose13For pointing out a mistake of mne... I had Inuyasha rip Kagome's clothes off. But I had her put them on easily. and the others didn't notcied... Well my reason for that, is that I wrote the "lemon" or whatever you want to call it when I wrote the second chapter... So when I started the third one I just threw that part in without proff reading everything...So I'm sorry about that! ...I'm not going to fix or anything...Just ignore it! lol...Okay I'mblabbing to much..now READ!..Oh and I yet again did not proof read this all the way..I just kinda skimmed through it...So IF there is mistakes I'm sorry.
No Regrets.
Chapter Four
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A few days has passed.The days becoming shorter,as summer is coming to its end.
Inuyasha came around a few times in the past couple of days.But he never came near Kagome.He was afraid she would be mad,and won't want to be with him anymore.He couldn't handle that right now.But he knew he had to face her sooner or later.He was just trying to think of what to say to her.
Kagome,and Sango were out collecting herbs,and plants for medicine, for when they continue there journey of hunting Naraku,and the shards.
"Oh, there's one."said Sango. Pointing to a large bush of herbs.
"Okay."sighed Kagome.Hoisting the basket of herbs over to the bush.
"Kagome?"asked Sango.
"Hmm?"
"Uh, are you okay?...You seem pale, and you look tired.Are you getting sick ?"asked Sango.
"Oh no I'm fine. I just-..."Kagome paused.She felt nauious now.She droped the basket, and held onto her stomache.It just all came like a rush to her.As soon as Sango mentioned the word 'sick',She suddenly felt like it.
"Oh god."said Kagome.
"What is it Kagome?"Sango said concerned.
"I...I think I'm going to be sick."Kagome said while covering her mouth with her hands.
"Oh no...Uhh hmm uh...Here do it over here Kagome."said Sango.While holding on to Kagome's shoulders. Guiding her over near a spot.
"Oh Kagome, you are sick."said Sango.
"Come on let's hurry back to the village. You can get some rest there"said Sango.
They went to the village, stoping once and a while for Kagome.Once they got there Sango told Kaede that Kagome was sick, and Kaede fixed some medicine up for her.
"Aye, child are ye okay?"asked Kaede. Feeling Kagome's forehead.
"No...I feel awful."said Kagome.
"Hmm...Well ye are not warm."said Kaede. Checking Kagome, feeling her forehead, stomache,and back.
"Well there's not much I can do for ye.Accept for give ye a herb that makes ye sleep."she said.
"Okay."said Kagome.She took the herb in her tea,it didn't taste very good,but if it will make her sleepy then she's all for it.
"Why are ye all sick all of a sudden? Ye where fine this morning?"asked Kaede.As Kagome drank the last bit of the bitter tea.
"I don't know."she said with a scrunched up face from the tea.
"Mabey it was because you where out in the sun to much. I sometimes get sick from that."said Sango.
"Yeah...that could be it." said Kagome quietly.
Later on Kagome had a nice three hour nap. She felt better, but still a little woozy.
"It must of been something I ate."Thought Kagome brushing it aside.
She strecthed her waking body. It had to be at least three now. I wonder where everyone is. She got up and walked outside to see Miroku, Sango, Shippo,Kaede,and Inuyasha all standing in a group. By the looks on they're faces they were talking about Naraku.She knew that grave,serious exspression anywhere.
Inuyasha's gaze immedetly fell on Kagome,and guilt was shown alover his face.
He slowly was backing away from the group.Opening and closing his mouth,as if trying to find words.But didn't come up with any good excuses.
"I uhh...have to go."Said Inuyasha. And before anyone could say anything.He turned around and took off after looking at Kagome apolegeticly.Hoping she would see that he just wasn't ready to talk,cause he knew that's what she wanted to do.
"Inuyasha wait!"yelled Shippo.But it was too late.He had already ran off.
"Huh?...what's up with him."said Shippo.Shippo looked at Kagome, who was staring where Inuyasha had ran off to.Her face sad, and confused.
"Oh great, did those two get into a fight?"whispered Shippo to the others.
"Mabey, but this one seems different. They are both acting really strange"whispered Miroku.
"Should we ask whats going on?"whispered Sango, glancing at Kagome.
"Yes, but not now. Let's wait till later on, if they are still acting weird. Then we will ask."whispered Miroku. They all nodded in agreement.
Later on that day.
"Okay, what's up with those two!"yelled Sango.Looking at Shippo to Miroku,to even Kirara.
"They're acting really strange.Usaully Kagome goes home all mad.While Inuyasha pouts and sulks that she isn't here and goes after her.Now Kagome refuses to go home, and Inuyasha is acting like he is scared to face Kagome."Sango yelled. Pacing back and forth like a mad woman.
Miroku and Shippo looked at eachother.With Silent agreement that Sango was crazy.
"Should we confront them about it now?"asked Shippo.Looking at her.
She stopped pacing and her face lit up.
"Yes!...Cause this is not normal!"Sango yelled out.
Shippo looked scared by Sango's reaction.While Miroku was trying to crawl away from the scene.He knew she was going to make him do all the talking and he really didn't want to.
"Come on let's go."Sango said while grabing Miroku by his collar.
Miroku sighed.Struggling to to take off at a run.He knew it was too late.
"Why me?"He said.While being drugged out of the hut.
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Why doesn't he want to be around me? I thought at least he would want to talk about what happend?Why is he avoiding me?Is he disgusted with me, that he can't even stand to be around me?
Kagome sighed.All this and more thoughts where running through her head,that she couldn't even comprehend some of the stuff she was coming up with.
She sighed again.She had been doing alot of sighing.
She knew she had to talk to him sooner or later.She just wasn't sure how she was going to do that.
And what about when they continue they're journey?Is he still going to try and avoid her?
He can't do that.They all have to work together.If Naraku,or any powerful demon they come across.It just wouldn't work out.
Another sigh.
She had to talk to him.
Yeah knowing him with his stubborness.He would never come talk to me.
This is so hard.I have the courage to do 'that' with him all of a sudden, But I don't have the guts to even talk to him. Oh yeah that makes sense.
She heard footsteps drawing closer, and fast. She turned around and was face to face with a crazy looking Sango. Who was dragging a poor Miroku by the ear, and Shippo who was keeping his distance from Sango was behind them.
"OKAY OUT WITH IT!" Sango yelled.
"Wha-...what?" Kagome stuttered confused.
"What do you mean what!...Miroku! Tell her"She said looking at Miroku.
She let go of his ear, and stood behind him with her arms crossed. Blocking him from escaping.
Miroku sighed. "Kagome, we were all wondering why you and Inuyasha haven't been speaking to eachother. It's -"
"It's been getting annoying. You guys won't even so much as say 'hi' to eachother. You've been doing it for the past THREE DAY'S!" Sango yelled.Interupting Miroku.
"I...I..I don't know what you are talking about?"said Kagome. Oh yea that's going to convince them.She thought sarcasticly.
And she was right they didn't beileve it for a second.
"Don't give us that. What is going on?" Sango asked.Grabbing a once again escaping Miroku.
"It's nothing.We just got into a...a fight and he's just being stubborn has usual. That's it." she said trying to sound convincing.
"But you guys are acting very weird around eachother. This is nothing I've seen before. Did you guys get into a big fight...and what are you fighting about?"asked Shippo.
"Eh...um...the...umm " she was trying to come up with somthing convincing fast.
"Yes?" they all said at once. With curious eyes.
"It's ...It's none of your bussneiss anyway.Mabey you dont need to know."She said now angry at them. Her words were true. Why do 'have' to know anyways.
She all they're expression turn from curious, to confused and slighty embrassed.
"We...we where just curious,and worriedKagome. We didn't mean to attack you about it. We were just concered about you two." said Miroku kindly.
"Well if I wanted to tell you I'm sure I would've awhile ago. and seeing as I didn't tell you. You must assume that I might not want you to know." she said. And walked off into the woods without another word.
they all stood there in silence.
"Whoa...It must be very personal."said Shippo.
"Yeah now I really want to know what's up."said Miroku.
"OH, You guys are horrible. Kagome is right, if she wanted us to know whats going on she would of told us.She is our freind and we had no right to attack her like that." Sango said.Glaring at the two.
"Wha-...What are you looking at us for."Miroku said.
"Ugg you disgust me"She said and walked off.
"What just happend there?"asked Miroku,
"You are a disgrace."Said Shippo and hopped over after Sango.
"...why me..."he said aloud.
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Kagome just stormed into the forest without caring where she was going. She stomped around for a while. And she started to feel bad about what she did to them.
But they had no right to do that?
...but they are your friends, and were just worried.And I yelled at them.
'sigh'.
AH...this is so frustrating.
She wandered for what seemed like hours. The she came to a stop right if front of the sacred tree.
She walked over to it and looked up. Looking at all the branches and leaves swaying lazily in the wind.She felt tears weld up inside her.
This is where I first met Inuyasha.
She stared at the tree for a while. She reached out her hand and touched the tree. Feeling the rough bark on her fingertips.
This is also the place where I relized that I was in love with Inuyasha.
The tears came silently down her cheek.
She slid to her knees.Both of her hands still on the tree.She leaned her forehead on it.
Why did I do that? He probably dosen't want anything to do with me now. I just ruined it. I ruined it. He won't talk to me anymore, He won't even look at me anymore. He'll probably want to go find the jewel shards without me.
Wait...But he can't. I'm his 'jewel detector'.That probably the only reason he'll talk to me.As long as it has to do with the jewel.
She started to cry harder.She dug her nails into the bark,dragging them down.Scratching the sacred tree.She kept scratching it,and scratching it,untill her fingertips were raw and bleeding.
But even if they were she kept on scratching the tree.She felt anger torwards it.The tree usaully mad her feel better by just sitting under it.
But now she was mad at it.For not making her feel better about this.For not making it better.And for making her make promises that she had to keep.
She scratched it untill the pain was so intense she couldn't take it anymore.Then she felt disgusted with herself for not being able to take the pain.
I'm so weak.That's another reason for Inuyahsa to just forget about me.I'm always in trouble,and making it hard for him cause he always has to rescue me.
She started crying more.She stayed silent but the tears were flowing rapidly down.
She heard rustiling behind her.And twigs breaking. Like footsteps.
Now she was even more mad. It was probably Sango,Miroku,Shippo,or even Kirara coming to see if she was okay. But she was mad at them for it. It just made her feel more weak.
Can't they just leave me alone to deal with my problems. Instead of having to comfront me like a child.
She heard them getting closer.
She felt the presence of someone behind her. She could feel eyes on her.But they didn't say anything.
What they think that I'm just going to fling myself at them and asked to be comfronted.Are they waiting for me to say something?
"Just go away"she whispered.
But she could still feel the figure's presents behind her.
"I said,just go away!"She yelled.While flinging herself around to face them.
Gasp."Inu...Inuyahsa"she whispered.
He was standing there staring at her.With sadness,and guilt showing in his eyes.
"Kagome"
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ducks flying spears I'm sorry for the cliffy okay!..I know I'm mean but truthfully thats about all I wrote tis month...I have a lil writers block so throw tipsand ideas at me okay!...Alright now REVEIW REVEIW!...If you don't reveiw I won't update...(thats a lie I'll still update...but I'll make sure to take my time if you know what I mean)...so REVEIW...please I love reveiws they make me happy!..
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