CHAPTER 3
Edward and I mainly spent our days in his room. It was a lot safer and more private in there. We didn't really talk a lot we just listened to a lot of 60's music. Even though I couldn't read minds or anything I knew something was wrong when he would barely look at me.
"What's wrong" I asked as I walked over to him as he stared blankly out the window.
"I was just thinking" he didn't look at me; he just kept staring out the window.
"About what" I finally got him to look at me.
"Why did you forgive me so quickly? I mean I walked out on you. I yelled at you and I told you to just forget about your dad" he looked back at the window. I knew he was regretting that night.
"Edward, the reason I forgave you so quickly was because I realized that you didn't mean to do it. You were just angry about having to leave to go to Europe. I forgive you for everything" I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his ear.
"I don't deserve your forgiveness though. I haven't been totally honest with you" he unwrapped my arms and turned to face me "I didn't go to Europe for a foreign exchange program. I had to go there to clear something up" I just looked at him with confused eyes. What was he talking about?
"Huh? Then why'd you go" I didn't really want to know.
"Well, before I met you there was another girl I thought I'd fallen in love with but I didn't really know what love was until I met you. I had to go to Europe to talk to her because she was still under the impression that I was still in love with her, even though I hadn't talked to her in almost half a century" he cleared his throat. I knew something was up.
"Something happened huh?" I looked down at my feet. I really didn't want him to answer.
"Well, we only planned to stay there for a month but we ended up staying for six. You see, when I got there she was all over me. I didn't know what to do and the worst part was that she smelled just like you. Not as good but she smelled like strawberry's. I felt confused so I ran away. They finally found me after 5 months. And I told them that I couldn't go back to face you knowing that I had done that with another girl" he knew I didn't know what he was talking about by the look in my eyes "I'm still a virgin, but we got pretty close" I held my breath. I wanted to cry but I couldn't form the tears. I just backed away from him until I had my back to the wall.
"Bella, I'm sorry" Edward walked towards me but I just walked along the wall. I still couldn't believe it.
"Bella ------- I'm ------ I'm" he reached out to touch my cheek but I just ran towards the door. Damn, it was locked. Before I could unlock the door he was next to me, holding it shut.
"Well you know, you did stuff with that boy so don't act as if you're little miss innocent" his words were harsh and cold.
"Wait, how'd you know that" I didn't really notice what he had just said.
"I asked Alice about all the visions she had of you. I always kept an eye on you Bella" he walked back to his position at the window. I joined him.
"Do you remember when you let me drive your Volvo" I love how I can forgive and forget so quickly. It's one of the personality traits I obtained when I was changed. He seemed to like it to because he smiled.
"You nearly killed me that day" we both started to laugh.
"You hit one tree and suddenly you're responsible for almost killing your" I stopped after that. But we both laughed.
"It's more like you hit a tree, kept going, and nearly knocked another tree over. My car was totaled. It was beyond repairable" I looked down. I still felt bad about that.
"It's ok though. I got that new BMW. It goes a lot faster then my Volvo" he smiled. I still didn't like driving fast.
"Edward, why were you so mean to me back then? I mean it wasn't like you" Since we were talking about the past I thought it was time to clear this up.
"I was really angry that day because I had to go to Europe to see that girl, and then you were so upset and I got mad at Charlie for dieing because that meant that you would be alone while I was gone and I was boiling over with anger and I just lashed out of you. I'm so sorry Bella. I still haven't forgiven myself" I saw the look of sorrow in his eyes. He looked like a little lost puppy. It made my heart melt.
"Edward" was all I had to say. I brushed his cheek with my hand. I could tell how sorry he was.
"Bella, I love you" he cupped my face in his hands and lightly placed his lips against mine. I pulled away for a second.
"Edward, I love you too" and then I continued the kiss. This kiss was heated and very passionate. Soon we were laying on the couch. I never had this feeling before. It was like an adrenaline rush. Before I knew it, he was in his boxers and I was in my bra and undies.
what happens next? find out in the next chapter which will be posted later. :-).