When Usagi got home she flopped herself face down onto her bed. She buried her face into her pillow and started to bawl. Coming here was a mistake. This whole situation was a mistake! She just wanted to crawl into a hole and die. That seemed to be the only solution right about now. Suddenly she felt a warm hand on her back. She didn't look up to see who it was, she didn't care. It was comforting having it there and rubbing her back gently with genuine concern. She felt the person sit down beside her on the bed and a voice broke the silence, "I'm sorry." It was Damon. Usagi didn't know what she thought about him being there. She knew she should be angry at him, but she wasn't. She wasn't relieved that he was there either. She was numb; numb to him; numb to the situation.

"I just got so angry when he said that about you and before I knew what was happening he was on the ground." Damon let out a slow breath, "I know this situation is wearing on you and I didn't mean to add to it like that. I just hate the thought of losing you."

Usagi sighed and rolled over on her back, "What makes you think I'm going anywhere?"

"Just after what happened with Cassandra, I get a little paranoid sometimes. And I can't help but feel a little threatened by him."

Usagi furrowed her brow, "Why?"

"Well, you guys have a lot of history and I know you still love him. Plus he doesn't strike me as a guy who gives up easily."

"Same goes for your ex." Usagi said simply.

"Oh?"

"She stopped me on the way home. I didn't let her get a word in but I could tell what she wanted."

"Did you beat her up again?" Damon teased.

"That's not fair. I never hit her and almost knock her out." Usagi defended thinking Damon was trying to make a point about fighting each others exes.

"I know. It was still hot though." Damon grinned.

"You think so?" It was Usagi's turn to tease.

"Oh, of course." Damon leaned down and kissed Usagi softly, hardly let their lips touch. He knew it drove her crazy when he did this. He pulled away only to do it once more, before making the kiss a little more passionate. Usagi reached up and wrapped her arms around his neck. Right now she didn't care about anything. Right now her world was her and Damon. Nothing else mattered. Damon shifted her so she was in the middle of the bed and he had room to put his bottom half on the bed. He let his left hand play with her hair before he slid it down her side and rested it on her naked waist. She moved both her hands up and let her fingers entwine themselves in his hair. She decided to bring the kiss to a more passionate one, and let her tongue play with his. She could feel him getting hard against her leg. She manoeuvred her leg so it was between his and gently rubbed her knee against his crotch, causing him to let a moan of pleasure escape his mouth. She let on of hands find her way down to that sensitive spot of his and caressed it through his jeans. He pulled away from the kiss and sucked in air through his teeth, "I thought I told you to be careful with that." He said breathlessly.

Usagi smiled, "You did."

"You. Are evil." Damon grinned and went in for another kiss. He left her mouth and started to pay more attention to the crook of her neck and ear lobes, occasionally letting his hot breath out into her ear. She revelled in it. It had been such a long time since they were able to be intimate like this. The last time Damon stopped most of the activity because he said he was afraid he'd hurt her. But since then he had taken to her the local sex shop to pick out some lubricant. He had bought two bottles, one for her place and one for his. "Because you never know where will be when the time comes." He had teased with a mischievous grin.

She reached down and tugged and the hem of his shirt. She wanted it off; she wanted to feel his warm smooth flesh again. Damon took the hint and finished the job she had started. When he had returned to her he was pleasantly surprised to see that she also had taken her top of along with her bra. She stared at her prefect breasts, god how he loved them. He returned to placing tiny kisses long the crook of her neck and slowly made his way down to her upper chest, to her breasts and finally to her nipples. She let out a sigh and smoothed her hands over Damon's back. Suddenly Damon playfully and gently bit the underneath of her breast. Usagi gasped and wasn't able to help digging her fingernails hard into Damon's back. Damon let out a harsh grunt.

"Sorry," Usagi apologized, "You okay?"

"Better then ever." Damon chuckled, "Actually really like it when a girl does that."

"Oh Really?" Usagi smiled and gently raked her nails across his back.

Damon nodded and went in for another kiss but stopped just before their lips met, "But if you're going to do it, you have to make it hurt." He moved in the rest of the way and passionately kissed her. He playfully bit her bottom lip and lightly licked it immediately after. Usagi gasped and violently raked her nails across his back. Damon grunted and shuddered at the delightful pain his was in. But it was all wrong. He didn't want their first time to be like this, especially knowing that it was her first time ever. He wanted their love making to be slow, sweet and passionate. Not Violent and rough, though he much preferred the latter. He had to think of her in this particular case. He had to slow it down. He reached behind him and placed her hands beside her head and softly caressed them with his fingertips. Usagi turned her head out of the kiss, "I thought you said you liked that."

Damon looked lovingly into her eyes, "I do. But I don't want your first time to be so," He paused thinking of a proper word to use, "Violent." He moved in for a soft, passionate kiss before she could say anything more on the subject. He began to place gently kisses all over her as he moved down her torso and his hands found the zipper to her jeans. He undid them and slowly removed the jeans and then her underwear. Once again pleased to see bare skin. God, she was beautiful, how he wanted her. He moved her to the edge of the bed as he had before and knelt on the floor. He softly brushed her area lightly with his fingers and then inserted a finger gently and then inserted one more. She let a moan leave her lips and grasped the sides of the pillow her head rested on. God, she was so small. He wondered how he was going to pull this off; even with the lube it was going to be very difficult.

He let his fingers slide in and out of her with his thumb of the same hand played with her clit. With his other hand he reached into her nightstand and retrieved the lube. He placed the product on the bed and repositioned her back to the middle of the bed. He lay beside her and immediately she reached for his jeans and began the undo them. With his help she removed them and placed them on the floor. At this point she began to feel especially nervous. Now the only that stood between her and him was a pair of boxers. Her hands started to shake slightly when she reached for the waist of the boxers. Damon saw this and lovingly placed his hands on hers, "We don't have to, if you're not ready."

Usagi swallowed, "No. I am. I'm just a little nervous, is all."

Damon kissed her softly, "Okay, but if at anytime you want to stop, just say so. You're running the show okay?" Usagi nodded. Damon moved in for another quick kiss before he removed his boxers. Usagi's eyes widened, suddenly she knew what Becky meant by 'assets'. How in the world was he going to fit that inside her? Damon noticed her expression and asked if she was alright.

Usagi licked her lips, "I well…. Is it supposed to be that big?"

Damon chuckled, "well, I'm a little bigger than average."

"Just how big is it?" Usagi had no idea why she asked that question, how could he possibly know?

"Nine and a half inches."

"Do I want to know how you know that?"

Damon laughed, "It's a young teenage boy thing. Every guy measures it at least once in their life." Damon, sensing that this conversation was going no where (and really inconvenient for the situation at hand) he kissed Usagi passionately and played with her tongue with his. Usagi rolled over so that Damon was now on his back and she began to kiss him all over his torso like he had done to her. Remembering that his nipples were sensitive she let her tongue linger at each one. She took pleasure in hearing little moans and groans erupt from him. She wanted to go farther down and caress him like he had done for her., but she was too shy and not sure how to do it. Damon, instinctively knowing that she was too shy to go any lower, lifted her body back up and kissed her while turning back over. He reached for the lube, opened the bottle and poured a generous amount on her vagina. Usagi gasped at the cold sensation. Damon then rubbed it around and lightly blew on it to activate the warming sensation. He then let his mouth linger there and let his tongue do indescribable things to her as he lubed himself up. He stopped and reapplied a little more lube to her and looked up at her, "You're 100 sure about this?" She nodded. He could tell though that she was still really nervous and tense, "Okay. What I want you to do is relax, alright? Don't tense up, just relax your muscles." She nodded and tried to do as he instructed. He then began to slowly guide himself into her. He felt her tense up and heard a whimper escape from her. He stopped, "We can stop if you want."

Usagi shook her head, "No. I want this." She did, even though the pain was unbearable at the moment she knew it would get better.

"Okay, just try to relax. I know it hard, but try." Damon felt her relax a little bit and began to push into her some more. He would have revelled in the feeling of her around him like this, but he couldn't get past the obvious pain she was in. Finally, he was all the way in. He looked down at her and saw a tear stream down her cheek. He felt like shit. He wiped at the tear, "Usagi are you sure about this?"

Usagi took a deep breath in, "Yeah, I'm sure. I mean the way I see it is that, it's going to hurt no matter what, whether we do it now, or on your honeymoon. I just…… Just stay still for a minute." She had a point, so he did as she asked: He didn't move save to plant reassuring kisses on her face and neck. Several minutes had past, and decided to take a chance and slowly began to move within her. She gasped and tightened her grip on his back; he knew it was out of pain. He kissed her forehead gently and told her softly that it will start to feel good very soon. He began to nibble and suck on her earlobe to add some pleasurable sensation to the situation for her. It was working. Instantly Usagi's mind was taken away from the pain she was feeling down below and concentrated on the sinful thing her was doing to her ear and neck. Soon all pain was abolished and everything started feeling good. Damon could tell this by the way her breathing drastically changed. He took a chance and began to move a little faster within her. She gasped and moaned, this time he knew it was from pleasure and took his thrusting slightly to the next level. She dug her nails slightly into his back, it took a lot for him not to react to this and begin moving even faster. God, she felt so good, just as he imagined her to feel perhaps even better.

Usagi sighed his name. It was a question he knew. She was trying to get his attention. It took every fibre of his being to make himself cease all action. He looked down at her, "Yeah?" He panted.

"I want to do it they way you want."

Damon cocked an eyebrow, "Are you sure?" He wasn't sure himself, could she handle it? She nodded. "Alright." He quickly decided that he was going to compromise. He wasn't going to go so rough on her so that she became scared or uncomfortable, but rough enough to satisfy his fetish. He pulled himself out of her and instructed her to get on her hands and knees, "If at anytime you wanted me to stop just say so okay?" Usagi agreed. Damon got behind her and told her to put the top half of her body down as low as she could and to get comfortable because he was going hold her hands behind her back. She as she was told. Damon slipped himself inside her again (this time with a lot more ease), took a hold her hands behind her back and began to pump much faster and a little harder than he was before. Pleasurable moans erupted from the both of them. She had no idea why this position felt so different from the previous one, but it seemed he was hitting a very sensitive spot inside her. It felt so good to her it was almost unbearable. And she wanted it to be unbearable, so she told him to go harder. Damon, who surprised at the request but wasn't going to argue, did as he was asked. He held on to her hands with only on hand now, so the other one was free to roam. He leaned forward and played with her breasts for a bit before he moved over to her ass. He grabbed and squeezed it. He also spanked it, not too hard, but enough to get a raise out of her. With a bit of sweat on his forehead he began to feel that oh so familiar sensation. He let go of her hands and grabbed on to her waist as they both reached their climax together. Damon buckled forward at the waist and put his weight onto his arms on the bed. Usagi remained underneath him, still on her hands and knees, and both were breathing like it was going out of style. Finally, when Damon felt some of his strength return to him he pulled himself out and flopped down on his back. Usagi laid down beside him and rested her head on his chest, and they fell asleep in each other embrace.

sagi and Damon were awakened the next morning by a knocking on the door. Usagi propped her head up and looked at the time; 11:23am. Her eyes widened.

"Shit! What day is it?"

Damon looked at her confused as the knocking continued, "Saturday, why?"

"Shit!" Usagi flew out of bed and began to get dressed.

"Usagi, calm down. What wrong?"

Usagi let out a nervous laugh, "Did I forget to tell you that my parents were coming over? And that's probably them at the door?"

Damon's eyes widened, "WHAT!"

An: Well, there chapter 17, updated ASAP as requested. And yes, I know. I'm evil :-D

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