Awaken before the Emerald Dawn

By: trappedineternity

Disclaimer: I don't own any of it. The characters belong to J.K Rowling. The plot bunny belongs to Black Ice. I am the owner of the fleshy part in the middle. This does contain spoilers. So if you have no read the 5th book, time to turn away. That and I am horrible at accents, so bare with me.

Warning: This story will contain yaoi. If you don't like it, I suggest you leave now. It might contain a few lemons and limes, but there will be warning at the beginning of the chapter and before the lime or lemon begins for those who don't wish to read them, they may skip over it ahead. Furthermore, this fic is dark and thus contains thought and possible acts of suicide and depression. Not your type of thing, I suggest you find something else… I'll accept comments and criticism but nothing about what I've just warned about.

Summary: check first chapter.

This chapter is dedicated to Tonksy and Hambares. Thank you for reading this far and commenting on everything! Thanks for the cookies Hambares!

Chapter 8

What to do with loss

The alarm went off, waking him up. Severus groaned as he rolled away from the alarm, or at least tried to. He soon found himself pinned to the bed by a warm weight on his chest. He rubbed his eyes and looked down to see Harry cuddled up to him. He smiled as he stroked his unruly hair, memories of the last night blossoming in his mind. He had shared his first kiss with Harry in a bold moment. Things moved on as they would, but he stopped them before they could get out of hand. They both agreed that some cuddling was in order and fell asleep in Severus' bed.

Severus couldn't remember a time where he was more content, more secure. He kissed the little Gryffindor's forehead. He couldn't believe this had happened. Now that he stopped to think about it, it was somewhat strange. He was a Slytherin, Harry was a Gryffindor, and they were together. He couldn't remember caring about anyone this much... But then, his thoughts moved on to more miserable topics... What would Lucius say? He had been trying to get into Severus' bed for so long... and he always turned him down, told him he wasn't gay, not interested... And here he was, in the same bed as Harry, having finished a rather passionate snog session... right... not gay at all...

He looked over at the broche Harry had bought him and grinned. The Gryffindor has thought about him, and went out to buy a gift... just like he had thought of Harry when he made those potions, he supposed. The look on his face when he opened his gift was priceless. He couldn't believe such a small token would have such an effect on someone... but then, he had reacted a little more passionately to the broche.

Harry slept soundly on his chest. He slowly managed to get away from him. Harry whimpered at the loss of warmth. Severus sighed and showered, getting ready for another day. He had read the most fascinating potions in his new books. It had been rather interesting; with a few adjustments... He heard the door creek open. Had Harry decided to join him in the shower? That was bold of him. He slowly peeked behind the curtain. "Harry?", he asked softly. "Is that who you were expecting, Sev?", answered a silky voice. He quickly turned around, slipping against the tiles and fell into an awaiting body behind him. "Lu--Lucius?" The blond simply grinned mischievously. "Miss me, Sevvy?", he purred. The thought dawned on Severus, reminding him that they were both naked, the door was open, the curtain was open… He was utterly exposed! Lucius trailed his fingers against Severus' spin. "Lucius! What are you doing back so soon?" The blond chuckled softly. "I just couldn't keep away, love." He lightly kissed Severus, who, in turn, protested. Severus tried to wrench himself away to no avail...

Harry groaned as he finally woke up. The door had been left open, which made Harry curious. He rose up and peeked inside, only the see the curtain had been left open as well, and inside was Severus, pinned against the shower wall with Lucius' tongue down his throat. "Severus...?" Tear welled up in his eyes before he slammed the door and ran off. Severus pushed Lucius off and jumped out of the shower, dripping wet. A towel was hastily pulled around his waist and rushed into the room. "Harry? Wait!", but he as long gone.

Lucius crept out from the shower and pulled Severus against his chest. "My Master grows impatient, Severus. And he told me to tell you that you belong to him and him alone." He trailed his fingers over the blood opal. "And that he will kill anyone who touches you. He was disappointed that he didn't receive a Christmas gift from you. Especially after he gave you such a pretty bauble." Severus' face blanched. "This gift... is from..." Lucius leaned close, whispering in his ear. "From Lord Voldemort."

Once his name was said, Severus' eyes widened and he disappeared with a pop. Lucius closed his eyes, quite ashamed with himself. He felt dirty... used... of course it was nothing to what Severus would feel... But his life had been threatened... Severus would understand. His life or his friend... Needless to say which won... He sighed as he port-keyed to his lord's side.

Meanwhile, Harry ran to the Room of Requirements and saw it change into a bed for him to cry on. He wanted Remus and Sirius, his friends... a comforting arm... Why would Severus... no Snape! Why had Snape used him? Was it all one big hoax to get into his pants! Of course... Lucius was so much better than he was... A lie. Everything had been a lie. He had suspected Lucius was with Severus... How could he not? Severus had told the headmaster no, but that could have been a cover up... And now, he was alone, having saw them both in the shower had broke his heart. He had no idea... He had fallen for Severus really... He really was a greasy git... or at least a git!

As if on cue, Remus walked in. He looked at Harry and rushed to his side. He pulled Harry into a hug. "What happened?" This only made him cry harder. "R-Remus...!", he cried as he held onto him. "The ring told us that you were in trouble... James and Sirius are a little busy, unable to get away from James's parents, but... I hope... what happened...?" Harry continued to cry. "Someone I liked... I caught them kissing someone else... in the shower... and... and...", he continued to cry. Remus kissed the top of head. He sighed. "Then he wasn't good enough for you Harry... He doesn't deserve you...", he said softly. Harry sighed and closed his eyes. "Rest Harry... thing will be better when you wake up..."

Harry sighed as he fell asleep, his head in Remus' lap. The werewolf sighed and lightly stroked his hair. Everything would be better when he woke up... or at least he would try to make him happy... But he doubted he would do all that much good. And revenge couldn't work... he didn't even know who this man was... Who had betrayed him, and with who? He didn't know enough. He shook his head and held Harry. They would pay for hurting him.

Severus didn't dare open his eyes, because he knew where he was... "Ah, my pet... Did you think you could keep away?", a voice said softly. Severus opened his eyes slowly to see Voldemort sitting on the bed before him. "I have missed you, Severus. How have you been?" Severus sat up, clutching his towel around him. "What? Won't say anything? Not even a hello to your future master?", he asked. Severus closed his eyes and sighed. This was hell... Lucius had banished him to hell...

(To be continued)

Author's note: I just don't want to put too much trauma at once... Hope you enjoyed this chapter even though it was so short. I'll try to make the next one longer... Promise. Thank you all for reviewing, see you next chapter.

Harry: I can't believe this! We finally get some action, and look what she does to us!

Severus: Of course. She a glutton for angst and pain... It's pathetic really.

Harry: But... But I want my Sevvy back...

Severus: Trust me, I've seen the next chapter... it won't all be chocolate and rainbows for me either...

Trapped: Don't worry... I'll make it better. The trauma is needed!

Harry: HOW?

Trapped: Um... haven't figured that one out... But you'll see!

Voldemort: HAHAHAHA AHAHAHAHAH!

Severus: That's it... I'm going to the Three broomsticks and getting drunk...

Harry: I HATE BEING UNDERAGED!