Secrets

Title: Secrets

Author: MYBIGBLUEBOX

Series: Doctor Who

Rating: k

Genre: romance

Spoilers: none

Characters: Doctor (Tenth) and Rose

Disclaimer: God knows how many times you've all read these disclaimers but I'm going to say it all again just coz. I don't own these characters or the story line this fanfic is based on. They belong to our lord and master 'The BBC' ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Summary: Following on from Two Months later. How Rose feels about the Doctor's return and why he did.

Dedications: Everyone who's read anything I've done over the years and gave their constructive criticism.

Warnings: none

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Dear Diary,

He came back. I couldn't believe what I was hearing, I didn't believe it, couldn't believe it. It was him. Completely and utterly him.

I didn't know what to say. I just stood there staring at him. Time seemed to stop, stand completely still.

'Rose?' He was staring at me with THAT look on his face. The one that made me fall for him all over again. I hated him and loved him at the same time. Why did he have to show up now? Now when even the thought of him makes my heart bleed. I couldn't speak, didn't dare, if he wanted a conversation he'd have to start one.

'I'm sorry, Rose? I'm so sorry.' I looked at him. I was so angry he was sorry! After all this time he just comes waltzing back into my life and just expected my forgiveness! Well we'd see about that.

He looked at me, like he used to when he wanted something. The cold, bitter irony almost made me laugh. I would have if the circumstances hadn't been so sad.

'Do you wanna go for a walk?' He raked his hands through his gorgeous brown hair, he always was self conscious. My heart leapt and sank, I did and I didn't so I followed my heart.

'O.k. I'll go for a walk, just don't expect anything from me'. I had to warn him. I was still sore from being abandoned in the first place. I didn't want him to think he was still in with a chance, I still wasn't sure if I forgave him yet.

'I never wanted to leave you know' I didn't reply, how could I? I kept walking, trying not to meet his eyes. He didn't know my secret, I felt so guilty keeping it.

'Rose, come on talk to me, I thought it was for the best'. I wasn't listening, didn't hear anything he said. I was to busy thinking about the secret, how would he react to this, it was so life changing, he might well run again.

I heard him sigh. I looked up at him to find him staring at me intently. How could I resist those chocolate brown eyes looking at me in that appealing way, and I so wanted to throw myself into his arms, just to make sure he was real. I looked up at him and decided right then on the spot, he had to know.

'There's something you need to know.'

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O.k. here's your second chapter. Review and tell me what you think. I'll leave it there if you want or write a sequel. Let me know I hope you enjoyed it.