This was the Original song that was going to be used for chapter 13, Arithmetic lyrics by Brooke Fraser

The CD player turned automatically over:

I've been staring at the sky tonight
Marvelling and passing time

Andrea lay on her bed, cuddling her pillow trying to come to terms with everything that had happened. She stared out of the window and looked up at the burning red sky which reflected everything in the room. She didn't even bother to get up to turn the lights on as the sun started to go down, nor did she get up to answer the buzzing of her door bell. Wishing the person away, she closed her eyes as the door bell rang again the sound echoing her head as thought there had been a stroke of thunder. After a few seconds, there was a silence, ''the person had gone'' she thought, but the next thing she heard was the slam of the front door.

Wondering what to do with daylight
Until I can make you mine

Neil stood there in the darkling hall way, there was silence. He walked forward and into the living room. She wasn't there nor was she in the kitchen, she wasn't in the bathroom for he couldn't here the sound of water to indicate that she was there. He walked to the bedroom and stopped in the doorway, and stared at her back lying on her bed.

You are the one I want, you are the one I want

Although she had her back to him, she new he was there and she new it was him. She could smell his sent the one that she missed so much. She didn't move or say anything she could here him move into the room, she continued to star out of the window. Out of the corner of her eye she could see him looking at her, though she couldn't make out the expression on his face.

I've been thinking of changing my mind
It never stays the same for long

He looks at her, and as he dose he sees the person the one person he loves, shattered and destroyed, like someone who's had everything taken away from them. A mixture of anger and pain filled inside him.

But of all the things I know for sure
You're the only certain one

She slowly turned to look at him, and he could see tears built up in her eyes. They stared at each other. He walked over and nealt down next to her so they were on equal level and he stared into her eyes. He could see the pain showing clearly in them. He pushed a bit of her hair of her face, then touched her check. She wanted him to stop to get out, but she didn't have it in her, she couldn't fight him not this time.

Neil: I'm so sorry.

His voice was croaky and filled with emotion. That's was it she couldn't take it in, she couldn't hold it all inside, she let the tears flow down her face, as she stared to sob, Neil sat on the bed and pulled her into him, and held her tight, as she sobbed harder then she had ever done in her life.

You'll still be the one I want